mmm...it’s been a while.
Current mood: forgotten

Mmm, it has been a long stretch between drinks hasn't it people? Yes, I'm tired but alive. And no, I can't be fagged going to facebook yet, since I am barely even in here it seems futile to get everyones hopes up by going there too. It's not new news or anything but the millinery idea didn't work out-since I can't make a fulltime living out of it, (thankyou Kleins, Spotlight and Myer) it seems pointless devoting my life to something that is gonna make me destitute. Can't have a penthouse on that kinda money! So, I'm in the happy world of retail for now-not the end of the road yet by a long shot but yeh, reality sucks big fat balls. meh. oh yeh, I like listening to the rain at night and I have a stash of hidden chocolate bits that I binge on when I'm pissed off- even sometimes before breakfast! Peace out! xo

Currently listening : Dark Passion Play By Nightwish Release date: 02 October, 2007

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I don’t need to travel, since I have a wow account! Just kidding!
Current mood: restless

Good Evening Minions...

Just having a quiet night blogging since I can't play on my new wow account, *we forgot to buy a game card as part of the bday pressie so I actually can't play it til tomorrow!* Grr... anyway! The problem is that I have too many hobbies... eg. I am currently doing a Numerology course, straight after my Tarot course so I'm working up my repetoire' nicely, however I still have sooo many fascinators to make *I'm getting there peoples* Hope to finish the black one this weekend,  actually- with any luck it'll be a feather fiasco! :) hehe I can see it now, Mum's dining room covered in black feathers! It'll look like the Harry Potter Owl Rookery in there! purrrfect! She is literally gonna kill me!!!! mwahh! Nevermind, once I enrol to do the Millinery course I will feel sooo much better! Not long now! Anyway peace out- sleep well chickens!

nigh nigh! xo

P.s. If any of you want a tarot reading, lemme know I need practise! x

Currently listening : Requiem: Mezzo Forte By Virgin Black Release date: 14 May, 2007

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Funny Inuyasha Quotes _For the Fans!
Current mood: naughty

Heya All Inuyasha Fans!  I found some hilarious quotes from the series! This is for your enjoyment!

Kagome and Inuyasha sit. Kagome eats in silence while Inuyasha watches her.
Kagome looks absolutely innocent...
Inuyasha: What are you plotting?


Inuyasha: Hey
Kagome: What?
Inuyasha: (referring to Kagome's clothes) take it off

Inuyasha: Grrrr...
Kaede: that is some face you got there, Inuyasha

Miroku: Kagome, are you worrying about me?
Kagome: I guess so
Miroku: In that case, I have a favor to ask you: please bear my child

Sango and Kagome are bathing when they yell out cause a monkey scares them. Miroku and Inuyasha
come to the rescue, see them naked, and get clobbered by them
Miroku: Oh well, after all we saw something really nice

English dubbed version of the above quote:
Miroku: Ah, it was worth the pain. That was a very wonderful site we just saw.

Shippo: Naraku is a guy. How can he give birth to a woman?

Sango: She is someone who said she'll even bear your child
Miroku: No, that's something I ask of all the ladies I meet
Sango: You never asked me, though
Miroku: I am sorry, Sango. Would you...
Sango: You don't have to say it!

Miroku: My apologies...I thought you two were merely companions but Inuyasha is in love with Kagome
Inuyasha: What?? You idiot! This girl is just my jewel detector!
Kagome: Jewel detector?!? That's right, Inuyasha is already interested in someone...
and Miroku's much nicer
Inuyasha: You brat, are you betraying me?!
Miroku: You should be more polite towards a lady
Inuyasha: Shut up!
Kagome: So to you I'm just a jewel detector? Why can't you be more like Miroku?
Miroku: Be more polite
Kagome: Yeah you should be more affectionate
Miroku: Yes, yes...affectionate
Kagome: Kyaa! Where do you think you're touching me?!!
Inuyasha: You bastard! You're doing it again?!?!?!?!?!

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Musings from the Madame! Yes, I wrote these...
Current mood: sleepy

I will love you.

For that is what you promised me, Did I do what you could not?

Snapshot 001

Burning slits; my eyes locked shut trying to stop the film of my life from unreeling.. 

