WHO’S GIRL 5?
Current mood: curious
Category: Romance and Relationships

WHAT IS 6 IS 4 SEX?

GIRL 6...

6 is the nastiest. She doesn't' take no shit from no one. Don't get in her way cause by all means, she gets down for her crown. There are not any limits but the sky is her world. She is the BEST BITCH in Cali and will never show what she is going through...

~~~NO EDVIDENCE~~~

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TREATED U BETTER
Current mood: cold
Category: FUCKED UP Romance and Relationships

I TREATED U BETTER
I TREATED YOU BETTER HOW U JUST GONNA CUM AND LET HER LEAVE AS SHE LEAVE, AS SHE WALK OUT THE DOOR.

THIS SHIT IS ISANE AND I CAN'T TAKE NO MORE, SHIT I'M NOT THE AVERAGE SLUT OR WHORE, I JUST  BANG THESE NIGGAS TILL THEY CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE..

SHIT, I TREATED U BETTER!!

HOW YOU GONNA LET HER BREAK US APART? YOU WANTED FIRE, I GAVE YOU THE SPARK..

I TREATED YOU BETTER!!!

MY EART IS BROKEN, SO I''M TURNING YOU ONTO THIS LETTER:

Am I a whore cause she can't take care of her man? Shit, I was up at night with you when that bitch couldn't understand. Shit I stayed by your side when shit went down, i was ready to ride.. I was the bitch right by your side and now you wanna marry the bitch/be with the bitch and expect me to hide?? Shit you got me fucked up like I have no pride. Shit...

I TREATED YOU BETTER!! MY HEART'S BROKEN SO I'M TURNING YOU ONTO THIS LETTER:

Now you read my letter and you read my song. This is a case of a good dick gone wrong. Fuck it I poured my heart into this song. Its just a case of a ungrateful ass nigga who just strung me along...

SHIT I TREATED YOU BETTER HOW YOU GONNA JUST LET HER?? 

IM THAT FIRE, THE SPARK, LOVELY GIRL 6 AND I'M BANGIN'EM NIGGAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO SICK....

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GrOwN WoMan vRs GiRLs!
Current mood: chill
Category: Life

 Grown Woman

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and
make plans.

Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in
where he fits in.

                  Girls want to control the man in their life.

    Grown women know that if he's s truly hers, he doesn't need
controlling.

                     Girls check you for not calling them.

                Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

                         Girls are afraid to be alone.

       Grown women revel in it's using it as a time for personal
growth.

                          Girls ignore the good guys.

                        Grown women ignore the bad guys.

                           Girls make you come home.

                    Grown women make you want to come home.


      Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their
man.

     Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any
man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him
hanging with
his friends).

Grown women realize that a little bit of space makes the
together
        time even more special and goes to kick it with her own
friends.

     Girls think a guy crying is weak.Grown women offer their shoulder
and a tissue.

                Girls want to be spoiled and tell their man so.

Grown women show him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate
without fear of losing his manhood.

             Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.

                  Grown women know that, that was just one man.

  Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their
affection,
   ignoring all signs.

Grown women know that sometimes the one you love,
don't
             always love you back and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.

Grown women will read this and
pass it
  on to other Grown women and their male friends. Do not go where the
path may
           lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
 6 is 4 sex

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GrOwN WoMan vRs GiRLs!
Current mood: chill
Category: Life

 Grown Woman

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and
make plans.

Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in
where he fits in.

                  Girls want to control the man in their life.

    Grown women know that if he's s truly hers, he doesn't need
controlling.

                     Girls check you for not calling them.

                Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

                         Girls are afraid to be alone.

       Grown women revel in it's using it as a time for personal
growth.

                          Girls ignore the good guys.

                        Grown women ignore the bad guys.

                           Girls make you come home.

                    Grown women make you want to come home.


      Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their
man.

     Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any
man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him
hanging with
his friends).

Grown women realize that a little bit of space makes the
together
        time even more special and goes to kick it with her own
friends.

