Blogging

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Myspace- Blogging is an interesting topic, and whilest I sit here, listening to my dog whine to come in, and dishes yelling at me so that way I can get a second set of holes in my ears, I am reminded quickly that life has definitly begun to hinder on electronic convienience. Isn't it interesting that now a days, I can't leave my house without my phone? I needed a bigger memory card for my camera? and I can't be torn away from the computer or my new PS2 for twenty minutes?   Just random thought lines ;D -Amber (Reb)

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Geeks For Life: an Ode to MY Best friend, Faye Rae

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This is an ode to Faye Rae, the coolest girl, with the greatest pink hair. No matter what ever happened in my life, Faye Rae would listen, she wouldn't judge me like my other friends would. Even to my Christian rantings, and if something made me leave from the group, she would follow me and help me out. If there was a show, and she wanted to go to, I would always try and go, I love the shows she takes me too, even if I get killed in the mosh pits. 8D I love our crazy inside jokes and giddy schoolgirl like laughter. I hope that it sticks around long after Highschool.   Thanks Faye Rae!

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More on Divorce and Marrage (in responce to Sunny's blog)
Current mood: contemplative

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I've just read a beautiful blog posted by my friend in Maryland, which made me think, why do we feel like we need mulligans? Especially in marrage? Is this the sort of thing our Father wanted? Did he plan this out? And yes, I would LOVE to leave you all a interestingly loooooooong blog, but I won't for the sake that I probably can't do it.

As you all probably know, I've been trying to get through 1 Corrinthians for the longest time now, I still haven't gotten through it.  BUT. I did read a passage that made me stop and think.
 
 "Love never gives up.
  Love cares more for others than for self.
  Love doesn't strut. 
  Doesn't have a swelled head.
  Doesn't force itself on others
  Isn't always 'me first'.
  Doesn't fly off the handle,
  Doesn't keep score of the sins of others
  Doesn't revel when others grovel,
  Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth
  Puts up with anything
  Trusts God always,
  Always looks for the best,
  Never Looks back,
  But keeps going in the end."
                                             -The Message NT bible
                                              pg. 362, chpter 13

The three things that stick out to me are "Love never gives up.","Doesn't keep score of the sins of others" and "Trusts God always,". This is probably because I'm still hearing "Are you serious?! That's the truth?" everytime I read it. Not because it's unbelievable, but because the human part of my brain, the part who is losing the faith of a child, is saying that there must be a catch. There isn't one.
I'm still coping with that fact. :) Also a little earlier in this book, it takes about Divorce and Marrage. A hot little topic my friend just did in a blog. Our lovable apostile/disciple Paul put it this way,

 "Sometimes I wish everyone were single like me - a simpler life in  many ways! But celibracy is not for everyone any more than marrage  is. God gives the gift of the single life to some, the gift of the married  life to others."

If you want to know more about this little topic, I'm going to give you the link to my friend, Rachel's journal. (click here to see her journal on Divorce) .

Really, I have nothing else to talk about here. I can throw my opinion down your throat (which I'll probably do anyways) and hope that my "WORDS OF WISDOM" (I don't even buy that line) will bring you to see my view. But. I can't.

How I feel about the whole matter-
God First.
Love Second.

:3~Reb

Currently listening : Blinking Lights and Other Revelations By Eels Release date: 26 April, 2005

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Spring Break, Flash cartoons, and Other stuff.

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Hello everyone, It's spring break. I'm listening to the Killers, waiting for a certain Faye Rae to call me about a certain meeting, and I think I might go meditate and see what I should do spiritually. BUT before I get all deep and weird on you guys, Just thought I'd share some things.

Last Saturday- I went to Extreme Thing here in Vegas. Got a huge sunburn, and ended up owing the previously mentioned Faye Rae 5 dollars. Lovely. Not to mention I was in my first ever Mosh pit BY ACCIDENT. it was pretty exciteing.

