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June 19, 2008 - Thursday
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Quitting that damn job
Current mood:  happy
I am thrilled to say that after nearly 10 months of doing phone sex for a living I am quitting because the Paysite modeling job is starting come through for me and the phone job is getting to the point where I HATE it with a passion. The phone job saps my creativity and makes me uncomfortable and irritated. If you notice I have not even blogged much in the last 10 months, the phone work literally takes all my creative juices and gives nothing back.
I love the modeling job, it is actually pretty creative, I come up with outfits, many of which I make, I come up with ideas for shoots and backgrounds as well as props. I like the people I am working with both through the company and my photographers.
I am hoping that as I spend some time away from the phone sex job my creative energies towards writing will come back.
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May 20, 2008 - Tuesday
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it is official I am a Paysite Model
Current mood:  adventurous
That is right I am joining a paysite, after years of people pushing me to do so I am going to try it.
I am joining Super Size Bombshells, I am doing it under my old webname MsXXL since I have always modeled under that name and have had a site www.msxxl.com for around 10 years now. I also see this as a way to keep it seperate from my day to day life which when I make the effort is reflected in this site and this blog (I will honestly try harder to do so.)
In fact this is one of the few times you will probably see any mention on my trinaxxl profile about te modeling, if you want to know more you can check out and join www.myspace.com/realmsxxl where I will try to keep stuff updated. I will be posting one or two messages about the other profile on the board and that will be the last spamming I do.
Today my friend Jaden and I took 3 sets of photos and some video, we easily took over 200 photos and 10 mins of video for my site on www.supersizedbombshells.com and plan to take at least 2 more sets in the next week. The photos will be going up soon and the videos hopefully not long after that since we need to get a device that lets us download footage from a super 8 camera to the computer and it is around $65 so I have to wait til next week to order it, then a week to ship it. It should only take a few days to load and edit the videos. I plan to get a digital video camera soon but this will be a back up for us to have.
I also realize I am going to need to buy a new digital camera, no to get a larger Megapixal (Mine is 5.1 and that is ok for what I am doing) but to get a faster one with a faster refresh rate. Back in the early days of my free site I had a camera that was 1.5 MP and it had a nearly 20 second refresh rate and it was not a problem, I did not have the arthritis I do now and could hold a pose a LONG time without discomfort and sadly it is not as easy these days. Maybe I am just getting old but boy it is a lot harder to take sets of 50 to 80 pics than to take the 10 to 15 I use to take per set and doing three of those sets on one of the first truely hot days of the year was hard. I will also have to come up with more ideas for sets, for clothing especially since to start at least I will have to make most of the stuff I wear until I can afford to get stuff made for me. I want my site to be as good as I consider my www.msxxl.com site to be, in fact I may very well revisit some of the photo ideas I had for that site and enlarge on them and make them more well adult.
Yes the fact is after years of balking at it I have finally gotten more comfortable with posing nude, maybe it is the fact that I never felt that it was a good idea to post nudity on a free site, or maybe I am a mercenary bitch and getting paid makes a different but I am much more comfortable with it at 39 then I was at 29 or any time since.
There are going to be lots of challanges to my doing this pay site but hopefully lots of rewards as well, I will try to keep you up to date here on what is happening with my paysite and reentry into modeling.
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Without Remorse
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tom clancy
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April 26, 2008 - Saturday
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Lost cat
As usual lately I am way way behind on my blogging and yes I have had things going on lately so like I did last time instead of trying to give a day by day of the last month I will just hit some main topics such as:
Lost Cat.
I let this guy come over to watch a movie after making it clear to him that the only thing we were doing was watching Spiderman 3, and he managed to let Princess, my Himalayan, out of the house by not getting my front door closed. Nepo, my Siamese with the trouble walking and standing, thankfully did not go out but Princess did. I looked for her and posted a few signs and went to the pound but now I feel guilty cause I don't think I did as much as I could of and I wonder if that is because she has been so much trouble lately.
She is the one who won't poo in the litterbox so we have to put down tons of papers (which makes the house stink to high hell), she is the one who makes messes in the rest of the house and who tears stuff up. I hope she is ok but the truth is I don't miss her that much and I wish I was a better person and did not prefer one cat to the other but I know I would be even more upset if it was Nepo who was lost.
