Done
Current mood: distraught
Category: Life

Go away.  Just leave.  Be gone.

I don't want you here any longer.

I am done.

I am done.

Why is the big question. 

To most others.

Friends.

Mothers.

I'm just done.

Black and dark careless caring.

Going through the motions.

A great show of Showmanship.

The blank stares.

The blocking out of words and sounds.

Not interested in the result.

Only the start.

I'm done.

I am done.

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Memories...all alone in the moonlight...
Current mood: overstimulated
Category: Life

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately.

Some good...some bad...some dark thoughts...some funny.

First the good:

1-I am glad my mom doesn't live close.  I know she and I would argue often.  It's just how we are.(trust me, this is a good thing:))

2-I LOVE my husband and I am so IN love with him and YES, there IS a difference.  He is the TRUE meaning of MY life.

3-I have a house, with it, a payment I am not behind on, like most of our troubled country.

4-We have food in the house.

5-My utilities are paid and all up to date(never got behind on them:).

6-Hubby and I are both gainfully employed.

Now the bad:

1-My state of mind.  'Nuff said.

2-My kids' medical issues.

3-We can't afford insurance for Hubby and myself.

4-My physical health.

5-My weight.

Now the sad:

1-I STILL miss my Gram, after 20 years, it's just like it happened yesterday.

2-All the death surrounding me and my friends.

3-I yell more than I want to yell.

Now the funny:

1-Still can't get the conversation out of my head when our youngest said his testicles look like a ball, then asked if girls have triangles!

2-"I shit a pillar candle!"

3-"Pablo Sanchez"

4-"Are you keeping your ass clean?"

5-Hubby doing "Jerky Boys" in a game of charades.

6-"You stole my pickle!"

7-"But I'm gonna put..."

8-"Put the other half in the wash."...I start to get in..

9-Recent discussions with our boys including the words, "Penis" and "Vagina".  Goodness help me!

Now the dark:

1-Thoughts of dark places in my mind.

2-Depressing moods daily.

3-There's a few people I'd hire a hitman to take care of...if I could.

I know there's more dark things...but I can't bring myself to talk of them here.  This is NOT the forum for that, for me.

Random things, too, have been racing through my mind...

High school.  My job.  Oldest drives in 8 years!!  The upcoming Presidential Election.  I am writing in Spongebob, I swear!!

My mind races...I can't shut it off...that's part of the reason I am an insomniac.  I think about when the next bill is due, even if it's 2 weeks away and I KNOW we have the money for it.  I think about what Doctor appointment is next, whether it's tomorrow or a week from tomorrow.  I make grocery lists in my head before I fall asleep.  I think about ALL the things I WANT or SHOULD do.  Yet just...can't .... DO ....them.

I need a shut-off button for my brain...just so I can actually GO to sleep, AND go to sleep at a decent hour.  I usually write this shit in a journal...but apparently, THAT is NOT getting it out of my mind.  Hell...I went through 6 packs of post-its when trying what a Doctor suggested...write one word, ONE, about things that bother me....THAT'S how many things there were.  6 PACKS OF POST-ITS!!!  WTF is wrong with me???

Fuck it all to hell...ya'll are invited to my Mansion in Hell when I get there anyway....whether or not you are sent there or not...you can always visit....kinda like getting away from winter and going south...yeah, it's kinda like that.

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Somethingless nothings...
Current mood: indifferent
Category: Life

Hmmm....stupid stuff pops into my head...some funny, some gross, some horrific, some stupid.

Come on and jump on the short bus with me for a few...

When Hubby pees, it sounds like he's pouring a pitcher of Kool-Aid in the toilet.

I seem to get tired and THE WORST times!  Example:  I am currently coloring my hair, sitting naked from the waist up and the computer, typing this shit, FIGHTING to keep my eyes open.

Our oldest walked in on us ALMOST having sex recently.  Yeah, there's a visual for you all.

Just when I think my clothes are fitting looser....I realize it's just a pair of jean capris that I have worn before for a short time and not washed...hence the reason they are looser.  BLAH...

I watched "Night at the Museum" today with the kidlets.  Really cute movie.  I HATE Ben Stiller...then I watched this movie.  Makes me kinda like him again.  AND *BONUS* kids learn history from this movie...it's a TWOFER!

