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Sunday, June 08, 2008
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Take a look at this
 | which World of Warcraft character class are you? created with QuizFarm.com | | You scored as Warlock You are a warlock. You like to curse people for a slow and painful death. You enjoy summoning your voidwalker if you dont feel like taking your own damage. You are lucky because you get a free mount at level 40.
Warlock | | 90% | Druid | | 80% | Rogue | | 80% | Warrior | | 80% | Shaman | | 70% | Hunter | | 60% | Paladin | | 60% | Priest | | 60% | Mage | | 40% |
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| What is your sexual style? created with QuizFarm.com | | You scored as Violent You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.
Violent | | 94% | Hot | | 81% | Wet | | 69% | Exciting | | 50% | Soft | | 31% | Awkward | | 25% | Shy | | 0% | Sweet | | 0% |
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
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Tagged again.. This time she tagged me first.. LOL
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Headachy Quiz/Survey
Ok, so I've been tagged...the rules are once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird things, secrets, sexual desires or habits about yourself. In the end, you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. The bad thing about this tagging is that there are TAG backs. So if you get tagged back by two of the people you tagged you have to write 12 things or if 3 people tag you back ...18 things and so on. Yes this could be very well never ending but very interesting! Don't forget to leave a comment or a bulletin that says "you've been tagged" in their comments and to come to your blog.
OK...here goes
1. I am not really ticklish, but there are two spots that if you hit them drive me insane. My kids accidentally found one and have been torturing me with it ever since.And no I won't tell you where they are! 
2. My biggest turn on is aggression...if ya don't act like you want me...why the hell should I want you? Ditto!! 
3. I don't let anyone spend the night with me and I don't stay over, ever! I broke that rule once and I won't say it was disastrous, but it made me rethink the whole relationships with women deal! 
4. I can usually stay up for days at a time no big deal. I was so exhausted last night after just 36 hours of no sleep that I was halucenating (sp). That was freaky!   
5. When I have the munchies I usually want bran flakes and Splenda... weird I know, but I like em. 
6. Kerry has a friend that I think is fine! I'm trying to convince her to bring him with her to NOLA and come for Mardi Gras! You know you want to! LOL
SO Now it is MY turn... I am tagging....
1. YOLI... She loves these things as much as I do... BWAHAHAHAHAHA!! Lubb ya!
2. JILL.....BETTER DO IT GIRL! 
3. KERRY...SHE WOULD BE SOOOOO HEARTBROKEN IF I LEFT HER OUT... AND THE RULES SAY I CAN! 
4. TRINA....CUZ I CAN
5. KEVIN....CUZ I MISS THE BITCH LOL
6.JENNY....CUZ I HAVEN'T TAGGED HER IN A WHILE!
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Odd Thomas
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Release date: 29 August, 2006
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Monday, November 19, 2007
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Tagged again
Current mood: restless
Category: Quiz/Survey
TAG: Here's how you play. Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave them a comment "You're It!" and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers...
1. I have been tagged about 8 times now at least... I am like a tag magnet! I really don't know if there is anything I haven't spilled at this point... LOL
2. I HATE shoes!! I would go barefoot almost all the time if I could! I take my shoes off as soon as I get in the door.
3. I am a picky eater! I like what I like and won't eat what I don't.
4. I eat my lunch meat sandwhiches with ketchup and mayo regardless of what kind of meat it is.
5. I am addicted to MySpace surveys... LOL It drives ppl crazy I know, but they take up time and some of them just flat out amuse me, so I do them and drive others crazy with it... LOL
6. I do NOT trust easy and almost never trust completely! Those I do trust have my heart and my fierce loyalty! Those that do know who they are!
7. I have primarily held jobs where I have had to deal with ppl on a consistent basis, but I am NOT a ppl person. For the most part dealing with ppl is a major pain in my ass and it annoys me.
8. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday, even above Christmas!
9. I live in New Orleans and have never experienced the nightlife... sad I know!
10. I hate pecans, but can make an awesome pecan pie.
I am tagging people that I would love to know more about or those that I have not heard from in a while...Or those that I really know would do it!
Trina, Bomar, Shannon, Netta, Renee, Tonya, Joe, Kevin, Daniel, Calla
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Creation in Death (In Death)
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Release date: 06 November, 2007
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Friday, November 09, 2007
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Body Beautiful.... Repost!!
Current mood: nauseated
Category: from the migraine pounding my brains to mush!! Life
I am so sick and tired of people not realizing their own self-worth!! We have all suffered from low self-esteem or low self-worth and many other self-inflicted delusions about ourselves and/or our bodies!!