I think part of it is I am pretty sure someone took her, she is a beautiful cat, a cream colored flame point Himalayan who has recently been groomed and she is very affectionate. I guess from what I read that that breed is the most stolen breed so maybe she is in someone's place right now. At least I hope so.
I then decided that Nepo might stop crying (Rahhhh rahhhh Reow reow) non-stop if he had a little friend so I decided to adopt this amazing black cat they had who was so loving and I thought "well I don't think he will push Nepo around."
I paid the $33.52 to get him ($25 on special and 7 for a rabies shot and tax) and brought him home and Nepo, who I worried would be bullied, went INSANE. This is the cat who has a hard time standing up right for more than a few minutes and falls down when he walks and he jumped at least 2 feet in the air and landed on this poor kitty and began attacking him. Nepo chased the poor thing through the house and kept attacking him until I got the black cat into the computer room. I realized when Nepo sat out side the door growling that there was no way I could keep this cat.
The next day I took him back to the Humane Society and told them to donate the money I had given them to helping him get adopted and any money that was left over to put towards another black cat since it seems that it is actually difficult for them to get adopted cause people think they are bad luck or something. Now I feel guilty about two cats.
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I had so much fun last night!
Current mood:  content
Actually yesterday was pretty good all around. I remembered that mom had paid extra for me to join America's Best Optical's eyecare club which allowed me to get 3 contact exams for $99 and I never used it so I called up and found out it expires June 7th. I made an appointment and found out that my contacts are going to cost me about $100 for 6 pairs but that they will give me two pairs of test ones for me to try and that should last me through to june when I go to dark arts then I can buy the regular packs. I have been occasionally wearing the 3 year old prescription which don't even correct my astigmatism and that is not a good idea.
I was suppose to meet this really nice guy Loran I met Tuesday from PoF at Mulligan's after the Big Easy closed around midnight (he works at B.E.) but he could not make it since he had to do his day job today and asked if we could meet again on Saturday. I told him ok but since I had already told friends I would be there I decided to head down.
I thought Tom had to close last night but I texted him anyway and told him I was headed down to Mullies and he said he would meet me there and that he got off at around 7 so he was free.
I went down there and if I might say I was looking very good, the new tones in my hair (more about that later) looked good and my make-up came out nice. At first I cold not figure out what was keeping Tom but it ends up he was in another part of the bar playing pool so I joined him until the guy he was playing headed out then we joined my friends. Along the way we ran into Jamie the waitress and asked for a PBR, somehow she thought we wanted a pitcher so we ended up both drinking Pabst (me putting tomato in mine.)
I love watching Tom play pool, I suck at the game but he is so good at it and it is just kind of hot to see him play with such attention. Brandy was there with her new corset that was made in Pakistan and we teased her about the fact that if she wore it there they would stone her but man was it beautiful. I can't wait to start making new clothes with the patterns we got (more later).
At some point I had convinced Tom to let me bleach his hair last night but I am happy to say that we forgot after a while…LOL.
I didn't get much work done this week so I have to work this afternoon and evening to make up for going to the bar again tonight to meet Loran at around midnight so I will work til probably 11pm.
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April 25, 2008 - Friday
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Just to prove I am alive
You can see how bored I get on my job....
1) Do you like blue cheese? YUCK
2) Have you ever smoked heroin? Why do I look stupid to you? NO
3) Do you own guns? No I shake too much to be any good with a gun I do own knives and swords
4) What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Vanilla in Sprite Zero
5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? No
6) What do you think of hot dogs? I prefer chorizos when I am drunk and I get them on the street corner downtown
7) Favorite Christmas song? The Pagans and the Christians
8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee
9) Can you do push ups? Not if my life depended on it.
10) Can you do a chin up? See above
11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My ankh
12) Favorite hobby? Hanging with Friends
13) Ever been in a car wreck? Yes, many years ago.
14) Do you have A.D.D.? No
15) What's one trait that you hate about yourself? Lack of impulse control
16) Middle name? Christine
17) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? This guy is boring on the phone, I cant wait to get downtown and vodka tastes ok in Arizona sugar free tea
18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday. Grapes, coffee and fingernail polish remover
9) Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Coffee, ice tea, and water
20) Current worry? Personal emotional bullshit
21) Current dislike/hate right now? Wanting something I cant have and wondering if I only want it cause I cant have it.
23) How did you bring in the New Year? At a party
25) Name three people who will complete this? Not sure.
