fuckin bears!!! and other things.

I have had the weirdest couple of days.Friday I was justl being plain ignorant and weird. I spent the evening bothering Beth. I went back to my trailer and was watching a movie. I turned it off around 1.

I noticed a red light in the window. I thought someone had set up a video camera or something. At that moment my buddy Spike drunk dialed me. I was trying to figure out the light and finally realized it was a reflection from my tv. Yea Im an idiot.

I figure Im already on the phone I will turn on the light and have a smoke. Turn on the light and there is a HUGE spider on my bed. So I screamed and flailed with Spike on speaker coaching me to get the thing in a cup and bring it outside.

I come back in and am sitting in a ball on the bed telling spike that Im going to tear the bed apart and look for more bugs. As he is telling me that there are no more bugs a HUGE centipied crawls across the bed. I freak out, trap him in a cup and call my friend Diane who was watching Banes house while he was gone.

So its 1:30 in the morning. Im in my pajamas, got a beer in my pocket, no clue that a bra is trailing out of my backpack, screaming into the night to stay with Diane. I call Trey. I get lost. Get back on the right path and get to the trailer.

The next day I go with Beth up to the shop to eat and stuff. Im standing outside smoking. I turn around AND THERES A FUCKIN BEAR!!! Its like 5 feet away from me. I scream and start flailing around, almost knock Beth over trying to get in the shop, realize I still have the smoke in my mouth, run back out and throw it, run back in and slam the door.

Now Beth and I are running in circles freaking out. The bear almost runs smack into a security guy. Then it climbs up a tree. They called the cops to arrest it I guess. We left out the back door.

I screamed in a bears face.

Trey picked me up yesterday afternoon and brought me to his house. I got drunk. I went into his closet and drunk dialed people. I threatened to live in his closet. I like it there.

Oh and we both watched Blair Witch for the first time last night. It was really stupid.

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it goes on

The show is over. I have 2 weeks to pack down the shop. Im pretty sad that the show ended. and I havnt been sad about saying goodbye to people in a long time.

I am moving back to Massachusetts for a while. Get my head on straight and get some money and maybe a car. I have a sinking feeling I am going to end up taking my old job at the security shed back. I dont think i spelled security right at all.

Im going to miss being here. I love living in these woods. Not going to like being in my moms house in suburbia. This show is my favorite one.

I woke up sick as fuck and i feel i am making very little sense right now.

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yes its true.

Its true that Krow and I are seperated. We have been getting along well right now but I need to rediscover myself. We are still very much in love. That is all.

Other than that, Im having a great time. Made a lot of new friends and working my ass off doing a job I love.

I am only giving myself the option of going up from here.

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cross posted from LJ
Current mood: handsome

Mom and Joe came to visit this weekend. It was a nice time. Ma paid off the rest of my wedding dress. It is now sitting in the costume shop. yay for being able to do your own alterations/steaming/making a PIMP ass jacket to go over it. Ma brought me a bunch of stuff. Had some good dinners. last night i got sweet scallops with jumbo asparagus. WAY good.

I think we (beth katie and myself, the costume people) are going into the city to get fabric. ya, a job that sends me into the fashion capitol of the country and one of the hubs of the world to get fabric in the garment district, doesn't suck. I think I will pick up some trim for my jacket while I am there. Someday soon we are going to come in on a Saturday and just work on our own cloths.

Im kinda pissed right now. There is a good friend of mine that I do a lot of favors for who complains a lot. and its getting annoying.

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2 blowouts in 20 minutes
Current mood: full

This is the tale of our journey from Arizona to Norman, Oklahoma.

We left on a Wednesday morning all sunshine and happiness around 1 in the afternoon. Around 3 we got the first blown out tire. I happen to have put road-side assistance on my Verizon account the week before.

I call for assistance and had to explain to the woman that I am on a highway in Prescott National Forest. No there is no town, exits, other life, NOTHING. Apparently she had no idea parts of the country existed without a Starbucks in throwing distance.

We get towed (free) and get our new tire (rip off). We happen to get towed to the tiny town that Bones grew up in.

We were on our way and not 20 minutes later, second blow out. We couldnt get another free tow. Our boss put it on his card. But by this time all the tire shops are closed. We slept in the car in the tire shop parking lot. Boss bought us 2 new tires. We had bought a new one on the way to Louisiana so we wanted to replace the last old one, cuz it woulda gone anyway.