I think it's part of becoming the people we are today!!
But please stop wollowing in self-pity and realize that you are unique and special and beautiful or handsome!!
I am me!! I love me and I am happy with who I am... until you get to this point you will not truly be happy. No one else can fulfill me or give me the happiness I am searching for... this is true for everyone!! If there is something you don't like about yourself, do something to change it or learn to live with it if you cannot change it.
Love yourself for who you are and fuck those that don't like it!! {That's my motto}
This is aimed at no one in particular... I am just fed up and this is my outlet!! This is why I put the song below on my profile!! I tried to find it to put it on my profile this time around and it wasn't one of the choices!!
I love this song.... many people look at my big ass and size 14 gut and tell me to my face that I am fat... To these people I say a big Fuck You!!! I love me and I am happy being a size 14!! If you don't like it, quit fucking looking at me because I am not changing me for anyone... much less your dumb ass!! I say find your inner bitch and make it work for you and fuck those that don't like it or can't deal with it!!!
Body Beautiful ~ Salt N Peppa
Aw yeah, dont hate me cuz Im beautiful [and where is the body? ] Move over mutha cuz Im going faster than you can drive The bodys beautiful, baby Thats right, I just cant help it (yeah) Its not my fault, I was born this way (I was born this way)
Chorus Get with the b-e-a-u-t-y Beauty, the body is beautiful (body beautiful) Get with the b-e-a-u-t-y Beauty, the body is beautiful (I am body beautiful)
Im up and coming, I am a child Im legendary, hey, Im free and wild I am the ocean, and I rule the world (the whole world) Im sensual, I am body beautiful (the bodys beautiful) My cha-cha pumps (hump-a-dooty), Ive got them on (in a winnin ticket) And I work the runway (left-right-left-right-left), baby, all night long I am the one (the only one), there is no other I am mother, I am body beautiful
Chorus
Lights, camera, action! Satisfaction guaranteed, thats what I need I celebrate the body and enjoy good health And I gets down with my bad self Its all good from the front to the back Two snaps and a clap for a body like that Its a good damn thing I dont care what you say Somebody beautiful (I am body beautiful), hey, thats me
I am grand (grand diva), I am the queen (queen bee) A masquerade (who am i? ), Im fantasy (youre a fantasy) I am the house (the whole mansion) of elegance Featuring, I am body beautiful (body beautiful)
Chorus
Dont hate me cuz Im beautiful Everybodys beautiful in their own special way (yes) Carry yourself like a queen and you will attract a king Beauty comes from within (yes) Whatever the mind can conceive and believe You will achieve (got to believe) Do you believe (yes) that you are body beautiful? Yes! yes! oooo, yes!
There aint enough words to express how I feel Im body beautiful, true, thats for real Am who I am and thats all I can be Open up your mind so your eyes can see
Body beautiful, baby (work that body) Body beautiful, baby (work it, work it) Body beautiful, baby (work that body) Body beautiful thats me (word)
Then im-a tell ya like this, and im-a tell ya this way My bodys beautiful, thats all Im sayin Bodies come in all different shapes and sizes Youre beautiful, too, just realize this Cant you see the beauty in me? Open up your heart and set your mind free Everybodys beautiful in their own way Express yourself every day And when you got joy on the inside it shows on the out Be confident and youre beautiful without a doubt Youre absolutely gorgeous, dont ya know? So you got the body beautiful glow
Body beautiful, baby (work that body) Body beautiful, baby (work it, work it) Body beautiful, baby (work that body) Body beautiful (I am body beautiful) thats me (word)
Chorus
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
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Tagged Like I’m her Bitch... BWAHAHAHAHA
Current mood: groggy
Category: Worried about Monday! Friends
I've been tagged AGAIN!! And she's gonna tell you if you can't see it, I didn't do it... She knows I'm her bitch.... and she's mine!! Love ya Yoli!!
Rules: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment (that they're it - and to read your blog). You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know with a response or comment when you've posted your blog so I can read your answers.
1) I am an accounting nerd!! I love numbers and working with numbers... And I suck at math... BWAHAHAHAHA
2) I am a bitch and you don't want to push me too far!! But when it comes to the people I care for I am a doormat! They can take advantage of me and I will keep coming back for more! I don't even try to understand it anymore.