I am pissed I couldn't go to "Jerks" with Kat tonight...had kids' school shit to attend to.:(

I asked Hubby what he thought of me driving a Taxi.  He's like, "No.  You'll get robbed.  It'll happen...you know it will."  (Yeah, like it couldn't happen in Wal*Mart's parking lot)...grumble...

It's REALLY, REALLY hard to find a part time job with 9a-2p hours or midnight-esque hours that I can do.  That sucks my fat ass.

Taco Bell is still good when 9pm hunger hits and I've worked there for almost 11 years.

My kids want a pet.  I tell them "No....I have you two."

Hmmm, should I go rinse my hair color yet?  It's been almost 35 min...

Wonder if Kat won?

I think about not wanting to play mom anymore.

Yeah...ok...I should rinse the goop outta my hair...

...soon...

Maybe I'll blog something a bit more poignant later.

Now it's been almost 40 min. 

Yeah, now you are thinking, "Wow, it took her 5 min to type that since the last "time" update?"

Fuck off.

'Cause that's how I roll.

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Quick Little Funny.
Current mood: lazy
Category: Life

Ok, so we are outside, kids are playing a bit before bath/bedtime.  Our youngest, Harris and our oldest, Parker, are running around like little raped apes on crack, chasing each other, being "timed" as to how fast they can run around our house, etc.... the things boys do.

Harris is in the front yard coming up towards the house, goes from grass to walkway(not the sidewalk) and stumbles. 

I don't hear crying.

I ask, "Are you OK?"

He goes, SIGH.."Yeah"...."Squish ant!"

Now, if this isn't ADD... I don't know what the hell is LMAO!  He's kinda nursing a possible Boo-boo one second and the next he sees an ant and is TOTALLY distracted from his pseudo-pain and into the bug squishing mode.

I laughed SO hard at HOW he said it!  The urgency with which he said "Squish Ant" was fuckin' hilarious!

For those of you who know him...ya' just know...that shit's funny.

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From the corners of my mind...
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Life

I am addicted to HGTV... sad thing is...I don't have $50,000.00 to "Spice up my Kitchen".

I am not "Designed to Sell" nor am I ready to "Get it Sold!".

However, I'd love to "Sleep on it" and "Rate my Space".

I get all these great ideas and "easy" fix-its...yet I don't have the time nor money to do any of them.

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Money.  There's another issue in and of itself.  We all need it.  Minors get a $1.00/hour raise...I get nickel and pennied to death.  Yeah, not EVEN nickel and dimed!  FUCK!

So, while Lil' Johnny(Not Hotcakes:)), is living at home supporting their Playstation 3 and Xbox habits, I am struggling with whether or not to buy 2 gallons of Milk, 3 loaves of bread and peanut butter for my family. 

The economy sucks my dingleberry laden asshole!  (Ewww...ok, it's not laden with dingleberries, but if it were, the economy could suck it!)

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FIN-A-FUCKING-LY found a medicine that helps our oldest with his ADHD and ODD...lol...yes he's odd(he's MY kid), but that means oppositional defiant disorder.  The medicine is for the ADHD part, the ODD isn't controlled by meds.  After two years, trying different meds, then different dosages of said med, then on to another med, different combinations of meds...we've got a winner!  The last 2 weeks of school were amazing!  The school principal even called here proclaiming his exceptional behaviors!  My son!!  WOOT!! Now, if only we can say, "Let's go to a playplace" without him asking to take the Gameboy, we'd be all set!  HAHA!

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On the job hunt...still...with aforementioned "raise", I need to find a different job...one possibly where I get a percentage of my pay rate as a raise instead of coins...small coins.  Like if I could find a "sitting" job, I could work more, probably close to full time.  WHAT??!!  Me???  Holy Donkey Shit Batman!  Did I just type that?  Yeah, well, with shitty knees, a back that's fucked up in two spots, bone spurs, weak ankles, loose joints, tennis elbow and lower abdominal pain(yeah, and all the girlie shit is already gone!), standing is NOT my friend!

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I am waiting with bated breath for Janet Jackson to annouce a tour date in Ohio...preferably in Cleveland, not Cincy or Columbus.  It's been 7 years since she toured, and with the 2004 "Wardrobe Malfunction" at the Superbowl, she had to "fight" to get her image back on track.  I think she's SUPER talented and absolutely beautiful!  I have signed up for email alerts through about 5 sites to email me when an Ohio date is established.