26) Do you own slippers? A pair of fuzzy leopard ones I never wear
27) What shirt are you wearing? Not wearing a shirt right now
28) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Yes in the fall winter and spring
29) Can you whistle? Yes
30) Favorite color? Black and burgundy.
31) Would you be a pirate? No I leave that up to Pirate Jeff
32) What songs do you sing in the shower? I don't sing in the shower
33) Favorite girl's name? It changes daily
34) Favorite boy's name? Ian and Liam
35) What's in your pocket? I don't have pockets
36) Last thing that made you laugh? The stupid guy on the phone
37) Best bed sheets as a child? Can't remember
38) Worst injury you've ever had? Nothing much compares to arthritis but I broke my arm once
39) Do you love where you live? It is ok
40) How many TVs do you have in your house? 2 but I don't watch TV I just use one of them for DVDs
41) Who is your loudest friend? Not sure
42) How many dogs do you have? A stuffed toy one
43) Does someone have a crush on you? I think so but not the guy I want to have one on me
45) What is your favorite book? Not sure I read a lot and like a lot
46) What is your favorite candy? English Toffee
47) Favorite Sports Team? I'm not really into sports at al
48) What song do you want played at your funeral? Winterborn by The Cruxshadows, Cinnamon Girl by Type O negative and Unwell by Matchbox 20
49) What were you doing 12 AM last night? Working
50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? "I wish I could wake up with the person I want to all the time"
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April 1, 2008 - Tuesday
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Sunday 3-30-08
Me and Dave
I love her dress
Brandy and Marissa
Me in Burgandy
Such an Emo shot
I am 5’5" that shows you how tall the guys I know
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March 29, 2008 - Saturday
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Pics from Thrusday the 27 at the Bouquet
Brandy and I went to the Bouquet Thursday night to see 3 bands play, LULLABI POLAR, WILT CHAMBERLANS BABY and RADILAC. I have not gone to see a band play just for the hell of it in a long time but Luke the singer of Lullabi Polar has mentioned his shows to me like 3 times and I always say I will try to make it and then don’t so we decided to go.
 Luke and me
Brandy was sick and I feel really bad that she went with me anyway because I am sort of a wimp and have not hung with that crowd much and didn’t know if I would know anyone. I dont know if I would have gone without her but I wish she had felt better. The band we went to see of course played last and so we were there til about midnight.
As always Brandy looked Amazing
I had a good time, the only time I smoke is when I drink, mostly to slow me down drinking.
We ran in to Adam there so at least I knew a few people.
Here is some pics of LULLABI POLAR who are hopefully going to play the LULLABI POLARWarped tour (go to their profile and vote for them)
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March 26, 2008 - Wednesday
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Feeling Lonely
Current mood:  lonely
I am tired of being lonely, I am tired of feeling like so much is missing from my life even when I am with friends.
I am not talking just friends or just someone to have sex with, I have never had trouble finding either of those things. No what I want is someone who WANTS me, LOVES me and CARES deeply for me all while DESIRING me. Tall order I know.
It is also so hard with the Borderline since even medicated I tend to over react to things and then I make myself feel bad or mess things up by over reacting and scaring the guy off.
There is a guy I really like, but he is temporarily out of town and I have not heard from him, but then of course he is busy working and all that or so I try to tell myself. But other times with my screwed up perception of time I feel like it has been a lot longer than 5 days and I feel neglected. I admit it where men are concerned I am not a patient woman. Lets just hope that things work out there (Though I am not holding my breath) and I don’t screw it up.
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Men... what can you do with them
Current mood:  vexed
I am really behind on a lot of the stuff in my life that has been going on so I am just going to cover stuff at random.
MEN:
What is with me and men? I mean really why is it so difficult? Why is it always the ones I can’t have that I want? And why is it that I will go a while with no men in my life and suddenly I am tripping over them but not the right one?
I have a real problem, I love men, I love how they look, feel, smell, taste and sound. The only thing I don’t love most of the time is how they behave towards me.
The things that drive me nuts with men:
Guys who come on strong, all affectionate and admiring and then as soon as you are into them disappear, stop contacting you as soon as they get what they want. Or who tell you that they care but only contact you enough to keep you hanging on to hope.
Guys who like you enough to screw you but not enough to make you part of their lives even as friends, you end up being a totally separate part of their lives.
Guys who pretend to like you just to get laid and if they realize you wont or if you do they can’t get away fast enough or who turn kind of mean about it.