I can almost watch myself trying pitifully to prevent the inevitable- what's the point? Even suffering isn't delicious anymore.

I just have this feeling- always this fucking feeling that I'm not going to get there, I'm not going to make it.

Oh, save me from myself, would you? I always get shortchanged and I'm sick of fucking waiting. I am always screaming inside, I am always screaming inside, I am always screaming...only you can stop my blood from turning black...

I am always screaming, it's just that you can't hear me.

Hope

Wrap me into your side..

so that your body,

glistening with the moisture of my tears..

should remain mine through the realms

of all time..

Melted

In my pond of  lavender suffering,

I wonder about the absence of your presence.

Your reflection is real enough, at the end of my pond...

I reach out to touch the face of my love..

and you turn into a million beautiful lights.

If I know you

In the cobalt expanse, where boundaries are broken;

people found, many lost.

I crawl on knees to someplace that I remember,

smudge of waking

and dying.

Haiku (untitled)

Snow Moon, laced in mist

Beacon on my twilight path...

To realms beyond dreams

Meh, there's a few for you, I have darker ones, but I'm worried about their content so I'm not gonna put them here. Kiddies could be watching^.^

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*Meh* Single/Jobless..Life can't get much better.....
Current mood: crappy

Hey all! Nameste! Konnichiwa!

Writing in my blog because maybe someone out there can be fagged reading this.

My new fad craze: Yoga

My new pet hate: seek.com

*Note all* RSVP is a waste of f-ing time.

You're more likely to find a guy running into direct oncoming traffic! The downside is that you might die but at least you'll be out of your misery shortly.

Decided that if I was in a bomb shelter for 4 weeks straight all I would need to keep myself alive (apart from food/water) would be Inuyasha DVD's, TV/DVD Player, Wai Lana Yoga DVD's and Brie cheese and crackers....oh, and ramen! (buckwheat style the best). My dog would use less oxygen so I'd take her rather than a human, besides on occasion she smells better than my brother. Oh and I might take a tarot deck in with me as well.

Suffering chronic houseitus and non-existant love life, sometimes I wonder why I even bother waking up.

Well after you've been talking like Yoda for 3hrs straight one does have to question their own sanity a little.

You see my predicament? mmm, yes...tis a problem.

Bugger this I might go make some cookies or something.

Ciao Earthlings!

Currently listening : Silent Force By Within Temptation Release date: 18 November, 2004

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So, wanna see my beautiful designs? *Ahem*
Current mood: artistic
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

Heya All! Just thought I'd do some blatant self-advertising!!! Whoo! Go and check out http://www.suspend06.com/ to view my gorgeous designs!!! Hehe, aren't I shocking? Have a look under Tiffany Spicer to see my stuf! Oh, and check out my bio if you're interested! This is our fashion exhibition website, which we saved for ourselves, not bad, huh? P.S You do need flash for this, >.< ooo I hope you can still see my pics! We had a professional photographer and everything! Hehe it's lemony hot, isn't it?? SWEET LEMONY GOODNESS!! THE PICS ARE SOO SEXY, OUI? Can you recognize the model? hehe!

Jasmine (Luke's girlfriend) is gonna KILL me!! tee hee!

Please enjoy my design (divine) inspiration, after all- *wink* I make it so you can enjoy it!

Kisses, from The Designer!    xo

Currently watching : Inu-Yasha - Shattered Memories (Vol. 17) Release date: 27 April, 2004

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Higher than Hope!
Current mood: bouncy

Greetings Citizens! I have come from afar to tell you that I have been unleashed (yes, the rumours are true)! So batten down the hatches because Uni has finished Whoot! Yes...it IS ONLY REGISTERING IN MY BRAIN NOW.....and Tiffy is feeling naughty.....(maniacal laugh in backround)...and I'm on the hunt for fun. So, a quick update before I get totally plastered and can't remember anything...I bought my violin....just don't have it yet...waiting for it to be stringed or something...um, the annoying little prat I am sadly still in love with is returning in two days, what else oh, the guy who had a porche that I dated contacted me the other day...and I don't know why since he ended it all...horrible prick really..obviously he couldn't con anyone else into sleeping with him otherwise I wouldn't have heard from him *kudos to me for NOT sleeping with him* hehe! Hmm, pondering another anime day *squeal* and numerous other things-so stay tuned! And hoping to graduate but results aren't in yet...but I live in hope!