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I HATE Cars!!!  No, not the movie.  Hubby's car died.  Won't start.  Might be the started, the alternator, or a plethera of other possibilities.  We've been down to one vehicle for over a week now and it SUCKS! 

So, if anyone knows anyone who's selling a good running car, for cheap, $500-$2500, shoot me...  I mean shoot me a message ;)

Preferably automatic, non-SUV.  Looks aren't SUPER important, but it's GOT to run well. 

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We have to sell my $1200.00 Washburn guitar that I won. :(  We need the money(see above) and I don't play it and Hubby plays it rarely.  Anyone want it or know anyone who would, email me a message.  Not really happy about it.  It's one of the few things with value that I've won.  I was really excited when they called my name.  Hubby and I drove to Bethel Park, PA. to a guitar clinic.  At the end, there was a drawing for 5 guitars.  First was the least expensive, fifth was the most expensive.  After 4 names were called, we started towards the door.  Then we heard my name.  "What?  Did they just call my name?  No shit!?"  It cost us a speeding ticket on the way there and finding out my kids got out of the house while the sitter was in the potty, but it was worth it:)  (Kids weren't hurt).

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I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired.  I'd always heard that phrase, never thinking one day it would apply to me.

No matter the amount of sleep I get, or don't get, I am always tired, sore and hurting in my back and knees.  If we had insurance, I'd go to the doctor.  We don't.  I can't.  Ok, technically, I CAN...I chose NOT to incur MORE bills that I we can't afford to pay anyway.

I don't know if it's the weather, if I have apnea, or if I am just a plain old, lazy-assed fat cow.  Any way you look at it, I feel like shit.

On the plus-side of said affliction, if we have no money, I can't buy junk food, may lose weight and help my condition.  However, a bottle of rum is only about $6.00.  If I can sell something on Ebay to cover THAT cost, I just MIGHT become an alcoholic.  Just a thought...

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So, 'tis the way of the world.  Makes one think that a third world country might be moving up the ranks to a second world country, eh?  Sigh...

Just some random ramblings, thoughts, issues and concerns.

Comment if you like.  Bitch if you feel the need. 

I wanna win the lottery...yesterday.

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Those Sweet Memories....and some not so sweet...
Current mood: stressed
Category: Life

When he told me, that solo song from "Cats" was "just for me"...I was honored.

His wife went to bed, little knowing what he was getting ready to do.

"It's Scud Dick!"

"Why don't you F.O.A.D!!!"

The tension was thicker than a castle wall is high...he sitting there smuggly...she BLATENTLY ignoring HIM in front of me.  That's when the bowl of spaghetti flew across the room.

***"Just go to bed!"***--Tribute to Lil

He never had sex with her until AFTER it was filed.

All 5 of us were in the tiny exam room in 2000...I saw it first...I whipped my head around like Linda Blair towards Hubby, "Didja see???!!!....it's a boy!"

"Well, you'd better make that descision quick!"...as I bolt on a 2am drive to nowhere, from everywhere.

"Don't play golf with the alligator!!"

Fro-Duck

I needed to get into the ob-gyn.  August was to be my appt.  Dr. said, "Unless you get pregnant, I'll see you in August."  I called in March.  "Um...I think I'm pregnant, and my appt.'s not 'til August...I need to get in sooner."  I go in, pee in a cup....nurses say, "I'm sorry...you're not pregnant."  To which I reply, "YES!  I am.  I have been up all night peeing and I NEVER do that.!"  They send me for a blood test.  Comes back...I am due on my 30th birthday...2001.  Told ya.

You know what I found out about Brian?  He's gay!(Big surprise....NOT!)

It just sucks that people get rewarded for HUGE lies.

"I love you.  Still?  Always."

She said to me, "I knew."  I was devastated.

"Get out of the bathroom!!  Corky needs to pee!!"

The phone rings at 4am...."They found her!!!, she said...almost in hysterics.  She's alive in Pennsylvania!  She's alive!!!!  What an awesome feeling to know a friend has a hole filled in after all that time.

"Did you steal my vibrator?"

"You know, your class has big mouths?"  I say, "So, do you.  Just kidding."  I almost got expelled in fourth grade for that.  She WAS a bitch.

"Here....pee in this cup."

