the scorched earth

http://www.armory.com/~crisper/Scorch/Musings/

come now, those of minds that arouse at the idea of blood smeared across your car windshield as the deer that ran into you lies in your backseat, legless and lifeless. oh, but only if the damn thing was still alive, and legless, so that you could mock it, beat it with a lead pipe, and laugh at every motion your arm makes. this is your time. your life. your world. the idiots around you are electiong their mccains and obamas. you know what they all deserve. you understand it well. they are the dears running bluntly and arrogantly into your car, the symbol of your freedom. and yes, they will lie in their futile future, legless and lifeless, asking themselves how it all happened. so now is the time of the angry, the outraged, and the sardonic. find your lead pipes. storm your state capitals. beat to death those damn, curd chewing dear, that stare at your headlights - mindless, lifeless, and dreamless. oh, and enjoy the beating you give them. enjoy it well. deserve it. always fucking deserve it. be covered in their blood and feel the warmth of god in it.

the time is now. they aren't watching. they think they've won. oh, how ignorant they are. how truly ignorant......

"Because 130 years between civil wars is far too fucking long." - Jeff Vogel

Currently listening : City of Echoes By Pelican Release date: 2007-06-05

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in-ˈfər-(ˌ)nō

i saw my love burn

twenty cigerattes to burn the witch at the altar

we drank the ocean dry with our prosthetic eyes

in to the fire looking back

gazing at us was her good eye

souls are for liars

Currently listening : A Modicum Of Truth By Tephra Release date: 2008-01-29

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hallow and alone

may your bury yourself in your sins, for you're no brother of mine

and no christ have i met or seen, for years, these breaths have been choking me

a luster in the tone you scoff me, to beat me, to raise me up

in a crucifixion, thinly hanging there will i be

needles sifting through my wrists and into viens, the blood pours into the wood

there's no life in me, not when you're done, not when you're full

and you're no brother of mine, a hunter of the flesh on my bone

i don't crucify for anyone, so you and your god and the deals you've made

it's all been since i was born, you've been planning, been drawing this end since i was blinking

and i've been waiting, where light fails to tread

i've been waiting, and my eyes have been watching

every drifter with advice, and every smoker with a weapon

i have mine, let's see your's, cause i'm sick of this place

i kill gods, so i can kill you

Currently listening : 101 By Depeche Mode Release date: 1990-10-25

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nov. 4, 2008....

America,

Fucked '08. i voted for ron paul in the primaries, and bob barr in the main election. so no blaiming me for your fucked up futures. eh, i doubt anything well get seriously fucked in the next 4 years, but still, you'd like to think there was hope. i think it's going to be funny when we find out obama might not be a legal citizen. i wonder what will happen. will you argue "but the majority of america spoke, they want him, even if he's not a legal citizen"? you should research that. he has a pending case sitting in court room right now he keeps trying to avoid, but he might not be a legal citizen.  either way, i'm getting my masters and leaving. this country is failing. the economy is failing. you fail me. you fail yourselves. i'd probably give this same speech if mccain won.

eh. i want out of here before he takes us in to another war. i have a huge feeling obama is the draft type. and that every one who voted for him is going to have a huge case of buyer's regret. like that feeling you get when you impulse buy at the checklane and walk out asking "what the fuck did i buy this for? i thought it looked good?"

oh well. you'll get what you've asked for, only you don't even know what you asked for. change? oh, there will be change. but it won't be very "liberal"......

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in closing,

i want to be some where far away when they come
sleeping by a river with a rain storm rapidly approaching
want to wake up and feel like i'm warm inside
and that there's no end to the life i've been living
that i ate the apple and the curse was never even there
(and it never was)
i've been walking by the river side for days and days
(and days)
hoping to see a smile from a floater passing by
with his ascension, just a little piece of knowledge to pass on
i'm open to suggestions about the birds and the bees
and how the fuck anything plans to be
but i'm waiting, i'm waiting by this river
sleeping every now and then
waiting til they come and they go, pass by me
(pass by me)
i want to be sleeping here when it's time
time for you to leave

Currently listening : Street Horrrsing By Fuck Buttons Release date: 2008-03-18

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read this article....

i'm not voting for john mccain. i'm voting for Barr. I did register republican and vote for Ron Paul in the primaries. But people, Obama is not your fucking saviour. And this obsession with him is getting out of control. He's not going to bring you freedom or a better life. He's going to return you to the law of jungle, natural selection, in which he plays god(s) and decides which gets to be "naturally" more fit to live or live better. have fun with that. it's getting a little 1930s germany with people's obsession with him. read this article, watch the videos it links to.

Shit '08: America's fucked. have a nice day.

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http://www.theatlasphere.com/columns/081021-browne-perfect-storm.php

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this is me in a weird mood...

there's a whole in the heart of an angry god
and all the people are stifled by the blow to their lung
laughter come out of the little kids' mouths
"all good people go to hell some day
god's got a sick little mind, they say
all the joke's on you"
i woke up with a nozzle to the nose
twenty five men want to pick their bones with god to me
says i'm the man that has to pay
for creation and the whole goddamn big bang
whoa the stories that they tell
"one got left by a woman in the night
another got shot by his cheatin' wife
one ran off with a preacher from town
said they goin' way down south
where no god can see into their hearts
cause there's an awful lot of sin in there"
there's a whole in the heart of an angry god
and his children are stifled in their sleep
just another prank from the chorus line
seventy angels lined up seven times
gonna come down into your homes
sit around and sing you songs
songs about what hell is like
when you're sittin' up in heaven proud
gonna tell you the secret to everyone's life
all the joke's on you


(no clue where this came from, just started writing with a folk tune in mind. i really don't care if your insulted. most of you don't talk to me anyway.)

Currently playing : Final Fantasy XII Release date: 2006-10-31

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you should watch this...

http://reason.com/blog/show/129518.html

three little cartoons.

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drum machiner (fucked ’08)

drum machine pounding, deeper in the impact
cummer, sticky skin peels of eye lids
as we dream of empty skies before peaceful blitzkriegs
this is radiation life, infection
like a scab that won't peel away
why do i regenerate each cell, each pigment
around each pore
why can't it just go away
wanting you all to disappear like the scabs of my failures
- "he's the fucking anti-Christ" -
but there can't be an anti-Christ if there ain't no Christ
and there can't be an apocalypse if there ain't no beginning
it's all just about going on
down roads to bridges to no where

(this is a first draft)

Currently watching : The Proposition (Steelbook Packaing) Release date: 2008-08-19

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faithless

an open invitation and a challenge to every god
a dare to let us be
the ones on earth
free from the heavens
or conceptions of hell
needless fairy tales, faith,
or angelic wars
to be done with the unknowable
to see the unseen and un-see-able
i see through it all
and care not for conversations with wind


(eh, lacks direction)

Currently listening : We Are the Romans By Botch Release date: 2007-09-11

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