my good news

i am no longer single.my ex hubby , my daughters dad and the man i spent 7 years with has come home..so thats my great news , my friends.i hope you are happy for me and share in my joy. i plan to bring him if possible to the events now:)

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after a while..

After a while...

.After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead wtih the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn....

i didnt write that..i dont write the stuff on my blogs unless i say i did..i rarely share my writing.

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i got new tats today

so teh one that says monet and has a rose on ym chest..i hated the way the name cud barely be read...so.i had a big ass rose put on it coverin the entire thing up and put monet above it very pretty..

the tat the means beauty in chinese on the back of my neck lost its ink..so i had it redone

and above that i had my name put in cursive..

YAY!
10 piercings and 5 tats!

next is touchin up my RIP tat of my hubby on my arm and makin it super nice. :)

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amen!!!!!!!!

'No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow'~ Alice Walker

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yanno wut sucks about havin only top 8

i know i can have more but i only want a top 8..but when i see allll my lovely friends in one day i cant put them all in top 8 .since i do my top 8  by order last seen..ugh!!!!!!! so those of you i saw today and cant fit in there.i need a top 16  today muah love youuuuuuuuu

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if u wanna stay in my top 88888888

it goes by the order i last saw people in person..so if u wanna stay in the glorious ohhh so life important haaaaaa top 8..damnit invite me places i can go when im not at work u fuckers!!!!!!!!!!someone get on my damn schedule!!!!!!!!bwahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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todays quote...to my friends
Current mood: sad

"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ""

Currently listening : Hopes and Fears By Keane Release date: 25 May, 2004

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this is a test

to see for lisa if anyone reads each others blogs..so pls respond if u read this u bastards. lmaoooooo muah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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my top 8

will now rotate (thanks for idea stephen) with the last 8  people i saw,,and if theres more than 8..the ones i talked to the most..

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love look at me now..

I spend nights waiting for you,
staring out the window by my bed.
These streetlights, so unkind to shine upon..
the emptiness instead.
I'll hang my head.
I'm down but I'm not giving up on you.. just yet.
Love, look at me now.
What is this feeling people talk about?
Love, Look at me now.
You don't know how long I been holding out..
for you.
Love, Look at me now.

Some people take you for granted..
softly as you crept into their hearts.
Not me though.. just don't leave me stranded..
here alone in my arms....
I'll do my part.
I'll stand out in the rain,
I'll cry out in the dark.
Love, look at me now.
What is this feeling people talk about?
Love, if you only knew..all of the trouble
I been going thru...
Why won't you ..look at me now?

I'd make your every wish my command.
If you were drowning..
I'd bring you back,back to land.
Where do I begin?
I'm ready to jump in....

ernie halter

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