"Let's go to NY!"  Ok!  She said she'd go home and shower and we'd pick her up.  10 hours later we take about an hour walk in the city and turn around and come right back home!  March 1995.  I knew he was the one.  THAT was the moment.

The note read:  "Kathy Long will pick you up."  I knew something bad happened...her last name was wrong on the note.  I knew when I got home, she wouldn't be there.  It was one of the worst days of my entire life.

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Ok, that's all for the moment.  Kinda clarifying.  Drudging up all these emotions kinda sucks too though.  No wonder blogging is therapy for the price of DSL's monthly charge.

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Nothing
Current mood: sad
Category: Life

Sadness, darkness

opaque vision in an already unclear world.

Lifeless life

Unhappy happiness.

Surrounded by clausterphobic hugs

things that take my breathe away truly suffocate me.

Intoxication without alcohol

is not always a good thing.

The highs of life aren't always better

than the option of truly getting high.

Hypodermic needles pinch

as if to get your attention and say

"Come play with me"

making play time a true high.

Knives, gleaming as if they are winking at you.

Poisons, rippling in the bottle,

taking you to a beach front at 10 o'clock at night

where it's calm and quiet.

Alone.

All Alone.

Always Alone.

Almost NEVER alone...

Almost.

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I am addicted, but in a good way
Current mood: pleased
Category: Life

Hi.  My name is Tami...and I am an addict.

I am addicted to Ebay.  There.  I've said it.  BUT...this is in a good way.  I found brand new items (otherwise, somethings I wouldn't buy as used) and some used items in very good condition on Ebay recently. 

Now, I don't normally go for the name brand items, never have.  But there was a listing a bit back for 3 Tommy Hilfiger(sp?) dress shirts for our oldest.  School pics were coming up and he's growing soooo fast.  I got all 3 for $0.99!!!  Keep in mind the shipping when ya bid, (this one was $14.99 shipping) but still, for $15.98, I got 3 name brand dress shirts for our oldest...which, in turn, will go to our youngest.  If I had gone to walmart, and bought just one dress shirt, I MAY have gotten lucky and found what I was looking for, most likely around the same amount of money.

When I bid, I consider the shipping as part of the purchase price.  For example, If the shipping is $7.00 for an item, what am I willing to pay INCLUDING shipping?  So if I want to pay no more than $20...I enter $13 as my max bid.  That way I don't end up spending more than I would had I just gone to Wally World and bought it myself.

This morning I got up early because an auction I was interested in was ending at 12:59 pm.  I got up, logged on, there were 17 min 39 sec remaining. 

I waited.

A little longer.

Then with around 3 min left, I entered into the bidding wars.  Now, I THOUGHT it would go back and forth for a bit between me and 2 or 3 others.  Nope.

I found the previous bidders max bid by upping mine little by little.  Gotta be fast though!

The auction was for 10, yes TEN, pairs of pants (all jeans except one) for my oldest.  (*obviously I buy for him, then younger is next in line).

I calculated what I wanted to spend, in total.  Shipping was $17.00!  It's heavy to ship jeans!  I wanted to spend no more than $40.00.  While I was bidding, the change (.00) increments were .25 and .50.  So I bid $20.25. 

You were outbid. Damn...I bid again, $21.25.  Outbid.  Damn.  $22.25.  Outbid.  (they should make bidding a "Survivor game"---"Outwit, outplay, outbid!)

I knew the next bid would be my last, (Ebay is like gambling, set a limit or you will find yourself bidding JUST to win---not Like a Yeti NEEDS a 2 pc. string bikini, but you get lost in the moment sometimes and end up paying $190.50 for an item you will NEVER NEED or be able to resell for that amount to get your money back!!!)

I bid $23.25.

Confirm bid.

You are currently the high bidder!

YIPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

It's a weird sort of adrenaline rush (Hey, I take what I can get:)  The commercials are right, it's better when you win it.

I kept refreshing the auction.

2 min 6 sec

1 min 42 sec

1 min 1 sec

I clicked more rapidly as the time to end neared.

About every 5 seconds or so..

Congratulations!  You've won!

Yippee!  I stayed at my limit and won!  TEN pairs of pants for the boys.  Including shipping, $40.25.  About $4.00 per pair!  Awesome!!

By the way,

Anyone got a quarter??? 

It's addicting I tell ya, but the kids get all excited when a package comes with stuff for them.  They are 6 and 7.  They don't care or even know it's used.  A package in the mail to them is new stuff for them. 

