Retirement....from Internet radio
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Life

In so many ways this was not how I wanted to end things, I had high hopes and expectations, lofty goals and perhaps in the end...in some way I achieved great things. I am at this time in my life retiring from internet radio...Sunday Night Showdown is officially over . I did have big plans for the show, we were off to a good start and unfortunately due to a mistake that I made( putting faith in WRN) We have thus decided to move on and call it a career. At this point in my life, I am in a diffrent place then when I started in this industry in late 2003 with voice of wrestling. I said for years that I didn't want to be doing internet radio forever, after about 4 years...its time to stop. I dont regret anything Ive done in the last 4 years, I built WTR into a popular show, booked great guests and made numerous memorable moments in the process. I dont regret walking away from WTR...it needed to be done and I'm glad that I ended that chapter in my life.

As for now being a fulltime dad to 3 beautiful girls is so much more gratifying for me, they are the center of my world and for all my frustrations with them...its worth more than I can ever express. I have finally come full circle....I love my family and they are beyond a shadow of a doubt my only real concern in this life.

I want to reiterate that doing a radio show was one of the most important things to me...I always brought my A game to the table and I always entertained. With the business in a state of decline and wrestling radio being at an all time low...I can't afford to put money into this endeavor  anymore. I had planned to relauch the show in Jan of 2008...but I dont have a stream and refuse to pay an excess of over $100.00 a month for one, again money I pay for a hobby...its just not feesable. I have never asked anyone for a dime in order to stay on the air, and unlike other radio hosts I 've worked with , I would never. I want to thank you the listeners for tuning in each and every week whether it was VOW, WTR , or briefly Sunday Night Showdown...without you tuning in where would I have been? Even though at this stage of the game I'm out....I leave the door wide open. I've made enough friendships in this business that a comeback or even a apperance on other radio shows isn't out of the question.  I want to thank a few people , William "WWE STUNNER" Ingram, Lori "Wildcat Woman" Wright ,Lindsay"CowboyChick" Ward , Spencer "Mark the Shark Di Carlo" Tapley,Adam Martin, JSK, Treydawg, Mike Trash, Tim Stein, Chris Chisum, and last but not least my wonderful and talented wife Harmony"BOOM BOOM Sexay" Jackson ,without your help I could not have accomplished the success these shows made.  As for me and Harms we will still be ever present here on myspace and facebook, and we will continue to update you all on our progress at Stampede Wrestling through clips and blogs . With that being said its time to call it a day, Thank you all.

                                                                                  JJ

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Bigger and better things....
Current mood: optimistic

Last  Sunday, August 12th, JJ SeXay and Boom Boom left WrestleTalkRadio. A show that JJ helped build from the ground up over 3 years ago, and Boom Boom started making appearences in late 2004 . The show was a success- for the first little while, interviewing such big names as Jerry "the king" Lawler, Charlie Hauss, Mick Foley, Sid Vicous and an exclusive with Booker T. WTR also had the last interviews with both Matt Striker, and Matt Hardy before they showed up unannounced the next day at WWE RAW.

Despite the success, the last year or so it has been slowly going down hill due to numerous factors, and JJ and Boom Boom decided it was time to go out on their own.

Hence the birth of Sunday Night Showdown. A new show soon to debut Sunday nights on internet radio hosted by Mr. Money on the Mic, JJ SeXay, and the always lovely Boom Boom. SNS will be doing some inovative things and segments that you wont see anywhere else. You will also get the oppurtunity to hear hardhitting interviews with guest that we like to call the "SHOWDOWN"...

Check out our new website www.sundaynightshowdown.com which should be up and running in the near future, andthe myspace page www.myspace.com/sundaynightshowdown and we'll let you know there and here when we are ready to debut.

We look forward to the new show, and sharing it with you.

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Alexis Taylor Jackson.....
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Life

Today marks a new chapter in my life, My daughter was officially born at 6:20 pm Feb 27 . She is by far the most precious thing I've ever laid my eyes on. She weighed in at 7pds 4 oz and was 20 inches long, both Harmony and Lexi are doing great , unfortunately for me I am home alone without my girls until tomorrow with any luck. I dont know just how to express my feelings , but its more than I could have ever imagined....but we'll talk about this later...its time to get some sleep.