     Girls think a guy crying is weak.Grown women offer their shoulder
and a tissue.

                Girls want to be spoiled and tell their man so.

Grown women show him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate
without fear of losing his manhood.

             Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.

                  Grown women know that, that was just one man.

  Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their
affection,
   ignoring all signs.

Grown women know that sometimes the one you love,
don't
             always love you back and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.

Grown women will read this and
pass it
  on to other Grown women and their male friends. Do not go where the
path may
           lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
 6 is 4 sex

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LIFE IS SHORT...
Current mood: lonely
Category: Writing and Poetry

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OVERALL I’M STILL HAPPY
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Life

Something that just made it THE LAST STRAW

I told ***** that when I go to orange county I would meet him to give him to give gas money. I end up getting there late. He told me to go to garden have him paged once I arrived. I pull up and his brother is in his car waiting in the front parked for ***** to come out he was to be off work at 4:00 and it was 4:10. I go inside and did what ***** told me to when I get there. He didn't respond to the page but he tried calling on my cell but missed the call. I go out to the front to the store waiting with his brother *** and ***** call asking where I was I told him he comes out and he's just looking saying he got off at 5:00 and says so what's up cause I got go & I figure out he's talking to me basically telling me okay he's waiting for me to give him the money. Then he tells me that corde shoe's was in his car but after the way he was being towards me I didn't care he just brushing me off like nothing. as I getting it out my purse he talking to his brother asking him if he go with him to go and get this money his money and I really don't have much money as it was cause of unexpected things that occurred but since I said I was going to give it to him I was keeping to my word and I tell him that he gave me this look and was like whatever under his breath really low says thanks after handing it to him he turns to his brother all in conversation as if now I'm not there.

AS AS I AM I

walk off and not say shit to him and said fuck my baby shoes and fuck him to go to my car so i can leave and had no attentions on talking to him anymore after that not on a personal level that is. I turn back and I gave him a look to let him know pretty much how I felt and that I was pissed and was outie 5000

IT HURT ME SO MUCH AND IT WAS SO FUCKED UP HOW HE WAS ACTING TOWARDS ME AND ALL INTO TALKING TO HIS BROTHER THAT HE SEE ALL THE TIME AS IF I DIDN'T JUST COME ALL THE WAY OVER TO HIS JOB AND JUST GIVE HIM FUCKEN MONEY THAT I DIDN'T' HAVE TO GIVE LIKE IT WAS JUST WATEVER, NOT TO FORGET THE COMMENT HE MADE WHEN HE WAS AT MY HOUSE THAT HE CAN MAKE A BUSINESS OUT OF IT ME GIVING HIM MONEY PLAYING OR NOT HE SAID IT. THEN HE TALKING TO HIS BROTHER BOUT GOING TO PICK UP MONEY BUT STILL TAKING WHAT I GAVE HIM. I FEEL REALLY USED AND I CANT FIND THE WORDS HOW EMOTIONALLY FUCKED I REALLY FELT BY *****.

I never ask him or expect much from him he complains when I say something to him bout things that bother me. I am always the one who takes care of the cost in everything that we do. I don't need him to do anything else not that I ever do but according to him I do but whatever. I am a lost to him. I am able to do and take care of shit and he don't have to come out the pocket and do shit then on top of that he gives me hardly anything else in return. I'm not making big deal out of me paying for things what the moral of it all is I'm the one pretty much doing most of everything when it comes to me and him. He gives nothing hardly anything back in return in other aspects that I know I deserve but to him he don't care to take time to do any of those things or try to make me happy and I go out my way to do things for him but now I had my last straw it's over and I am serious the only way I'd go back on my word is if he puts effort in to show me that I mean something and more to him to start doing things for me I'm not talking bout money wise. If he don't get what I'm talking bout then he needs to figure it out and if he don't then oh, well I guess it's THE END….