And Mommy saves a shitload of money. 

Even if I would have gone to The Mecca we call Walmart, I'd have spent at least $9.97 on each pair...@10 pairs, that's $99.70.  I saved $59.70!  I just buy the size at least one of them is going to be in for a while.  They NEEDED pants.  Now, they have them.

Damn, I made bidding at Ebay an "Edge of your seat" experience.

Thank you and have a great day!

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Our 10 year Anniversary Getaway
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Romance and Relationships

Hubby and I will have our 10 year wedding anniversary on April 18, 2008.  We were able to get away for the weekend a little early.  We went to Pine Cove in Berlin, Ohio.  Peace and quiet, NO cell service whatsoever, and we didn’t see a soul the whole time we were there.  We went Saturday evening, March 22, 2008 and checked out Monday, March 24, 2008.  Just he and I.  No kids, no phones, no doctor appointments, no internet, no laundry, no school, and NO interruptions.  It was sooooooo nice to get away.  The cabin we went to was called Evergreen Cabin and it was beautiful.  I bet it would be even more so in fall with all the trees around and such.  It was nicely laid out, very clean and had anything we’d need...except the gas grill we’d requested when I made the reservation back on 2-12-08.  Anyhow, a phone call from the office to the owners solved that, and we awoke on Sunday to a grill out front.  The bed was beautiful, yet sagged BADLY in the middle...great for sex, horrible for sleeping.

We watched TV, a movie, cooked steaks on the grill, played poker(not POKE HER)...well did that too..., but that’s not what I meant.

Upstairs there is a Jacuzzi jetted tub.  OH...MY GOD!  How wonderful!  And, we both fit...at the same time!  It was romantic, arousing, and relaxing.  An absolutely fantastic moment!

I am putting more pics in here(a new found semi-talent as I canNOT resize the pics-damn photobucket!).  So, again I apologize for the size of the photos, yet I wanted to share.  Look if you want, comment, ask questions.  But it was a definitely needed break from the "real" world that Hubby and I so desperately needed.

Damn, the pics are huge, photobucket is being a pain in the ass!!! 

But all in all, it was a nice getaway.  Reasonably priced, close to home, yet far away from reality.  We fell in love all over again.  I’d marry him again, today, maybe renew our vows.  But definitely, I hope there’s many more decades to spend with this man I love with everything I have in me.

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I MUST be Becky Homecky(name courtesy of Dean)
Current mood: tired
Category: Life

I am going to try a photoblog.  HAHAHA...I know you all are laughing.  Our youngest son has snack day once a month for his Kindergarten class.  In March, his day just happened to land on St. Patrick’s Day.  "Ok" I thought, let’s get a little creative.  So, I hunkered down and started searching the net for the perfect snack for my son to take to school.  This is what I came up with...and let me preface this by saying I am VERY proud of how this turned out:

How do you like me now???  HAHAHA...just thought I’d share...it’s about as creative as I get!

Sorry if the pics are HUGE....first photoblog in a LONG time!

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*!*@
Current mood: pissed off
Category: MySpace

MYSPACE SUCKS ASS!

Poured my soul out and it deleted it!

FUCK FUCK!!!

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Boys...and the innocence of children...
Current mood: fascinated
Category: Life

Boys WILL be boys.  Funny shit comes from them.  I KNOW why my friend Kat uses that shit for her comedy...it's funny.   PERIOD.

So, Harris is in the tub tonight.  He's got tubes in his ears, so Hubby helps wet him down and rinse him off.

Hubby goes into the bathroom to rinse him off, he startles our youngest born, fruit of my womb...only to find him...

looking down at his testicles..kinda investigating.

The banter goes something like this:

Harris:  "Hey Dad, this looks like a ball."

Hubby:  "You have two of them."

Harris:  "Oh yeah...do girls have balls?"

Hubby(trying to contain his uproarious laughter):  "No, they don't."

(brace yourself)....

Harris:  "Do they have triangles?"

Hubby:  "No."

Harris:  "Squares?"

Hubby:  "No, Harris...girls have nothing like that down there."

How did he finish THAT conversation????  I'd have pissed my fuckin' pants!  THAT, my friends, is FUNNY AS HELL!!!

A glimpse into my life...and the innocence of children.