3) I have lost almost half of me... seriously!! I weighed 300 pounds just 2 short years ago... I am now down to 170 pounds!! I am now in a size 12/14 instead of a size 28!! I don't care if people look at me and see a short, lard ass!! I know where I was and I know where I am! If ppl don't like the way I look I suggest they look the other fucking way!!
4) It pisses me off to hear people, men and women, bitching, moaning, and groaning about their body image!! So many people put so much damn stock in what other people think about them, they can't see their true beauty and potential!! And to me that is fucking SAD!!!! Be yourself!! If you don't like the way you look, fucking do something about it! If you can't change it, then find a way to live with it! if you're not happy being you, you're in for a long, miserable life!!
5) I am going to one day become a CPA and open my own accounting firm!! It's my number 2 goal!!!
6) I am the most closed person you will ever try to read!! If I don't want you to know what I am thinking or feeling, you're not going to know!! I'm not just a closed book, I'm made of invisible ink!!!
7) I allowed this custody battle to make me forget me!! Who I am, what I've done, Who I've been! I am not the ugly things these asswipes are saying about me! I am a loving, caring, and at the moment grieving mother of 3 of the most precious children ever to grace this Earth! Everything I have ever done has been with them in mind! I'm just sorry they can't see or recognize that!!!
8) I hate shoes! I hate wearing them and would probably go barefoot more often than not if I could get away with it! Sometimes I even take my shoes off to drive... LOL
9) I had my first broken bone at 32... and I got it falling up the steps!! BWAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm so coordinated that a box fell in the hallway at work and they immediately said "Thereza, was that you?" HAAHAHAHAHAHA
10) I love books!! I love to read!! I will read most anything and have read so many books that i can't remember them all! In fact I just boxed up 4 boxes of books that i have read and will be taking to the used book store and i still have another at least 10 boxes of books to go through =P
Tagging...... Kerry......We're so much alike I sometimes think I know exactly what she's going to say or what she's thinking... and she absolutely Loves me for tagging her 
Jill... You do a good job of snookering everyone with that sweet and innocent act... But I got ya figured out... LMAO!! Seriously though you offer insights that keep me grounded and you have been my sanity these last few months! Thanks girl!! Now spill it! You're it... 
Melissa.... Cause I wanna hear all the juicy details... hahaha
Jennifer.. Just to see if she actually does it... LOL
Lina.... She's the head mistress for our guild (for those that think I'm nuts, it's an online gaming reference) and more than that I'd like to get to know her better... What better way... hahahaha
Aundrea... She's my heart and soul! I miss her so much and this a way for me to catch up and see what random stuff she might come up with!
Tiana... She's my heart and soul! I miss her so much and this a way for me to catch up and see what random stuff she might come up with!
Shayna... Cause I think it will be fun seeing what she has to say!
Eric.... Cause I know he will have some interesting things to say... LOL
Heather... I would like to get to know a little more about you. So tag you're it!! Spill the beans 
I did it... Now you have to!!! BWAHAHAHAHA
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For the Roses
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Release date: 01 February, 1996
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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Maya Angelou quotes I really enjoy
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Missing my babies Writing and Poetry
"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain."
"If you only have one smile in you, give it to the people you love. Don't be surly at home, then go out in the street and start grinning 'good morning' at total strangers."
"The quality of strength lines with tenderness is an unbeatable combination, as are intelligence and necessity when unblunted by formal education."
"Achievement brings its own anticlimax."
"Nothing will work unless you do."
"You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it imay be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it."
"Ask for what you want and be prepared to get it."
"I love to see a young girl go out and grab life by the lapels. Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass."
"The most called upon prerequisite of a friend is an accessible ear."
"There's a world of difference between truth and facts. Facts can obscure the truth."
"The honorary duty of a human being is to love."
"Life is like constructing a building: if you start wrong, you'll end wrong."
"History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but if faced with courage, need not be lived again."
"Love is that condition in the human spirit so profound that it allows me to survive, and better than tah, to thrive with passion, compassion, and style."
"The needs of society determine its ethics."
"The main thing in one's own private world is to try to laugh as much as you cry."
"Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host."
"If you find it in your heart to truly care for somebody else, you will; have succeeded."
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For the Roses
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
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Deep, Dark Fears Realized!!!
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Missing the hell out of my kids!!! Life
What is your one worst fear ever??? Is it spiders? Dark or enclosed places? Or is it less tangible like failure?
My one deepest, darkest fear has always been that I wouldn't be around to see my children grow into the beautiful and intellegent people I know they can (and hopefully will) become! I always thought it would go down in one of the following ways: I would be hurt in an accident or be given the diagnosis of cancer or some other catastrophic event that would irrevocably change the course of our lives.
