Random write.

Currently listening : Break the Cycle By Staind Release date: 30 August, 2002

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untitled
Current mood: sad

I think I saw her head heading
For the concrete when
I dreamt of you.
I didn't seem to follow until
It happened.
I remember she came to you
Whole and leaving broken.
I see you, I see her
She remained beneath you.
She helped you.
She's foolish.
She still yearns for you.
She wastes her breath
On something so vile.
You.
My hero.
My idol.
My angel.
Fallen.
She breaks them
as you would.
She's pushes them as you would.
She taunts them as you would.
Look at what you've done.
Look at what she's done.
Can you see the resemblance?

Currently listening : Sober

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Sleep

Currently reading : Brother Odd (Odd Thomas Novels) By Dean Koontz Release date: 28 November, 2006

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breathless

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It will rise
Current mood: observant

Like a virus in
This bloodstream
Infecting the host
With impurities
You attemt to
Entomb the sick
Twisted beast.
[[Isolated]]
The beast craves.

It begins crippling you
From within, feeling it's way
Through your veins
Bringing about
consciousness.
You're feeling!
You're hurting!
You're fading!
You're craving!

The anger.
The hatred.
The bigotry.
The ignorance.

So it rise from
Heart to mind
So it rise from
Blood to flesh.
So it rise from
Mind to instinct.
No sense of self,
individuality
Nor morality
Can keep
The beast hidden.

Currently listening : Paranoid and Sunburnt By Skunk Anansie Release date: 19 September, 1995

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solus ipse

She wanders the earth in
A hypnopompic state,
Feeling unrealisticlly
Melancholic by the memories
Of those figures scourging her
 And the memories of
Her blood streaming from flesh to soil,
Teary eyed
She stitched and seamed herself
Day by day.
Years have passed and those
figures continually scorge
Her flesh and she
continually stitch and seam.
I see the light of her eyes,
 The dimming of her heart
And I ask "does anyone know?"
Her reply
"Solus ipse."

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Inner demon (environment)
Current mood: gloomy

The shadows untanlged
Like swarms of serpants
Disturbed by footsteps
On the fallen leaves.
Slithering stealthily
The shadows follow.
Like wind, the footsteps
Rustle through and through
Faster and faster,
Resembling
A mouse's heart,
The footsteps run
In the deep passage way
Where the grim
Dead end
Pause the steps as
The shadows neared and
Reeved under
The dirty toenails,
Into the bloodstreams,
Vibrating up to what
Was a human being
Now is nothing but me.

Currently listening : I Stand Alone By Godsmack Release date: 25 June, 2002

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My room
Current mood: stressed

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None

Run!

to the place you know best
where false security flows through
the sea of the "sinlessness"
and exclude those who
are unfit
in perfection
 See!
through unconscious eyes and
get to those knees and shove your
notions onto me
and none to blame but the scum
of society
Cry!
 to victimize yourself
before I leave you with none to blame
as your sense of superiority fades
and your condescending ways
sends you to self-hatred
Listen!
to trust what is heard
you must listen and
hail to the
ego swollen mortal
placing your mind in a coma
leaving none
to contend

Currently listening : Distort & Explode By Trigger Release date: 30 June, 2005

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grey
Current mood: cold

Currently listening : Trigger By In Flames Release date: 17 June, 2003

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gone
Current mood: blah

Currently listening : Only Happy When It Rains By Garbage Release date: 27 September, 1995

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Pretty
Current mood: uncomfortable

you were warned
not to sit too close
your eyes
 already hypnotized by the pretty flames
You toy with the enkindled ember
you continue to fuel the pretty fire
was I to stop you?
raging it on
stoking it
so pretty and warm
inviting isn't it?
such a pretty distraction
carries a deathly sophistication
Your rationality, now impaired
Closer to the pretty blue hue
Closer you come
Closer you lie
Closer you burn
converting into ashes

Currently listening : Stabbing Westward By Stabbing Westward Release date: 22 May, 2001

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shadow
Current mood: blank

the shadow crawls
out of  non-existence
creeping up the walls
landing on the edge
of the bed
 defiling"distilled" eyes
 thrilling the "twisted" mind
pawing to kill
the intensity rattles
constantly the beating quickens
smelling the stewing blood
it heightens
so the screaming dampens until
the shadow completely wraps
my clenched fists
Incapacitated
I struggle to cut the lights
revealing the shadow
before it smothers me
now and forever

Currently listening : Crossfade By Crossfade Release date: 13 April, 2004

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Save the girl
Current mood: bored

Currently listening : Blurry By Puddle of Mudd Release date: 15 October, 2002

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The viewer
Current mood: blank

A series of thoughts, questions
Overload her mind
When an embrace between imposters
Take place in the crowded room
Sending comfort to the untouchables.
The song parrots
and the melody shoots
messages too well recognized
They walk their paths
Single filed.
She observes them
Plan life uncertain.
As if lacking sagacity
She observes without
A murmured word
Enjoying the marionettes
Dance.

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