Monday- I went to Metro Pizza and ate Baked Ziti. Good stuff. I suggest Metro Pizza if you are ever in town. It's right down the street from the Liberace Museum. The art around that place is amazing too.

Today (Tuesday)- I hung out with my step mom. She is the coolest lady. I wish I could hang out with her more. She bought me glittery eyeshadow and a headband. (Which are both pictured in my new pictures thank you very much!)

Also, since it's spring break. I'm hoping to get atleast 1 flash movie done and another started. Once the Easter one is done, you'll see it. And the other one, all I have to say is it involves ninety nine red balloons. :3 Alright see you guys around!

~Reb

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Church and History and Math Homework (again)
Current mood: chipper

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Life as always is hectic, It never dies down. Some days I wish I could hide under my bed (if it had space under it, the boxspring sits on the floor XD) and draw with a flash light like I did when I was oh... 7 or 8 years of age. But those times have passed, they passed by too quickly. Leaving a huge void in me longing for the past, but as everyone knows. You can't gain anything by focusing on the past, can you? No. Certainly not. Anywho, onto teh topic.

As Life does get Hectic, and leaves holes where people and things have been taken from you, it also tries to fill it back up very much like a vacuum. And the only hole I've found that only I can empty is the God shaped hole in my life, I take for advantage of the fact that my God is a god of second, third, and fourth chances, and that he will always be there. And as I stray off into my little cliche of friends who are 95% not Christian and 97% bi or gay at school, I forget that if I put trash in, that's exactly what I get back out. Trash. The way I think, The way I work, The way my Faith works as well. It can all be influenced by the company I keep and the music and movies I watch. So as I go about my day, I'm not going to get rid of my friends, Just because they are not Christian and Bi (or gay), Because in reality, that is their choice. I can not change it, no matter how hard I try, or how many times I throw Bibles and crosses at them. They will always be them, just like I have to figure out what I'm going to pick up when it's left on my doorstep. That's my little epiphany for the night :3

By the by, if anyone cares, Life's been swell. I've been doing alright (even though I have an "F" in my Algebra class -_-) I'm just trying to survive, and cope without computers. Anyways, I've gotta get going, I need to catch up on lots of work. Not to mention Sheezyart's a callin'!

~Reb

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Not an Angel
Current mood: contemplative

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For the last 3 days, I have felt very sick. I think it's hayfever, but what I have found is when you are confined to a bed by yourself for 2 days out of the three, you learn you miss humans. and not just humans in general, you miss having the ability to walk around and smile and sing silly things with your closest friends. I really wish that I had more of a work ethic, but I don't have the work ethic to get a better work ethic. Oh well, what can you do?

I also find that the Trigun soundtrack is very insightful, even though it has barely any lyrics and all the lyrics are either sounds made by the human mouth, or in Japanese. Either way, it has lightened the darkness of the last couple of days, and made me think about the path I'm on. I'm very angry with myself inwardly, I've screwed up a lot in the last couple of months, and I really need to look at it in retrospect, fix it, and move on.  But that's my problem, I don't know how to move on. It's like I take two steps foward and three steps back.  Whatever the case, I need a new mindset. I'll try to do things a little differently. I just pray that He can fix them, and I can help.

Also I'd like to announce that as soon as I can, I'm changing that picture and getting a better evil one. I look very greasy in that one. And I kinda don't look like a chick. Well, on to bigger fish. Take care everyone. I'll be sure to come back eventually.

~Reb

Currently listening : Trigun, Vol. 2: The Second Happy Donut By Original Soundtrack Release date: 05 December, 2006

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Well... Hmm.

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Life isn't giving me too many problems.(Other than the fact that I woke up late today and that led to many different and wild adventures, many including me dancing and eating.) I've been working hard to complete my school work (and Twilight Princess) without overly piling up work, my poor poor procrastination. It's dying.