What I didn't realize is that my deepest, darkest fear would be inflicted on me in one of the most cruel ways imaginable and that fate would have no hand in it!!
My world came crashing down around my ears on September 15th, 2005! My life was irrevocably changed that day! September 15th, 2005 changed my life and the course of my children's lives forever. In a moments notice, a blink of the eye, everything that my children and I had was gone! We were homeless and had the $300.00 I had managed to get out of the bank, the clothes on our backs, and the car I happened to be driving at the time.
Thankfully I was already in school to get my Associate's Degree. I didn't have much longer to go, but would have to put that temporarily on hold as I looked for housing and a new job. I managed to get us in housing and get us somewhat on our feet. I got the kids in counseling and eventually went to therapy myself.
It was painful and there were many times none of us knew if we were going to make it. We were all damaged and hurting and confused and trying to hold it together and love each other through the tough times.
Fast forward to December 2006 and I finally have my Associate's Degree in Accounting and a sense of accomplishment and a sense of self-worth and pride!! It was damn difficult, but I managed to obtain my degree and start to rebuild our lives! I started putting applications out in accounting all over the United States. My family, including the kids, thought this was a joke and I would quickly forget this "crazy idea."
This "crazy idea" would facilitate some of the best changes I have ever encountered and some of the worst emotional pain I have ever felt in my life!!
I went to New Orleans to interview with several companies and instantly fell in love with the city!! I hadn't even made it to New Orleans and I felt a sense of rightness and I felt like I was "home"!! I can't explain it any better than that and I know that many don't understand that. But the further I got from Tennessee and the closer I got to Louisiana the better I felt. The more at peace I felt.
I interviewed and actually had several offers for positions. I went home wondering if I had the courage to start my next journey. If I had the faith to take this leap. The kids had mixed emotions or at least told me they had mixed emotions. My family all thought I was nuts (or most of them did) and tried every way they could to stop me from going.
I had been miserable in Tennessee!! I had been saying since I was 13 that "I was leaving this redneck state behind!!" I had finally made the decision to leave the state and to start a better life for myself and my children and I was determined to see it through.
I didn't want to uproot the kids with only 2 months (less really) of school left. So their sperm donor (for that's about all he ever gave them) and I agreed that he would keep them until the beginning of June and then they would come back with me where they have always been. This turned out to be one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made in my life... right behind marrying his lazy, pathetic ass!!!
I moved to New Orleans and started a new job and cried myself to sleep at night missing the kids and hoping they were okay. You see I had never been away from them for more than a week at a time and this seperation, to this day, is sometimes more than I can take!
I learned that my biological mother (the egg donor) had given the kids father pointers and funds to take the kids from me. In an attempt to get me to move back to Tennessee so they can completely and totally control my life, they ripped my heart out and stomped it into the ground!!
If the children that I love with my heart and soul and entire being were here in New Orleans with me it would be perfect! I have found peace here. I don't hate my life and I don't want to end my misery once and for all. I have lost that constant sense of misery I carried with me for so long in Tennessee. I know that a lot of that has to do with not being in Tennessee any more, but I also know that a lot of it has to do with the work I have been doing on myself.
I know that the twins are telling people that I abandoned them and it hurts my heart to hear it!! But that is NOT the case!! I didn't abandon anyone! I moved to make our lives better! I moved to give us all a chance to start over and to heal. I'm sorry that I'm the only one that could see that I was doing this to better all of our lives and I'm sorry that I'm the only one that was brave enough to make this change and to take this chance!
I love my children with my whole heart and my entire soul and I would give my life for them in a heartbeat!!! Unfortunately moving back to Tennessee would be to do exactly that... to give up my life and a piece of my soul!!
I don't know where this life is going to take me or where I will eventually end up!! All I know is I am living on faith and hoping that one day this pain will fade to a dull ache!!
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Wonder What’s Next
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Chevelle
Release date: 08 October, 2002
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Monday, February 26, 2007
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The Twisted Journey Through T's Workplaces
Current mood: geeky
Category: Orgies are great fun Blogging
The worst my mother thought would happen has... I have turned into the whore of babylon. I am participating in my second orgy..... Blog Orgy that is February's Blog Orgy hosted by Mary, Mary Quite Contrary.
The rules are simple: Mary picks a topic, we write about it, post the link, and get to reading. The goal is to introduce yourself to other participants and have some fun. This month's topic is the best job I have ever had.
