Broken Promises (re-post)
Current mood: tired
Category: Writing and Poetry

Its to bad
a broken heart
forever sad
can not open and see
freedom and relief
even if it be
within a heart beat
the lovers blind
trapped in time
seeking to unwind
the promises that bind
you to a time
of sorrows
wish it and be free!

© Spyder Friday, 19 August 2005

Currently listening : Foiled By Blue October Release date: 04 April, 2006

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Happy Pills
Current mood: not just for breakfast anymore
Category: not just for breakfast anymore Writing and Poetry

The demon awakes

The calm overtakes

Freedom from my disease

The pills kick in

I soon begin

To feel myself again

My words they flow

Like a rainbow

Freedom once again

The colors were blocked

The doctor unlocked

My soul is free again

© Spyder Friday, May 12, 2006

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Such a fool I can be
Current mood: A bit of a dork to I see LOL
Category: A bit of a dork to I see LOL Writing and Poetry

A fool

At your feet

Ready to be

All you need

Me to be

If destiny says

This is the way

It must be

Then little girl

Lay it on me

~Andrew___

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Come hither
Current mood: rest now my child
Category: rest now my child Writing and Poetry

Come thee

Rest thy head

Lay with me

In my bed

Let not the worries

Of the world

Trouble you

My little girl

I will keep you

Here in my arms

I will keep you

Safe from harm

Lay yourself

In my embrace

Close your eyes

A little kiss

On your face

~Andrew___

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Let me help you carry that load
Current mood: In Love
Category: In Love Writing and Poetry

We all live our lives

Our past conspires

To ignite the fires

Of whom we become

The one I see

Standing before me

Is a person I love

Dont take her from me

The baggage you carry

I can help with that too

Let me lighten the load

Let me carry some too

As you are ready to let go

We will drop off

Some of the load

As we move along this road

Of Love

We all have a past

Of this you know

My past is no great

Movie show

Your past is over

What I want to know

A future with me

Is it a go?

I love you

You know

So when are you?

Coming home?

© Spyder Friday, May 12, 2006

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Obnoxious
Current mood: Going the other way with God
Category: Going the other way with God Writing and Poetry

The time is past

Though your judgment

May be your last

The time we shared

Was a blast

Dinner divine

Company sublime

Conversation

Reminded of a time

When we shared

All things fine

You could not know

How it hurt me so

Others though

Would apologise, no?

Instead she blamed

How could she know?

Without moral compass

Which way to go

All things considered

She couldnt belittle

In my mind

The time so sublime

We spent

That was and is mine

I still smile

Shame she took it

From you

She wanted

To take it from me too

Boo fucking hoo

I had a good time

didn't you?

© Spyder Friday, May 12, 2006

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Ringing the chimes
Category: Writing and Poetry

Silver lines

Across the blacktop

Of my mind

Disjointed thoughts

Memories of a time

Pieces of wonder

Segments of why

Reasons I am here

Blown about

Blown by

The winds of time

Eternity

On a wind chime

© Spyder Friday, May 12, 2006

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What a fool
Current mood: numb
Category: Writing and Poetry

I came to love

I past through hate

Feelings disjointed

As of late

Wrapped myself

In some fools hands

Shook the foundations

From my lands

I looked around

Thought of me

Oh what fool

What a fool I be

~Andrew___

Currently listening : Bother By Stone Sour Release date: 27 February, 2003

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Please tell me why?
Current mood: confused
Category: Writing and Poetry

I saw a man die today

For a moment

I thought I felt something

I saw a beautiful woman today

She looked so happy

With that tear in her eye

A young child approached me

In the street today

Asked me one question

WHY?

I didnt know what to say

His father just died

His mother couldnt cry

I could not answer why

Does any one know?

Why we are here

Is it to exist?

Sit back and let life happen

I once saw a rabbit chase a cat

The cat fell off the track

And broke its back

Someone tell me

WHY?

© Spyder Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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Frozen
Current mood: cold
Category: Writing and Poetry

Frozen in place

Paralysed by fear

Dare not move

I am stranded here

Reach out

But not to far

Might get burnt

By whom you are

Need the warmth

It feels so cold

Crawling my skin

I feel so old

Where and when

What part of me

Left to rot

In conformity

Feel I do

Feel I need

A part of me

Apart I see

Help me move

Back to me

Silent screams

My blood you see

Written out

Before each of thee

© Spyder Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Currently listening : Cold/Dead Skin By Crossfade Release date: 25 May, 2004

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Into the pits of hell
Current mood: depressed
Category: Writing and Poetry

Flesh

Peeled back

Nerves

Raw to the bone

A million shards

Broken glass

Hidden well

Behind my mask

Flesh

Enflamed

Nerves

Untamed

Acetylene

And oxygen

Propane

Fan the flames

All this pain

Incomparably lame

While my heart

Lies bleeding

On the floor

Free me

From this depression

I dont want to feel

No more

~Andrew___

Currently listening : Bother By Stone Sour Release date: 27 February, 2003

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Along the way
Category: Writing and Poetry

Somewhere along the way

I must have made a wrong turn

Cause I lost myself along the way

I don't really have anyone but myself to blame

Seems like the world came crashing down on top of me

A while back and all my friends have started pointing fingers

Its tearing me up

~Andrew___

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Why does it have to be so hard?
Current mood: sad
Category: Writing and Poetry

What did I do

Matter what I do

The wrong choice

For some of you

People I care for

Close enough

In the door

Can begin

Pain again

I wont choose

I love all of you

It tears me up

To see friends

Standing up

You care for me

I know you do

If I fall down

Catch me too

When you fight

I feel alone

I do

She makes me smile

Forget my pain

For a while

I choose

To believe in her

As once and still

I believe in you

Why must it be so hard?

~Andrew___

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Why dont you feel i deserve to be happy
Category: Writing and Poetry

People pounding in my ears

Forever compounding all my fears

Telling me things I despise

Making me believe all their lies

I fight the torrent now and then

The strength to stand I find again

I know I am worthy a good soul

I do my best though I may be old

I deserve happiness in my life

I deserve a good woman to call my wife

So if you arent going to be that for me

Stop telling me she isnt good enough for me

Because I want her beside me so set me free

Because I deserve a chance to make her happy

~Andrew___

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A beautiful day in May
Current mood: Sad that we live in a world such as this
Category: Sad that we live in a world such as this Writing and Poetry

I walked outside today

Just like any other day

The grass was green

Sky so blue

Not a cloud in sight

A shear delight

Then I thought of you

Crimson lightening

Flashed through the sky

Clear sunshine

Through black and blue eyes

Filtered through

All your mans lies

A part of life in me

A part of life just died

You stare into the blinding sun

To keep from seeing

The pains been done

All is bright in your minds eye

But I see the suffering

The pains inside

I love you girl

Tonight again as always

Tonight again I cry

© Spyder Saturday, May 6, 2006

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