Once again we were on our way. What should have been a 16 hour trip turned into a 36 hour trip, including sleep time. We got to Norman to Mikes property at 5 in the morning, gliding on gas fumes, screeching into Vandals phone cuz we were lost. And we had to be up at 6 to get from mikes property to Norman on time.

36 hour drive and a half an hour of sleep to work a 3 day weekend. fabulous...

And of course Krow gets attacked as soon as we get there by Reds boyfriend. This is not the first time this kid has done this. and of course he was working for the same company as us. it was pretty stupid.

Red and I can exsist in the same area and leave each other alone. Krow can leave kid alone. kids issue is that krow talks about him on the internet. but if he stopped attacking krow all the time I bet krow wouldnt have anything to write about, now would he?

But besides that we had a great time. Mike has the most amazing property. Dock, lake, his house, guest cabin, guest trailer, the works. Hung out with some great people and then did the 25 hour drive Friday morning to New Jersey to Krows parents house.

Krow started working Monday at NY. I do not have a job yet besides wife things and gutting the trailer as much as I can. Thank God for Krows parents. They hooked us up with a huge box of groceries cuz we are all shitty broke.

I wont go into details right now, but let me just say this; I understand why homeless people drink now.

But I am glad to be in NY. and I will come to MA for the weekend soon.

I think I want people to meet up somewhere for my birthday when I come down. If anyone has suggestions throw them  my way.

Oh, and I got to row a dock across a pond.

I DIDNT USE SPELL CHECK NOW EVERYONE KNOWS I CANT SPELL!!!

ps We are visiting NJ right now and I am full of food.

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try looking for him near the yelling.
Current mood: dyed to match shoes

I got a new phone! its a camera/video/mp3 player. its awesome!

we are leaving here tuesday and going to normand OK for a weekend show and then we will be in New York.

shout out to jed for hooking me up with gary buseys myspace. GARY BUSEY!!!

i went to tombstone and wore a fake mustache and shot things!

phone/oklahoma/garybusey/mustache

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too thin

I made a photo album called Too Thin. Its from about 2005.

In eight grade i became anorexic. I was about 92 pounds. When i went into high school I got up to about 98. For whatever reason I thought this was the ideal weight for me. Anorexics only look for the bad when they look in a mirror so I felt a lot bigger than I was.

When I came on the road I was about the size I am in the album. I heard a year later that i had been in the "i need a sandwich club". first off, gay. way to reach out to someone in need.

I have gained almost 20 lbs and am very confident that i will not be that under weight again. but i just wanted to show people who think i am thin now where i have come from. I dunno. its mostly for me. kind of closure.

and i really did only have 2 friends lol. oh wait theres 3 in there.

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anal sex and chicken nuggets

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sleepy babble

My sleep schedual has been all fucked up. Iv been going to bed around 6 or 7 in the morning and not getting up until 4 or 5 in the afternoon. What with the 16 hour drive coming up I knew I had to straighten it out. Staying up for 24 hours seemed a lot easier than trying to wake up.

I got out of bed around 4 yeaterday and was trying to stay awake till at least 5 tonight. I made it till 3:30 then slept on the couch (light sleep as noise was happening) until 8:30. Now its 10 and I am pretty damn sleepy. Yay i fixed myself!

Justin has monday off so we are getting all our shit done if it kills me and leaving tuesday. we were supposed to leave tommorow. or last week. but its hard to go anywhere when your brake line is in your hand. oh well.

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wedding-ness

I sent an e-mail a week ago to this woman to try and get this http://www.salem.com/Pages/SalemMA_DPCD/townhallphotos/index

Its the Old Town Hall in Salem. Its pretty, affordable, in a great area, all that. What Im thinking is anyone who doesnt want to drive the next day gets a room. That way we can have a great pre-wedding party on Halloween in Salem! and I was thinking we find something down the street to have the ceremony and have everyone walk together to the hall in a giant percession.

Buuuut that cant happen unless this broad checks her e-mail. I can call her monday I guess, but I just wanted to know availibility. I dont want to book until I see it. And I just feel like when you speak to someone on the phone sometimes they pester you. I made a little "my favorites" at Percilla of Boston website and they actually called me to see if i wanted to come in for a fitting. I was just signing up so I would get an e-mail if they were having a sale.

So now I am scared of people getting my phone number and having high-pressure sales.

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