                                                                    JJ

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My Grandmother
Current mood: sad
Category: Life

I lost my Grandmother today.She was in my life since day1...she flew to the Phillipines and stayed with my mother and father for a few weeks to help out. She was always there for me...and in many ways more like a mother than a grandparent. I lived with her for a short time while my parents divorced...she was a wonderful woman and she had a big hand in making me the man I am today. I am deeply saddened that I will be unable to attend the funeral due to travel issues and the possible impending birth of my daughter.My spirit and love are with my family ,espicially my mom who is handling this as best she can. I have so many wonderful memories of her and I can't believe she is gone...I will miss her terribly and never forget all that she gave to me, love, lessons, and happiness.

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A new year
Category: Life

Happy New Year....welcome one and all to 2007. As it still relates I'm still in Canada, guess those certain somebodys who were betting on the demise of my marriage were slightly wrong....and as usual I 'm happy to disappoint. I'm hoping that 2007 is a better year for pro wrestling...I know that personally for me 2007 will be excellent. Harmony and I are looking very forward to the birth of our daughter in Feb. My mother is so excited...shes so looking forward to the birth of her grandaughter....cause shes waited 50 years for that...oh by the way shes only like 55...lol.

My dad as well is extremely happy and has expressed his pride in this little family.If you would have told me last year that I would have gotten married and become a father...and of course moved to Canada....I wouldn't have believed ya. I can say that as of now I've never been happier with my life right now...being a responsible adult was never my idea of fun...but as it turns out...it is.                               JJ

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Life in Calgary....
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life

Well , its been far too long since I updated my blogs...but there are good reasons behind that eh. Sorry had to throw some canadian speak in...lol. I have been adjusting to life here very well, however there are still moments that I miss the good ole USA. My marriage is doing very well and I am enjoying my role as a responsible parent...who would've ever seen me as somebodys father...I never thought that possible. I absolutely love my wife and kids...I've never felt this strongly for any one person as I do with Harmony. I guess its true that good things come to those who wait...cause I waited a very long time for this and I thank the Lord for the blessings he has bestowed upon me...you see not only did I get a wonderful wife and 2 absolutely awesome little girls....but Harmony is 13 wks pregnant with our child. Most people thought I was crazy when I packed up and left my life in the USA behind...I kinda thought I was nuts too...but I dont regret that decision one little bit. I have changed so very much in a short span of time..and I truley believe that I have become a better man and I look forward to what the future holds for my new family, The family I always wanted and was lucky enough to finally have.

                                                                                  Jeff   

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Oh...Canada...
Current mood: busy
Category: Life

Well, its been a week ago yesterday that Harmony and I arrived here to Calgary...and  thus far life is good. Tomorrow we officially move into our new house and I get to spend time with my girls and play Mr. Mom as Harms calls me...kinda funny...never thought I'd be a father or married again. Its been a very interesting week...this morning while I was driving Harmony to work, she mentions to me that I am losing my Southern American accent...lets hope not...I kinda like it, and I dont want to be Canadian. I like it here ...dont get me wrong...but I am 100% American and just cause I left the states in order to live my life with my family doesn't make me a defector or traitor to my country. Everyone has been so nice to me and my transition here is going very smoothly...I have to say in all honesty I do miss home a bit...but again I am very happy here with my wife. Its great to finally be able to do WTR Sunday Nights live with my crew and covering the PPVs from Bottoms Up is awesome. I have a lot of things going on this week...tomorrow will be extermely hectic, with us moving and all ...friday night I get to check out Stampede Wrestling...hopefully Harms will be wrestling but if not thats cool too , we will just have a blast at the show and I get to meet new people ...always a good thing.

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New Beginnings.....start today
Current mood: ecstatic
Category: Life

Its been a wild and crazy last few months for yours truley...If you would have said to me this time last year that I would be a married man ,and father of 2, and that I was moving to Alberta...I'd of thought you were nuts.