My sister will be moving into the room next door very soon, So I'll have to sneak in there to used the computer, (she gets the big room, bunk beds, and this computer. What do I get? a Bigger bed. We all win.) I should get back to reading Corrinthians, a short read like that is taking me over 2 months. It's really annoying. I need to kill my procrastination.

Also. Yes. I'm only *Semi* Evil. Ganonsmith is far more than I. That's why I'm not so Evil. That and I don't kill people. I throw paint in their eyes.

Ummm Yeah, I think that's about it. OH! You guys need to look up this artist named Jonathan Coulton He does some funny music. Kinda like Doctor Demento meets Steven Lynch. You'll like him trust me. Anyways, Onward and Upward to throwing paint into peoples eyes!! GAWAHAHAHAH!!

~Reb

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Different things, and 4 weeks of absence

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I've been having a rough couple of weeks, not to mention that I failed my finals and you won't see me for 4 weeks (that is, if I get my grades up to straight A's, wish me luck) Anyways, Have a lovely Valentine's day. I need to go cut up some paper.

~Reb

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Matrix Trivia

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Answer me this little quary and I might draw you something :3-

What is the Number at the beginning of the Matrix?

What is Neo's "real" name?

Who made the Phone Neo recieved Via Fedex?

What is Agent Smith's actor's real name?

What is the name of the Ship Morpheous Captains?

On Morpheous's Crew, who are the only humans that were
born "unplugged"?

What does Neo do before he is "Unplugged"?

Where is Agent Smith's Actor from?

In Revolutions, what does Agent Smith give the
Door man in the beginning of the movie to give to Neo?

What does the tracker they put on Neo look like?

Where does Morpheous send Neo to pick him up?

Who "wrote" The Woman in the Red Dress?

On the Plaque in Morpheous's Ship, It has a Bible Verse
that is snuck in as "Mark III no. 11"
What is that Verse?

Who does Seipher kill?

Answer me 75% of them and I'll probably do something nice ;3

~Reb

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Already we all float on all right!
Current mood: crappy

Listen up PEONS! Reb's gracing you with her presence~

Alright everyone, You know who this is, your favorite Psycho artist. This is just going to be another rambling journal, then I'm going to go stalk someone down and see if they can help me with reviewing for my midterms. *ahem*

First of all I would  like to thank everyone who took the time to read my last journal. I really appresiate the comments and time you took out of your busy scheduals. It really means something to me that you took the time to see what was up with your friendly neighborhood Rebma. Anyways, Just a quick scoop on whats been happening in the last week. No, scratch that, I'll just sum it up in three words;

Stupid, Long, and Painful.

It was pretty uneventful, but because I still hold feelings for certain people, it's getting hard and hard to go crawling back and ask for forgiveness. Yeah, I'm a wimp. But I'm gonna be a strong wimp and stay out of it. Also, I promised a couple people fruits of my artistic abilities, but I don't have the strenght or the stamina to try to get them done. It gets harder everyday not to just curl up into a ball and start crying. Hmmm... Maybe this would be a good time to crack open that new bible my mom got me and start reading. Couldn't hurt.

Me and a certain Ganonsmith were talking about differences. In the fact of Logic, I'm no good. Say, I have a open can of Coke in one hand, and my other hand is free. Well, if you asked me to grab something I would try to grab it with the hand with the Coke, spill it everywhere, make a mess, clean it up and grab myself a Pepsi. Logic states that the free hand would shoot out to grab the object, but poor ol' Reb doesn't understand and Logic has once again sent me down a path where I'm cleaning Coke out of my carpet.

If Logic is such a steady topic, why, may I inquire, is it so Illogical? Wouldn't that lead into many different pitfalls and in the grand scheme of things, kill the big picture? What do you think? What does the Bible say about this sort of thing?

By the by, do you also think it bad that I'm an open book?

Just asking

~Reb

Currently listening : Good News For People Who Love Bad News By Modest Mouse Release date: 06 April, 2004

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