Guys who don’t want anyone knowing that they like you, who make it clear they would screw you but only if no one found out.
Guys who act like you are a slut for doing just what they do.
I wish at times I could just give up on men, not that I want to be with women full time, I just wish I could give up the desire to be loved and to give love. I wish I could give up the desire to be physical with men, the desire to touch, taste, etc. I wish I just did not want one in my life.
Why is it I can go months with no men hitting on me, tempting me, and then suddenly I get like four who want to get with me and why is it never the one I WANT? Maybe it is cause it is spring or something but I seem to have an abundance of guys hitting on me and wanting to at least get with me once or twice if not more but none of them seem all that interested in more. And of course there has to be one I want and don’t seem to have any luck with right now.
Oh well sometimes I wish I was the slut people seem to think I am, then maybe I just wouldn’t care, I would work my way through men and be done with it.
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March 25, 2008 - Tuesday
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Nails and make up chatter
Current mood:  giggly
I am really behind on a lot of the stuff in my life that has been going on so I am just going to cover stuff at random.
FINGERNAILS AND MAKE-UP:
Must be spring! I am being all girly again, Danielle had her nails done for her birthday in March and decided she wanted them but did not like the ones that had been done in the franchise salon she went to so I called around and found this great salon here in Boise, FINGERPRINTS 384-9908 and that is how we met Amelia. Amelia is this really nice lady who has come in twice on Sundays to do D’s nails and after I watched her do the first set I was hooked. I made an appointment to have my nails done the next day.
It was $35 for the first set of Gel nails, these are much better than acrylic and last longer. That was about a month ago and since then I have had 2 fills and some repairs but many of the original nails are still there. I have had them done 3 different colors by here and the great thing about gels is you can paint fingernail polish right over them and take it off and never effect it, so I changed the look of them a lot.
The last set we did was the hardest and if I want to keep this look up I need to find a way to do them easier. Amelia went through hell trying to do my black nails with red glitter tips, first she had to put on three or four coats of the black gel and then the glitter would not take, every time we baked it a lot of it came off. She did tell me she could polish my nails with my own polish and then seal them with gel, which is what I hope we can do if I make my own red glitter polish and take in my black. It is just that they are soooo amazing looking.
I have also bought some new make up, including some Revlon lips stuff I have been wanting, I got three of their $12 glosses for $2 each on clearance and then with a coupon I bought their lip stain and a mineral powder liquid foundation (buy one get one half price)
I also later bought this amazing black polish by NICOLE that has dark blue micro-flecks in it. There is something about spring that brings the girly out in me, not to mention the spend thrift.
I went to Gingers make-up class and ordered a red Manic Panic eye shadow and a new high quality foundation since I have such a hard time matching them to my skin.
The funny thing is I was never a girly girl growing up, I was a bit of a tomboy, without being athletic at all. I really looked down on a lot of the girly stuff, make up and being the one being rescued by the guys when we played war. I always had to be fighter, a Sergeant-Major, not a nurse. It wasn’t til my late 20s I got all into the fun of make up. Now I am an addict.
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Danielle and the Car
Current mood: happy
I am really behind on a lot of the stuff in my life that has been going on so I am just going to cover stuff at random.
DANIELLE:
Lets see. I have been driving Danielle to and from work for the last 8 months or so and it has really put a strain on our friendship. I love Danielle but we are both human and want our own way (a lot) and she is a lot younger than me and we don’t always see eye to eye on how we want to be treated. We were getting to the point where we could not stand to be around each other or to talk to each other at all and were basically beginning to hate each other.
She and I had gotten to the point where we would say things that were just mean, not nice at all and last Tuesday it all came to a head. I had a date with a guy I wish things would get happen with beyond the buddy stage (where I am/have been with most of the guys I got involved with) and Danielle and I got in a big fight about me not being able to take her to lunch. We ended up not talking for a little while and I sat there and bawled my eyes out right before I was suppose to meet this guy.
The next day we had a conversation and Danielle told me she was going to buy a car, lets just say I did he Happy dance right then and there. I think if we are lucky and take our time Danielle and I can still be friends, in fact we have had more polite and friendly conversations since Wednesday then we have had in months.
It is also great because I have more freedom at night, before I had to be there to pick her up at 12:30 and then be at her work at 10 PM to take her home. Now I can actually go places in the evening though this means that I will be working more in the early morning and mid afternoon.