  Yesterday was my last official day of work, I think that I went out the right way and truth be told I did. I made a lot of close associations with my co workers in the last few years and I 'll miss a few of them...others not so much, and it makes me happy that The upper management will miss me and that they appreciated my strong work ethic. Today has been kinda non stop balls to the wall...moving stuff into storage, getting last minute things ready for the move and of course anticipating the arrival of my better half. I am so excited and cant wait to see her tonight...its been so long since we were last together and thank god that ends tonight...no longer will we be apart. Today marks a new beginning in my life...the life I always wanted is about to begin and I am so ready for this future.

 I am also looking forward to tomorrow...lol...the day that my parents finally meet Harmony...this could be a train wreck but as long as my wife is with me thats all that matters. I think that everything will be fine...buts lets face it...a little chaos never hurts right..lol. I still can't beleive that Harmony and I made this decision...I never thought I could have all the blessings that we have together, and the time has come to make our dream the reality that it is ...and I think the future never looked so bright.

                                                                                  JJ 

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Falling into place
Current mood: satisfied
Category: Life

It seems all the pieces of my life are coming together slowly but surely, the puzzle is almost complete and the picture will be a masterpiece. I gave my notice today at work...a one week notice...I would've given a 2 week notice last week ,but I know how the company operates and I've seen my fair share of employees get fired the same day they give notice. I agonized...literally for the last few weeks on what I should do...should I take a risk and get screwed over...or not give a notice and screw them over....I decided to meet them halfway and hope for the best. I've been a great employee in my tenure there...and they had been expecting this from me since I returned from Calgary a married man. So far they have taken it well...and it looks as though I'll be working till next wednesday...however..if that doesn't happen, then thats ok...at least I can live with being a responsible adult. Harmony will arrive next thursday...I can't wait to see her...its been agonizing without her and I can't wait to get our life together officially started. Its gonna be a crazy week leading up to her arrival and even crazier Friday the 2nd....She gets to meet the parents...cringe. I have no doubts that they will love her...but the X factor here will be that my parents have issues with each other...and we are all going to dinner that night together...this could quite possibly be a trainwreck in the making ...yet it all seems intently fascinating to me...lol.

I still have so much to do and yet so little time to accomplish it in...and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared to death about this move. I have nothing here in OKC...hell I'm not really close to the family I have here...and everything I love is in Calgary , my wife and kids, a few really good friends. I know my destiny lies there and I embrace that. I realize that life for me will greatly change for the better...and I know there will be hardships and struggles along the way, but in the end it will be well worth it all. I'm still very impressed at all the support I have recieved from MOST of my friends...they can see how happy I am and wish me the best. Of course there are doubters who think I've lost my mind...well FUCK YOU...I dont care what you think and the truth is if you were any kind of friend...much less one of my best friends...you would be supportive and happy for me...don't question my motives or try to rationalize my decisions...I do what is best for me...and marrying the love of my life is just that...sorry if you can't see that. Well...I'm glad I got that off my chest...and by the way that statement is issued to more than one person...I'm not singling any one out...you know who you are. 

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I left my Hart in Calgary
Current mood: determined

On Friday April 28 2006 My life was forever changed....you see I did something that  I never thought was possible for me , I married my soulmate. The weeks leading up to this moment had finally arrived and I like to think I'm fairly rationale...this is by far the craziest but absolutely the greatest thing to happen to me ever...I was lucky enough to find the missing piece of my soul and her name is Harmony. I spent 3 wonderful days together with my wife and it just wasn't enough...forever isn't enough for either one of us. This is by far the hardest thing we have to endure...shes there in Calgary and I'm tying up some things here in OKC ,and it may seem small to most but I cant wait to be home with my wife and 2 wonderful little girls...but unfortunately for now I'm stuck in this prison I have placed myself in. Sometimes being a responsible adult really sucks...but just as soon as I tie up these loose ends ,I will be home with my beautiful family and we can start a new life together. The saying goes "Home is where the heart is", well then I guess its safe to say that I left my Hart in Calgary....and baby I'll be home soon.

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