Today i have to agree with Kanye wen he says wat dont kill me can only make me stronger. Recently I've been goin through sum fairly stressful sitiuations that i was not even sure how to react to. Sumtimes i cared about the wrong things and didnt even notice it. I'll even admit i allowed myself to be dragged grossly out of character over nonsense a few times. My problem was i was 2 busy thinkin how am i gonna get through this mess to realize i already did. Right now i'm so proud of myself as a woman because i didnt have to act like any type of hoodrat but i still got my point across. And on top of that i didnt have to front like i wanst mad or didnt care cuz for once i didnt. I finally opened my eyes and wen i did that i saw that even if I was gonna act up would it be for this? I have more to lose than any 1 else in the situation and it smacked me that is exactly y they wanted me to be in the nonsense with them (misery luvs company). Now sum ppl might not agree but i feel like this time i walked out on top. So now as i walk into the rest of my life i can do it knowin that i can get through the type of shit most ppl cant even bear to listen to. So in a sad attempt to break me ironically I became stronger. Stronger than i've ever been and now all that is left for me is to just do it big in every way possible.
summer is over and we’re all leaving
Current mood: thoughtful
So summer 2007 is comin to an end so i decided to say somethin lol. This summer was the best one I've had in a very long time. All year i been making changes in my life but this summer was where i made my most life altering decisions yet (thanks E). Other than that I got a chance to get all of my CLOSEST friends and family together on more than 1 occasion and I loved it. The parties this summer were freakin great and i got life long memories from them. I'm sad this summer has to end. But we all have things we gotta tend 2. But I'm honestly gonna miss all of u alot and I wish we were all gonna be living closer to each other so we could chill more. But we all got somewhere we gotta be. So in closing I'll say I Love NY!!! and hopefully we can all come back here 4 christmas or sumthin lol.
wat more can i say...just watch
Current mood: amused
So I recently celebrated my 21st birthday and i totally loved it. (Well wat i remember lol) There were strippers and an open bar, wat more can i say. I'm still celebratin my b day for the meantime but i thought i'd leave the world with a video clip from my bday.
This fool is crazy!!!! Where was NY? Why did he make this? But what i really wanna no is who looked at Tango and seriously said "yo that song is fire! we gotta drop a video!" whoever that person is needs their pinky toe to be broken!
confident
accomplished
thoughtful
silly
amused