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Busy 3 Days
Current mood: cooky/wacky
I have been meaning to blog for a long time but half the time I am at the computer I am working and can’t be typing away much less concentrate on what to say and the other half I spend trying to think how I will write about all the stuff that has passed since the last time I posted about stuff.
Finally I just decided I need to write what is going on in my life and if I get a chance to catch up great if not oh well.
SATURDAY:
This weekend was pretty wild, Saturday I went to grandma’s house early and finished this patterned velvet tank top to wear to the House of Vamp pre-Easter BBQ that day then went over to Neonephtis a hair and clothing and beauty place a bunch of friends work at for a make up class that Ginger was teaching. I had to rush back to grandma’s to cook a casserole for the party then drove out past the next town (about 15 miles each way) for the BBQ. I stopped and bought a bottle of Vampire wine at this fancy gas station out in the middle of no-where near their house to give to them. I also brought a cheap bottle of vodka and a gallon of OJ and pop.
We had a wonderful time and I had fun hanging with Sonic (Loomis Vons) who is a blast to flirt with even though he is all of 21. The only sucky part of the day was getting dirty looks from this one gal all day since she likes him and he was having more fun flirting with me. I just have sort of lost my ability to put up with that shit gracefully lately and had to restrain myself from saying something shitty to her. In fact I ended up leaving early because of it.
SUNDAY:
Sunday was pretty mild, I had to drive a friend way the hell out to no-where and then I went home and napped for a bit then visited with another friend and watched Lucky Number Sle7en which was great, I love weird movies with strange twists. Then I went over to grandma’s and sewed on one of the dresses made from my satin top sheets. I managed to mis-cut the pattern and actually cut out two dresses instead of one and neither of them are big enough at the hips. I used the pillow cases to make one of the dressers fuller and the other I am going to make into a shorter open sided top/dress. We watched HAIRSPRAY and hung out then grandma realized that her checkbook had been stolen and that 2 more books of blanks were missing. I made her call the police (they talked to her Monday) then after while headed home. I had planned to work that even before going out but no such luck. I called a friend of mine who was partying with some friends and asked if he would like to hang with me at Nocturnum (Goth night) at Terrapin Station and after I got dressed up I picked him up and we headed there. We left after not too long and I took him home.
MONDAY:
As far as today goes it was a lot of fun, I hung out with a friend in the morning and then went to see Annie my councilor. Annie is this great older lady who reminds me of my grandmother and we have a lot of fun talking, I can tell her things that would only upset my grandmother or mother and she helps me see where my behavior is coming from without condemning me in anyway, not that my family really do but they worry so badly.
I came home around 2:30 and not long after that I got a call from Jim a guy who had seem my MYSPACE profile and was driving through town and just wanted someone to hang out with for a few hours on his way through. Jim had asked me to dinner and I thought what the hell and went. We ended up meeting around 3:30 at Applebee’s and thankfully I had only had a cup of soup and a small salad today since I had way way too much yummy but not good for you food. I really like their shooter desserts, they are a small dessert in a glass about half the size of a old fashion glass, the key lime pie one is my favorite and I just couldn’t pass it up. We had a lovely visit and stayed talking for about an hour after dinner before I had to head home and he had to head out of town.
I came home and built a profile for a friend, Loomis Vons (at least that is his nickname now) I didn’t have much to go on but he is a sweet 21 year old who reminds me of a Beta Wolf, wanting to please, sort of shy in his own way but also playful and definitely wanting to be part of a pack. So I found this great drawing of a tattoo with a wolf and flames, I inverted it to change black to white and then colored it in since he had said he loved black and orange. I made the wolf grey and the flames shades of red and orange. I then turned this into a background. I also made my own contact table for him using a flaming Harley Davison logo I found on line, to carry on the flaming and the black and orange themes.
I was bummed cause I had hoped to hang out with someone and sort of half ass got stood up so I called Brandy and asked if she was going out, thankfully she was at her sisters who is not far from my place so I went and grabbed her and we picked up a friend Aly and went down to MULLIGAN’S which has a wonderful make over with dark red paint and much better lighting so it no longer looks like a cafeteria. We hung out and listened to all this really different music (everything from punk to the Nelson’s and Barry White) and they played pool. I had a few drinks and then we headed home, it was a very very mellow night and I hope Brandy and I can make it to this show of this band who one of the performers is this cool guy name Luke.