FREE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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A Promise, Why, 2 my guy
Current mood: pissy
Category: Writing and Poetry

A promise

Baby, we may not be the best
of what we are,
we may not talk often,
I just want you to know
that no matter
how difficult things can be,
In the long run
You will still have me

ITS 2 LATE
Current mood: relieved
Category: Romance and Relationships

So many nites that I cried tears for you
And out of the years all the shit that
You done put me thru
And I can see now love will make you
Do crazy things
No matter what you've done to me
I took you back anyway But now


There's nothing more to say, There's nothing more to do
I don't see myself getting back wit you
And every single way I think about those
Days at the last minute you tried to change, but
It's too late, it's too late
It's too late, it's too late

Now you might  hate me cause I
Done went and found somebody new
But I feel like you took my love for granted bae
You didn't appreciate the things that I've done for you
And god knows I tried to make it work but
The past kept catchingup to me and making me hurt



Try to tell myself why should I feel so bad inside
When the only thing you've done to me
Was tell lies after lies
Now it's time for you to see all the things that you've done to me
I ain't't got no choice but to let you go
Cause I can't take the lack of love no more.

ITS 2 LATE. 2 LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Nasty Poems
Current mood: satisfied

POEM 1

 Love is a temptation

that starts with a sensation.

When a guy sticks his location,

in my destination

to increase the population

for the next generation

do you get my explanation

or would you like a demonstration?

POEM 2 

Shy is blue
water is wet I'll make you cum
I'll make you sweat
Pressed up against my body
moving up and down
slowly but firmly
we'll move the ground

POEM 3 

Sex is like math
you subtract the cloths
add the bed
divide the legs
and pray to god
you don't multiply

Poem 4

Roses are red
Grass is green
open your legs
and I'll feel you up with cream

Poem 5

Hickory Dickory dock
this bitch was sucking my cock
the clock struck two
I dumped my boo
and dumped the bitch at the end of the block

Poem 6
Sex is good
sex is fine
Doggy style 69
Just for fun
or getting paid
everyone likes getting laid

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Lying 2 me Trust u NO
Current mood: disappointed
Category: Romance and Relationships

Y, is that when you start to fall in love and really start to trusting someone they go and do something and they mess it up by simply not being honest, and they've been lying to you in your face.

Honestly, i felt that I could trust him and believe him. I WANTED to believe & trust him, but it was jus hard after finding out that he was being dishonest during the coarse of our relationship. Us seeing each other I mean!

I would always go to him and tell him what's up. I wish he would've been truthful when i ask him bout it, instead of me finding out the way i did. If he had just been upfront and kept it real with me like i ask and been honest with me when I asked him to I wouldnt be having trust issues that i do... I really want to believe him and trust him beacuse I love him with ALL of my HEART.... he means the world to me but if he cant keep it 100% then how can I know that what he says is really the truth......Im choosing to let his ass go!

HE ONCE SAID HE LOVED ME, I am seriously DOUBTING THAT…

mAybe you do, maybe you don't. But, if you love someone like you say that you did then why lie? We not even together, so why not just tell me, why LIE!?

  I have been nothing but honest with him from day one because there was no reason to lie to him but I guess there was a reason for him to lie to me.... I still havent figured out why he did lie to me.... maybe he didnt want to hurt my feelings or like he said cause he didnt want to lose me and still wanted me in his life and if he would of told me the truth he would of have lost me.
CAn i believe that? Is that true? or is it a LIE? I mean a lot to him so he say. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE ABOUT ANYTHING HE'S EVER TOLD ME SINCE WE BEEN INVOLVED... if you lie to someone you ain't with Just imagine what he LIE about if we was 2gether? (EYEbrow raiser! there) When I change and distant myself he thought that I didn't really love him like i said I did. That HURT.... Felt like maybe I needed to stop loving him but I could never ever stop loving him and yea if he had been honest with me my feelings may very well have been hurt but the truth hurts but lies hurt EVEN more.... and I would rather you be honest with me then lie to me to later find out the truth

someone else thats what hurts me the most... not that you lied but that I had to find out from HER and not YOU..... 

P.S. im sure if you read this you know excatlly who you are.... im not madd with you never could I be madd at you or hate you I am just VERY disappointed with you thats all... you know I do love you but I'm just very upset with the situation but I DO love you ok?

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