fuckin a

why do i even fuckin bother anymore with working at applebee's. everything that goes on there is such fucking bullshit and i get blamed for every fucking thing i dont do wrong! where's the fucking sense in that!? like how today i got fucking blamed for shit that never even fucking happened and now im fucking pissed more than i've been before for something that stupid. fuck applebees. fuck everyone that works there. fuck it all. i dont fucking care anymore about that place!

Currently listening : Damnation and a Day By Cradle of Filth Release date: 25 March, 2003

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song of the week

ok havent done this in a while so here's my song of the week.

Bob Sinclar "Together (Robbie Rivera's Juicy Mix)

comments and kudos.

Currently listening : Together By Bob Sinclar & Edwar Release date: 11 March, 2008

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las vegas here i come!!

so after some hard thinking when the question "what going on with miami are you going?" arose, i had a tough choice to make. seeing as how my dad took my brother out on his 21st birthday to vegas i figured ah why not. me not being the one who likes to lose his money on a rather "senseless" addiction, is going to las vegas. yes las vegas. and yes in 32 days i will be 21. even though i can go to miami still i'm not due to the fact i know i'm probably gonna be the one to lose a lot of his money due to this "senseless" addiction. vegas dates are may 25 - june 2. oh how i cant wait!!

Currently playing : Forza Motorsport 2 Release date: 29 May, 2007

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song of the week 01-12-08
Current mood: sleepy

ok this weeks hot dance track of my selection is:

Inez "Stronger (Jody Den Broeder Mix)

runner up is...Natasha Bedingfield "Love Like This (Johnny Vicious Mix)"

Currently listening : Juicy Miami By Robbie Rivera Release date: 21 February, 2006

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Gallery Billiards X-Mas Party

well it's saturday which means....CHRISTMAS PARTY!!! that's right...it's at gallery billiards. show up at 7 to start your chances on winning a 32" flat screen tv, home theater system, and many more prizes to give away!!! music provided by DJ Wolf...spinning the best in house and dance music!! for directions go here.. www.gallerybilliards.com

Currently listening : Calabria 2007 By Enur Release date: 13 March, 2007

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91 and 98 days
Current mood: blah

until my birthday and miami!!! what its going to entail...oh god. lol. thats all i have to say. 2 weeks off work..me turning 21...can you say dead!? all the money i have saved up is going to be gone by the time i get home from miami. i might have to tap into my credit card and use that which i really dont want to. its gonna be one hell of 2 weeks for me. i cant wait!!comments and kudos bitches!!!

Currently listening : World, Hold On By Bob Sinclar Release date: 04 July, 2006

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hot pick of the week

ok so my song hot pick for the week...most of you probably wont know this one, some of you maybe will.

robbie rivera and robert civilles - aye aye aye (original mix)

the runner up is...a TIE!!

DJ Russ Harris - Unsealed (Josh Harris feat. Jiga edit) &

Enur - Calabria 2007 (feat. Natasja)

check it out...buy it THEN download it. i dont cheat so neither should any of you!!

Currently listening : Calabria 2007 By Enur Release date: 13 March, 2007

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to do...
Current mood: bouncy

ok so lots to do right now... gotta finish doing shit for wolf's website so i can get it up and running shortly. still a lot of stuff to do with it and not so much time between now and the coming holiday... have to finish the outside christmas decor. since it's nice out maybe i'll take advantage of that right now hopefully like wolf's doing unless he forgot again... then Campus Pizza or whatever in Easton tonight for some mag. party? not too sure on the details, but today/tonight is quite the busy one for me. anyway...you all know how to get a hold of me so ring the cell phone! if not then here's my number...wait...NO! thats all i need is some unwanted person reading this and prank calling me. that would be swell now wouldnt itjust leave comments and kudos i'll be happy. later peoples!

Currently listening : No World For Tomorrow By Coheed & Cambria Release date: 23 October, 2007

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explosion time

ok so i can't sleep...i'm already pissed off and it's just pissing me off more that i can't sleep if that makes any sense to anyone.

the past few months have been kinda shitty for me. i'm just way too stressed and i think i've reached my breaking point. right now what's on my mind is i hate the fucking world. my parents aren't doing much to help b/c they just drive me up a wall and annoy me everyday even though they're just trying to talk since they don't see me much. my best friend doesn't do shit for me even though i did fucking everything for him in the past when he didn't have a car or lisence for almost 8 months. work fucking sucks again. it's just stressing me out even more that i have to be there and work with people i hate, but yet i can't leave b/c i don't have another job. i'm still oh so lonely. coming around this thanksgiving it'll be 3 years that i've been single, and i just can't take a lot of shit right now.

everyone says that me shaving my head was a complete turn around for me and what they saw in me, or was it just a return of the old brian from years ago? i'm sick of always being the asshole and the bad guy when i'm not. the peole that really do know me know that i'm a nice, caring guy. why can't other people see that? i'm just sick of working in the restaurant business since i've been doing it for 7 years now. i'm sick of being lazy and sitting on my ass doing nothing. i have no car, no lisence, no high school diploma, a shitty job...can it get any better? i thought change is usually for the better? i did change. i changed a lot over the past few months, and seeing i'm getting no where with it...what's the point? like i said before there's a lot i can't take and i think i've finally reached my breaking point. how can i move on when i can't go anywhere with my life currently. i can't even go to college b/c of that fucking high school that fucked me out of graduating. i can't go anywhere to get my g.e.d. b/c i have no car or lisence, let alone money to pay for it. i can't get a new job for those reasons either. i just want to be able to have a good job, friends i can trust, a nice car to get me where i have to go and do fun things, do different things. the everyday routine thing is getting old and i really need a change.

comments and shit are nice. i know there's a lot of my old friends that are on my list and read this, so please give me a reality check so i can ponder and cry over it. maybe that'll help me toward my change i need.

....what happened to me??

Currently listening : Time After Time By Cyndi Lauper

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quick

ok quick blog before i go to work. im on my other s/n for AIM b/c of an unwanted fucking psycho bitch. if you want it call me or text me, reply with a comment or something and i'll PM it to you. oh yeah the fucking psycho bitch called me at fuckin 530 in the morning and i just completely lost it on her. haha shes a dumb slut. anyway. time for work. later.

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