It comes and goes like a childhood friend. A drowing gaping emptiness. Why does the darkness always find me? I finally think I am free, I am better, and here it comes again, tiptoing in the shadows. How can emptiness feel so heavy? So burdonsome, and yet so hollow. I'm grasping for familiarity, but coming up short handed in this new world I have created for myself. Good things keep happening, and yet the darkness prevails. Why can I never be satisfied, never satiated? Why am I always thristing for something I can't find? I wish the night would just leave me alone.
Bling Bling Bash
Current mood: gangstalicious
Category: gangstalicious Parties and Nightlife
Hosted By: VIcky, miranda, joey When: Friday Feb 22, 2008 at 10:00 PM Where: Bolivar House 619 Bolivar St. Denton, 76201 United States Description: VIcky, miranda, joey
i think this year is going ot be one of the good ones. everyone around me seems to be moving toward really good places, and i feel very centered. i just had a job interview that went awesome, my sister is having her first child and is indescribably happy, my other sister has finally gotten out of an abusive relationship, my parents are both healthy again, and everything is just feeling right. if i can just ride this wave and maintain it, i think it could be one of my best years yet. :)
so i had my interview for the administrative assistant position today. i think it went rather well. he seemed to really take a liking to me, so i really think i'm going to get it. :). i really hope i do. more than twice as much money, weekends off, it'd be pretty sweet, indeed. and lets not forget health insurance! woot! i can hypochondriac away if i like.so yeah... cross your fingers for me
i had the weirdest dream last night. i was sleeping next to my mom when i heard some music and woke up. i went into the next room and there was this guy in glasses playing and singing some obscure elvis song, and he stopped and told me it was time to go. i went out the front door and i was outside during the day, and all these people i remember from my childhood were outside, only they were older, and some people who are dead now were there too, and there was an aisle in the middle between them and i was walking forward toward something when i woke up. i get the eerie feeling that i was walking up to look at my own casket, and i was in heaven or something, i dont know. i was just weird because none of my friends were there and my sisters and my parents weren't there. the only relatives i had who were there were dead. it was kinda creepy.
moving sucks ass. seriously. but a rockin new house lies in my future, and hey, that's not too shabby. i really wish it would stop raining so we could move the furninture though :(. soggy beds make vicky sad. when we finish though, we're going to have a rad party and you all should come, definitely.
flametrick subs!!! (pictures work now, yay!)
Current mood: complacent
so thursday night was super bad ass, maybe i had to work on three hours of sleep but it was so totally worth it. i think i found two new bands to be in love with. the jungle rockers and two hoots and a holler. of course no one holds a candle to my fave the flametrick subs, but really, how can you beat psychobilly and half naked evil go go dancers, for real. anyways here's some pics of the bad ass bands....
dan's silverleaf is awesome for hosting the show
the jungle rockers
two hoots and a holler
and of course the flametrick subs with satan's cheerleaders
they played my favorite song, a cover of sam the sham's little red riding hood. it was so awesome, well a really bad dancer guy tried to ruin it, but nothing can ruin the flametrick subs. if you didnt make it out this time, you should definitely shoot for next time :).
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