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July 3, 2008 - Thursday
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June 26, 2008 - Thursday
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June 25, 2008 - Wednesday
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My First Same Sex Marriage Shoot
Current mood:  artistic
Category: Art and Photography
Congratulations Jai & Jayson 
12:58 PM
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June 23, 2008 - Monday
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It’s amazing what you see when you are driving home on the freeway.
Current mood:  giggly
Category: Art and Photography
12:01 AM
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June 22, 2008 - Sunday
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June 18, 2008 - Wednesday
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The new addition to our pet family.
Current mood:  distraught
Category: Pets and Animals
Meet Louie and Jordan. They are Chinese crested Chihuahua's mix (Chi-Chi) and the most darling things on earth!
6:36 AM
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June 14, 2008 - Saturday
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The Worse Part About Growing Up
Current mood: eccentric
Category: Life
In my opinion thus far, one of the worse things about finally being an adult is discovering that your parents, who have been adults for many many years, really don't know what they hell they are doing with their lives either. They are just as confused, misguided and irrational as we are.
Maybe we just never really grow out of being teenagers. Maybe we all are just confused, misguided and irrational....and there is really no such thing as mature, reasonable thinking because we are people....human....and no matter how mature and reasonable we want to be we always let our emotions take advantage of us.
As you know, my mother and father are finally getting a divorced.
My mother is going crazy. I'm not really sure if she is medically crazy or just scorned woman crazy, but it doesn't matter. She's angry and bitter and will do anything she can to take my father for all he's worth even though for 25 years of their marriage he was a good man to her. To her he doesn't deserve to be left with anything....and any chance she gets she calls to yell or scream about something, but I think it's mostly for attention.
My father has a mistress. The sterotypical girl not that much older than his oldest daughter, but the younger version of his wife. And although he appears perfectly rational from the outside he's emotionally irrational. Going on long trips every couple of weeks saying he's going to see a "friend", having long private conversations on the phone, looking like he has something to hide if he's surprisinly interrupted. Stuff I use to do when I was a teenager, trying to hide my boyfriend from him.
It's weird, right? How everything becomes full circle?
They are children. Crying, whining, lying children. I guess, you think that when you get older you'll know how to seperate your anger, your sadness, your lust from your brain, but I guess in that aspect we are always young at heart.
11:58 PM
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June 10, 2008 - Tuesday
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Dear Lady aka the other woman aka homewrecker
Current mood:  uncomfortable
Category: Life
Dear Lady,
At first I didn't know if you existed because there was no truth, fact or evidence that you were alive. You were a suspicion, but now I know. You are real. You are a person.
Great. You have a right to live, be happy, but don't think for a second that you have a right to invade my life. To me you are a stranger and should remain so.
Do not think for a second that you can have a relationship with me because you are my father's girlfriend. Do not think for a second that you trying to gain a relationship with me will make my dad love you more. Do not think for a second that just because my dad may or may not "like or love" you that I WANT TO LIKE YOU. I don't.
Because you will be forever known as the other woman. The woman that caused my family so much anguish. The woman that pushed my mother to distruction and torment.
I can deal with the fact that my father may be a cheater. I can deal with the fact that he has someone else. BUT JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE IN HIS LIFE does not mean I WANT YOU IN MINE.
...and although I understand that you are not the only reason why my parent's marriage did not work....I don't forgive you. You don't get that compassion from me because I don't know you.
8:15 PM
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June 9, 2008 - Monday
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I almost died from cat piss today.
Current mood:  refreshed
Category: Pets and Animals
Today I went on a shoot in Placerville. This lady I was shooting lived on top of a mountain. It was like a thirty minute drive from bottom to top just to get to her house. Don't get me wrong, it was a nice house...very secluded...lots of scenery...and land....to bad the house smells like cat feces and urine.
Hmmm.....I wonder why?
Could it be because she had like 16 cats?
Look people, if you're gonna have animals in your house....cats, dogs....whatever... make sure you have the time and ability to take care of them.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, don't let them pee, shit and hairball all over your nice house. If you don't have the time to train or clean up after your animals that means YOU HAVE TOO MANY. YOU DON'T NEED THAT MANY.
I know you LOVE your cats, but take care of yourself first. You could die from the pneumonia....no, you could....I'm not lying....I almost did....gagging.
I mean....is "CAT LADY" really such a flattering term.....not really.
11:59 PM
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June 8, 2008 - Sunday
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Is everything okay?
Current mood:  jubilant
Category: Blogging
Sometimes people ask me after they read my blogs, "is everything okay?"
and I answer, "yes, of course, why?"
"Oh, you sounded upset in your blog."
Haha...of course I did. It's suppose to be dramatic. It's a blog.
...but trust me people. I am just FINE.
Nothing happened to me. My blogs don't have to be about you or me....sometimes it is just about things I notice, it's not about anything in particular. So nothing happened to me...I'm okay.
Just to clarify..,..
Loves you for caring.
3:52 PM
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