Although the best job I have ever had would be way more interesting to read about... I'm going to have to disappoint you guys and keep my orgy clean this month... hehehe
I have been fortunate enough to have found many jobs that I have enjoyed over the years and to have been able to try many different career paths. I began my journey at 15 years old as a Certified Nurses Assistant (CNA) at a local nursing home.

I was young, naive, and had a hell of a lot to learn about life and working. At this nursing home I learned about workplace dynamics.... The affairs amongst the staff alone would make for interesting reading... much less the patients and their grab happy ways 
After my foray through the land of CNA's I decided to help people in a new way. I became a Pharmacy Technician and later a Certified Pharmacy Technician (CPhT).
 
Being a CPhT opened me to more aspects of job dynamics and broadened my horizons on a multitude of other subjects your average workplace wouldn't. I was fortunate enough to work with some of the nicest people I have ever met. The flip side of that is I have also had the misfortune of working with thieves, assholes, and drug addicts. A theif and a drug addict in the pharmacy environment can be quite... um exciting isn't quite the right word... and fucked up is a bit harsh  Through my years as a CPhT I learned who the drug dealers, drug addicts, and drug chasers in town were. I learned the street price I could get for any drug imaginable and I learned the inside secrets on how to fence, sell, and trade these valuable commodities. It's amazing what you learn second hand and on the job.
 I have even gotten to participate in an undercover sting operation while working at one pharmacy. How many employees can say that
After about 9 years of pharmacy and retail, and some personal issues like the murder of my brother, I was burned out and couldn't keep doing it. So I became an office drone.
 I actually enjoyed many aspects of my office job. I started as a secretary/receptionist and worked my way up to Office Manager and in my opinion head bitch. I had some of the power to hire and fire, set policies, and make the employee's lives a living hell if I so chose... hahaha It was during my time as an office manager that I became interested in accounting. I was managing many, if not all, of the accounting aspects of the business and I loved it.
 I am currently working on my Bachelor's degree in Accounting and am looking for work in the accounting field. I obtained my Associate's in Accounting in December and am so excited to be able to start working in a field I am passionate about! Anyone looking for an entry level accounting associate I'm your girl 
Although I have loved and hated many aspects of all of these jobs, NONE of them compare to the best job I have ever had!!
What is the best job I have ever had you ask.........
 The pay is horrible, the hours are long, and the benefits are paid in hugs and kisses, attitudes and tantrums, and teenagers that think mom is soooooooo uncool they just can't fathom being seen in public with her  But I wouldn't trade it for any other job in the world!!
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The Count of Monte Cristo
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Pere Alexander Dumas
Release date: 25 February, 2003
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
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One of my better moments... Tee hee hee
Current mood: crazy
Category: Tequila high fading fast... reality intrudes Life
Not to fear... Unlike my earlier posts and random ravings in my bulletins this will not be influenced in any way by the Tequila consumption of previous hours ago... won't tell ya how many cause I do have to work today and I have some nosy ass co-workers who may or may not stumble across this blog!!
If you have read any of my blogs you know that I quit smoking last Monday... exactly 9 days ago at 10am today... woot woot!! I was doing some house cleaning and I found the biggest temptation of my life!! Yep underneath my computer desk I found a brand new, unopened pack of cigarettes... GASP!!! Talk about temptation!! I had one of the worst urges/cravings for a cigarette I have ever had in my life!! I held that pack of cigarettes and wanted to rip into it like a kid at Christmas that just can't wait a second longer to open their gifts

I both shocked and amazed myself after finding that pack of cigarettes!!! First I left it sitting on the arm of the couch and walked away! I knew they were there if I decided to give into the urge. And trust me the urge to have "just one" was there!! I had to see if I could pass this self inflicted test and leave them there without opening them and smoking one. I passed that test barely!!
After narrowly escaping temptation I did something that made me proud of myself and want to cry at the same time!! I took those cigarette and got rid of temptation... I gave them away!! I know many of you non-smokers will say that I am enabling my neighbors addiction {like them fancy smancy words...hehehe} but I couldn't make myself throw them away and I definitely had to get them out of my house!! Might as well not completely throw the money away!!

So even though my brain isn't exactly functioning on all cylinders this morning due to the late night, no sleep, and Tequila consumption I have reason to be proud and I have hope that I really am on my way to beating this addiction to cigarettes!!!

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One X
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Three Days Grace
Release date: 13 June, 2006
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