I think I embarrassed Luke a little when he asked why I wasn’t home working and I told him "I don’t feel like talking dirty tonight to anyone who is not screwing me at the time." and later when he commented that my nails looked good wrapped around my cran and vodka and I said "You should see how hot they look wrapped around something else." then walked off. Sometimes my mouth escapes me.
I will try to catch you all up on some of the other things going on in my life in the next few days
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Currently
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Lucky Number Slevin (Widescreen Edition)
Release date: 12 September, 2006
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March 11, 2008 - Tuesday
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Benhi’s birthday
Current mood:  blessed
I had a wonderful time at Benhi's birthday party and got very very messed up on Absinthe which explains why these pics are so wonky and there are so few when I actually took like 70 of them, many of things like glasses of whiskey or Absinthe, floors and ceilings and popcorn.
Playing in the kitchen
Luis
Ginger
Jen and Hatter
David and Ginger
David
Dana the absinthe goddess
Bones, Hatter and Ginger and Benhi dancing
Alterra dancing
Benhi fan dancing
Me playing with the fan (I was too drunk to take a decent pic of myself)
the disaster in Alterra's kitchen after Hatter made a snack run.
Jen and Ginger
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March 4, 2008 - Tuesday
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Sugar skull pillows
Current mood:  creative
I am making Day of the Dead throw pillows...
This is a larger one maybe 12 inchs long I am giving it to Danielle for her birthday
This is the other one I am working on for Danielle's birthday, it will have four 5 inch skulls
This is one off of a pillow I am making for myself, it is also 5 inches
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February 29, 2008 - Friday
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Things I want in a man.
I have always joked about having a Franken-boyfriend, mixing all the best parts of a couple different guys and coming up with one man who is perfect for me. I may never get these things but it doesn't hurt to put the thoughts out there.
So here are some of the things I would like in a guy:
I want a guy who will love me, honestly, truthfully and totally regardless of my size or shape, age or income.
I want a guy who is funny and thinks I am funny
I want a guy who is smart and thinks I am smart
I want a guy who reads, sc-fi, war stories, horror, I don't care I just want a guy who likes to read and doesn't mind if I spend time reading
I want a guy who honestly thinks I am beautiful, who likes how I look over other women.
I want a guy who is with me cause he chooses to be not because he feels he can't do better or because he needs something from me.
I want a guy with a Job, a Car and a place to live, preferably of his own. None of these have to be fancy they just have to be decent.
I want a guy who is strait but not uncomfortable around gay people.
I want a guy who is Goth or Goth friendly, who likes the way I dress and likes to wear black and looks good in it.
I want a guy who is honest, the kind I can trust with my money, my possessions and my heart.
I want a guy who likes or is open to all kinds of music.
I want a guy who likes my friends and wants me to know his friends and do stuff with him outside of the house.
I would like a guy into gaming (RPG) who likes to role play in games with me. (yes I am a nerd)
I want a guy who is sexually open and versatile.
I want a guy who is mentally open hearted.
I want a guy who is liberal and open minded.
I want a guy who is not too religious and doesn't mind me not being religious at all.
I want a guy who likes to give little gifts as much as I do, even if it is just flowers once in a while.
I want a guy I find attractive, I don't care what others think of him just that I like looking at him.
I want a guy who is clean and healthy.
I want a guy who is not hung up on another woman or past relationships.
I want a guy who is taller than me by at least 3 or 4 inches (I am 5'6) I prefer men who are slender but strong or medium build.
I want a guy with a full head of hair, though I do like short hair on men, I wouldn't mind a guy who has a little nice soft chest hair just not hair everywhere.
I want a guy with decent teeth.
I want a guy who cares about how he looks but is not hung up on it.
I want a guy who is Not a cowboy, a yuppy or a hip hop guy.
I want a guy with a good sense of right and wrong.
I want a guy who doesn't mind my dieting and supports it without making me feel pressured.
I want a guy who likes all kinds of movies but doesn't spend too much time watching TV.
I want a guy who can enjoy hanging out and enjoying a cup of coffee.
I want a guy who is not picky about what he eats and is willing to try new things.
I want a guy who likes all my little quirks and oddities and thinks they are cute.
I want a guy who is spontaneous, who can do something spur of the moment
I want a guy who doesn't mind my job.
And since I dont want children or to be legally married I want a guy who agrees with those things.
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