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Some freaky stuff...
Current mood: groggy
Category: Life

So, Sunday night I go in to close the Bell.  I get home around 5am Monday morning.  And as per usual, I can't go directly to bed.  Around 6:40am Monday morning, I finally go to bed.  Not yet asleep, Hubby's alarm goes off to get the kids up for school. 

Then...his cell phone rings.  At about 7am.  First thought...who the fuck died and WHY are they calling Hubby's cell?  THAT is the really unusual part.  Then he comes in and sees it's his sister in Michigan.  How did she get his cell ?  Then we recalled Hubby's mom is in Michigan for one of Hubby's sister's kid's bday. 

First thought, his mom had a heart attack or stroke or something of the like.  Then I thought, if she did, still how would his sis get his cell ? 

Come to find out, Hubby's grandma, his mom's (visiting in Michigan) mom is in the ER.  She lives in an unassisted living center.  She couldn't move and couldn't get out of bed.  The facility where she lives doesn't have any nurse or anyone on the "unassisted" side of the facility.  So, they call 911, making it seem REALLY urgent.  Since Hubby's mom was out of state and then heading home, Hubby immediately went to the hospital after dropping the kids at school.

This became an ALL day event.  There were personal issues with grandma that took A LOT of time to rectify.  The nurses tried to show Hubby and his sis(the one that lives here) how to empty a pee bag, 'cause grandma got a catheter...NOT a nice visual for Hubby...seeing grandma's snatch...but I digress.  Hubby's mom didn't even get back to Ohio until noon.  At which point she didn't know where her mom was.  Still at the ER?  In ICU?  Or released?  So there was confusion for a few hours as to who was where, who took who there and where to meet.

After that was settled, grandma got discharged.  NOT as simple as that sounds.  First, they have to remove IV's...not an easy task for an elderly woman.  Secondly, grandma had to postpone discharge due to bathroom use.  And had to wait for an aide to help her with that.  Over a FUCKING HOUR!  If I had to go to the bathroom, I can't wait.  PERIOD.  And for an elderly woman to have to wait over an hour for help(with IV tubes in her, getting the walker, etc.), that was ridiculous!  In my opinion, unacceptable.

So after some "clean up"(there's another 30 minutes), they continue with the discharge.  Hubby gets the car and takes grandma back to the home.  Another process in and of itself.  Getting her into her little room, verifying with the staff that she's in need of supervision, signing papers, etc.  And Hubby just can't "leave" after thinking his morning was starting off with him being the last one to see his grandma alive. 

Plus we had to fit a 3:30pm doctor appt in the mix and the boys' group from 5:30-7:30p.  And I was due in at work at 5pm.

Sorry to say that didn't happen.  I NEED the money.  I like what I do.  I think I am good at it.  BUT...family comes first.  PERIOD.  Plus, with Hubby not home, I had to watch the kids...it's not like I could call Hubby's mom to watch them...her mom was in the ER while she was in Michigan at the start of the day.

After all is said and done, she's fine.  It started out being possibly MUCH more.  She's going to be 88 in June.  Her health is declining and we haven't had a family related death since 1997.  Sadly, it's time could be closer than any of us want to think.  Hubby's other grandma is 93 this month.  More power to both of them, yet nature is inevitable.

So, our day started out scary.  Became very long.  Ended with me missing work and Hubby not feeling well.

Tis the story of my life.

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Anyone Original anymore???
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

What the fuck is up with NO one, I mean NO ONE having an original thought anymore???  Ok, AVP-R...Alien vs. Predator...again.  Rambo....again.  Knight Rider...again.  Terminator:  The Sarah Connor Chronicles...a little twist...but..wtf?  Bionic Woman...out...again.

Ok, they did well the first time.  Sequels mostly did well.  But..

GIVE IT A FUCKING REST!  Make something I haven't seen.  Make something I WANT to see...again. 

Fuck me, even Vanilla Ice is changing with his age!  He's not still "white boy rappin'".  Don't get me wrong...I LOVED Vanilla Ice back in the day, but ya gotta change with the times.

I don't know who the fuck said, "Let's find all the 70's and 80's shows that were at least pretty good and remake them NOW!"

Why not remake Lost in Space as a series?  No, wait, they already tried that by making it a movie...

How about The Love Boat?  Dallas?  Fantasy Island?  Gilligan's Island?  The Brady Bunch (as a series again)?  Are all of those coming back in our futures?