I'll probably see you all soony, and we must get plastered..especially Dean cos he is so funny drunk...hehe

Anyhoo, love to you, see you!

~*Tifa*~

Currently listening : Once By Nightwish Release date: 05 October, 2004

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To be a Rock and not to Roll?
Current mood: rejuvenated

Haroo! And a happy lemony delicious welcome to you all again! >.<

Bizarre week, it has been! Tifa has been feeling much better of late, in all her quirkyiness...I have a major photoshoot next week, models and everything, so I'm busy busy sewing away (as per usual). On another note, hehe pardon the pun, I haven't disclosed this to you yet thrillseekers, but for awhile now I've wanted badly to get back into the musical scene again (as a hobby of course), but instead of getting back into the vocal stuff, 10 years is still enough for me not to go hardcore with it again, I decided I wanted to actually learn to play an instrument this time- for real! Don't get me wrong, cause I know what I'm doing. Firstly, I know how to read music already so that base is covered, secondly I had keyboard and flute lessons in high school, so I know what learning an instrument is like....there was also another instrument I had an introduction to, but as this was part of class and not separate lessons I stopped playing it when the classes rotated. I really liked this instrument, but I was already getting lessons with flute so I let it go. But years later, I wish I had've had the chance to play it properly, and so for the last month or so- I've come to a decision. In the next couple of weeks, Tifa is going to buy a violin!

N.B. On a sub-note Tifa would like to thank Elyse for reminding her, how much she missed making music, thx hon!

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I hate being sick! I hate it!
Current mood: sick

Whimsy upon whimsy!

Man, it has literally been an age since I wrote in here! Sorry guys! Uni is really picking up, and I am faced with the prospect of being too sick to be properly productive anyway. Almost had a teary in studio because my lecturer decided to make my life hell yesterday...if you think a lecturer in a bad mood is bad, try a gay lecturer in a bad mood, and then you shall truly know suffering. Still, despite all that, he is a good teacher..just his mannerisms are a little harsh. That being said, being sick sucks...haven't touched my tarot cards in an age, and curious as to whether I should meditate sick....could be very trippy?! Hehe, maybe I should try it..

Soldier on with codral (mmm..)! Oh dear, not very happy right now...still, I'm not alone...my mucus is showing more loyalty to me than the man of the moment *sigh*. I should do stand -up comedy on myself, only I'd get too depressed after the show! Oh, I wish the Universe would throw me a bone, once in a while...considering on making paracetamol part of my complete diet...god, i'm good! Love the delirium! Hell, I'd take morphine right now if I could, love that stuff...

Anyhoo, stay tuned for the next exciting episode of Miss Tifa's life, entitled "How my cold progressed, so that the inside of my head developed it's own eco-system" (be afraid, be very afraid).

Or, in other worlds, Love the Delirium! 

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Blissful Moments...
Current mood: peaceful

Konnichiwa All!

Hope life is peachy for all my lovely readers!  Hmm, what to talk about? Well, my first meditation class was very exciting but I'll hold off talking about it at the mo because I want to do a few more sessions before I comment (we've only just started you see). The recent Tarot Guild meeting was awesome, with a full guided meditation on one of the cards (Ace of Pentacles)...I left there on a cloud, all dreamy and stuff, blissful in a word! Uni has been ok, I guess, just starting to get interesting. On the home front, I am trying to be really good and NOT contact a certain someone...hard I know, so tempting to fall back into old habits, but I know it's for my own good, kinda have to force myself to move on, but I'm hating every second of it *sigh*. It's the hardest thing being tough on yourself, especially in the relationship department >.< , strange that this time round though, it feels so much harder. Makes me think about it, but there isn't anything I can do anymore, done everything that is humanly possible..*sigh* sucks y'know?

Anyhoo, bought a new CD, called Nightwish and it's pretty damn pro..for anyone who likes power metal or Evanescence, you might like these guys so try 'em on for size.

Anyway, that's it from me, I'll update when i have some more news!

Sayonara! Tif.

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