well, I wasn't chosen in this round of the lottery for the LMC Rn program. I figured i wouldn't, mainly because the list of people in the lottery was like 6 pages long with three columns on each page. but I was still hoping. :(
just means my chances will be twice as good to get in next year, right? so now i get to spend the next year trying to find another way into a hospitol. thats my new goal, to be in a hospitol and out of my dead end job. not that i dont absolutly love costco, lol.... yeah.. but i would like to start getting some experience in the field i want to be in for the rest of my life. for tonight, im just gonna have some fun... tomarrow ill get to work on some plans.
10:32 PM - so long to 07!!
Current mood: blissful
Category: Life
If you had asked me a year ago what I thought this last year would bring me, i never would have guessed i'd end up here. Eventful, life changing, full of growth and change, thats what the year brought me. I think that I have grown, and learned more this last year than ever before. Im coming closer to finding myself, and being where I want to be . I feel like I am more me. if that makes sense, oh who cares, it makes sense to me. while there have been many tears shed in 07, every last one has taught me something. Independence being the best thing i've gained and learned this last year. I realize, now, that I am perfectly comfortable just being with me. I can go out, have fun, with perfect strangers, and feel comfortable in my own skin. not something i could do a year ago. For those who don't know me, this might seem odd. those who do, know my fears. my past influences on my self confidence, there gone. I am who i am, if you don't like it, it's no loss of mine. I've made a lot of good friends, gotten to know people better, and branched out. like a flower i have blossomed (how cheesy is that, lol!) but really, i've gotten to know myself more, and that was one of my goals for 07.
What will I think next year when i look back on 2008. probably that the year went by too fast, they seem to go by faster and faster each year. hopefully, i'll wonder how i got through the first semester of the nursing program. (posative thinking, im applying right now , keep your fingers crossed for me!!) maybe i will be looking back on a year of singles fun, maybe not. hopefully i'll be healthier, still happy, still this lucky.
for all of my friends, i hope you can look back on this last year with a smile and wave, for it was just another year on the calander. not measured in days but in lessons learned and friends gainned. I hope this next year will bring you everything you're looking for. okay this is getting too cheesy for a myspace blog...what im trying to say, but in fewer words...
I Love the Rain!! so im sitting at home, just winding down from work, and all of a sudden it's raining outside. And i can smell the wet grass and asphalt outside my balcony. I Love It!! it's great because it's one of the first rains of the season.so yeah, it just gives me a sort of feeling of renewal. a fresh season and a fresh start. don't you wish you could just go outside and splash in a puddle or somthing. if only there was thunder and lighting too...
3:08 PM - I got a buck!!! and I don’t mean $
Current mood: ecstatic
I am soo happy! I went hunting last thursday with my dad, and I got a buck!! It's only a fork (for those non-hunters, that means it has two branches on each of the stick things sticking out if bambi's head, LOL )
so yeah, I am excited. it's not huge, but has a tall and wide spread. dressed out at about 95. anyway, I am just glad I got one, looks like venison soup this winter!! YAY!!!
8:53 PM - lookin into my future
Current mood: calm
Category: Life
Yeah, guess what! I went and saw a psychic today, it was amazing. she did a taro card reading for me. She was dead on with so many things. I was nervous at first cause I'v never been to one before today, Im so glad I went. She cleared a lot of things up for me. and guess what.... the future is looking bright! : )
Im not going to say to much of what she told me, because a lot of it was personal and involved other people too, but she confirmed some thoughts i had, and reasured me. Im sure that I am on the right path, with nursing and looking for my own place and yeah. I am looking forward to a good year.
If anyone else is looking for some insight into their life and future or past, let me know and i will give you her number! Hope everyone is well!
12:01 AM - A Blown Hunting Trip
Current mood: sick
so it was opening weekend for deer season at our ranch, and it sucked. although it was great getting away for the weekend with my dad and brother, I ended up being sick the whole time! yeah, and not just a cough, that i could hunt through but this was full blown strep throat, can't eat, can barely drink, can stay awake for all the coffee in the world sick. It sucked. not to mention no one saw any bucks, just a ton of does. so now i have to find time between now and closing to take off and get up there to actually hunt. hopefully that will be when i get the big one!!
okay, it's like 1:30 in the morning, and I am wide awake! this sucks... just thought i would try to pass some time cruising around myspace and writing here... nothing really good to say. hhmmmm. I wonder whats going on this friday, any good parties? not like anyone will answer this soon, i mean it's wed , well actually thursday morning, just barely, so most sane people are asleep, of course I'm stuck here..... typing away the seconds, waiting to get tired.
well i think i'm gonna go read for awhile, see if i can fall asleep....sweet dreams!
or good morning, how ever you want to look at it, lol
11:13 AM - my journey
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life
Where is my life's journey taking me?
Am I bound to this path, or can I change it any time I want?
They say that it's not the destination that matters, it's the road you take to get there. but how do you know that you are on the right path? What if you took a wrong turn somewhere along the way, how would you know?
This is too deep for a monday afternoon, I think I'll come back to this thought later.
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