I HATE with a passion 99% of the shit on Adult Swim...those retarded cartoons and anime shit.  Metalocolpse(sp?), ATHF, something about Lucy and the Devil.  But fuck!, at LEAST they are ORIGINAL!  And I do mean original. 

I understand the retelling of stories, i.e.:  Titanic, Apollo 13, etc.  I get it.

But what new and fascinating bullshit are they gonna sling at me to make me fall in love again with K.I.T.T.?  Is Hasslehof gonna be in it somewhere?  Or is he feeding his drunk face on video again as his daughter records it? 

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!

I just don't get it.  And people wonder WHY THE FUCK I AM A REALITY JUNKIE????  *See above.

Fucktards.  Writers' strike.  Hollywood bullshit.  Fuck 'em all.

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I was inspired...and bored.
Current mood: blah
Category: Life

Kat did a "50 facts" tag and I just sat and thought if I could do the same.  Unless I write it down, I can't keep track of how many in my head...so here goes...

1.  I LOVE Peeps...those sugar covered marshmallows..mmmmm.

2.  I need to lose weight...eh, who doesn't?

3.  I am SO in love with my Hubby.

4.  I miss Michelle.  A lot.

5.  My brother's an asshole...truly.

6.  I keep my friends forever like luggage:)

7.  I LOVE sleep...more than food.

8.  I actually LIKE my job...I am good at it and I choose to do the work I do.

9.  I used to wear a 38J in a bra.  In March 2004, I had a breast reduction, taking about 2lbs.  off each side, now I am down to a 38DD.

10.  My Hubby could dress as Shrek, Uncle Fester or Michael Chikles for Halloween...NOW who wants him??

11.  My children are lucky enough to have 3 Great Grandmas still living and local.

12.  I have very loose joints...hence part of the reason I dislocated my knee and dislocated and broke my right pinkie this past June.

13.  I love my short hair...the shorter the better...My stylist calls it the "Dyke Spike".

14.  I love to change my hair color...almost monthly.

15.  I am a financial wizard.

16.  I am a mathematical wizard.

17.  People call me Rain Man when it comes to numbers.

18.  I love to give BJs...yeah...when yer heavy, ya gotta have a gimmick to get a man...haha.

19.  I am a Reality TV addict!

20.  Love, love LOVE game shows!

21.  I HATE stupid people.

22.  I HATE shopping.

23.  I had both kids by C-section...15 mos. apart.

24.  I had 6 surgeries in 5 years between 2000-2005.

25.  I have big feet.

26.  I am an 80's music FREAK!

27.  I have known my best friends for 32 years, 32 years, 23 years, 13 years, 13 years and 12 years.  (That's 6 friends)!

28.  I play poker well.

29.  I can't suck on Gobstoppers...I crunch them, much to the annoyance of my Hubby.

30.  I am OCD.

31.  I balance my checkbook every month to the penny.

32.  I make a great homemade Lasagne.

33.  I have lived in Ohio my entire life.

34.  I have been to Canada, Mexico, Brazil, Bahamas, St. Croix USVI, and many US states.

35.  In April, we'll celebrate our 10 year wedding anniversary.

36.  I have 6 tattoos, 9 piercings and want more ink.

37.  I do well at Sudoku.

38.  Love the Wheel of Fortune!

39.  Hate dishes and laundry!

40.  I hate Xmas...with a passion(and it's not of the Christ) heehee

41.  I smoke, it's my vice.  Leave me alone, we have rights too.

42.  I hate a dirty bathroom.

43.  I get my kids' pictures taken EVERY year for their birthdays.

44.  I am a sweet southern sytle tea addict...hot or cold.

45.  I LOVE bald men...they are WAY hot!!!

46.  I have a bit of road rage...per Hubby....

47.  I love the peace and quiet after the kids go to bed.

48.  I love candles!

49.  I miss my jetted bathtub...A LOT...with a bad back, it was like Euphoria!!

50.  I actually enjoy grocery shopping...to see a list of items getting crossed off and accomplished is like an orgasm for me...yeah, I'm easy.

Ok, there's 50 things about me you probably didn't care if you knew or not.  But, hey, it's been awhile since I blogged and that's what you get!  Ha!

Happy MerriHauniKwanzika to all and to all a goodnight!

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