Why I haven’t been around....
Current mood: blessed
Category: Life
I've been healing up from having melanoma......the deadliest kind....but I caught it early.....just a fingertip size on my neck/chest area......it looked like a bigger freckle,which I have tons of.........I was scared it had gone into my lymph system ,but I was lucky..it didn't....first they removed the leasion itself, then found out it was a bad kind of cancer.....so back I went to a doctor for surgery....they had to take out about an inch all around and under it to make sure they got it all.......I have a scar across my neck and chest about 4 inches long.......but they got it all....Now I just can't be in the sun at ALL.....So it won't come back.......so if you see me in big floppy hats and things like that, don't be surprised......I'm still shy about my scar and try to cover it up, but damn it's hot.......I know I shouldn't be....many people have much worse.......I can't wait till winter...it will be easy to cover then.......anyway thats what i've been doing for the past 2 months.........scarred but cured......:)
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Faith and Courage
By
Sinéad O'Connor
Release date: 2000-06-13
The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished.'
So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now!!!
OH oh........Loritabs.......;)
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Tragic Kingdom
By
No Doubt
Release date: 1995-10-10
My Best Friend Gone.....
Current mood: crushed
Category: Friends
My best friend for over 20 yrs just died out of the blue....I hadn't heard from her in about a month (which was strange)...I got an e-mail from someone I didn't know..subject Lori Fisher...I couldn't believe it..I called her dad and brother finally found out she wasn't feeling well 3 weeks ago..found out she had cancer..she was put directly into icu..by the end of that week she was on a respirator....they unplugged her sunday...
I don't know how to handle it...so i'm not right now... Lori was the most Beautiful person I knew......and crazy fun.....I don't know ...I'm lost right now....
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Lori Ann Gardner Fisher
.. Name = Lori Ann Gardner Fisher --> MCKINNEY, TX- Lori Ann Gardner Fisher, age 39, of McKinney, Texas passed away February 17, 2008. She was born August 30, 1968 in Topeka, Kansas to Joe and Eunice (Redenbaugh) Gardner. On November 25, 2002 Lori married Ronald Fisher in Sherman, Texas. She was a member of Wesley United Methodist Church in McKinney and a member of the current Leadership McKinney Class. Lori worked as an event coordinator at the Myers Park Event Center and also worked part-time at Market Street. She is survived by her husband, Ronald Fisher of McKinney, Texas; son, Ronald Jackson Fisher of McKinney, Texas; daughter, Gracie Marie Fisher of McKinney, Texas; father, Joe Gardner of Osage City, Kansas; brothers, Bruce Gardner and wife, Donna of Moss Beach, California, Kent Gardner of Topeka, Kansas, Rick Gardner and wife, Dena of Osage City, Kansas and Jeff Gardner of Emporia, Kansas; father and mother-in-law, Ronnie and Carla Fisher of McKinney, Texas and numerous other loving relatives and friends. She was preceded in death by her mother, Eunice. Funeral services will be held at 11:00 a.m., Thursday, February 21, 2008 at the First Baptist Church in McKinney with Rev. Jerry Putnam, Dr. Jeff Warren and Rev. Randy Morlan officiating. Interment will follow at Pecan Grove Cemetery in McKinney, Texas. The family will receive friends during a visitation on Wednesday evening beginning at 7:00 p.m., at Turrentine-Jackson-Morrow Funeral Home, Allen, Texas. To convey condolences or to sign an online registry, please visit www.tjmfuneral.com. Lori Ann Fisher Published in the Topeka Capital-Journal on 2/19/2008.
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God Bless you baby.....Now you can look after me from above......I Love You
Now I'm going to put one of our favorite songs on my profile........Jim Croce..and listen to it and cry.........................................................................
Brian and I were having a fight for a few days...lol and our daughter sent this to us...It ended our fight immediately...... I think we should read it more often......*smiles*
Okay. Time to stop fighting! I'm sending this to both of you. You need to kiss and make-up. Because you love each other, unconditionally. You cannot get divorced. I forbid it. and i will hate you both forever if you do. Mom- this is the happiest youve ever been with a man. Please, don't be stubborn, just do what you need to compromise. Don't lose him. Brian - my mom loves you sooooooo much. You can also be very stubborn, so just listen to what she says, understand how she feels (shes very emotional), and try to work it out.
i love you both. - Jessica
Definitely from the mouths of babes.....:)
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Practical Magic Release date: 16 February, 1999