hay all
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Blogging

Whats going on no to much my way just kinda chillin around . I don't really have anything to talk about at this moment i'm just stressed out so i'm on here writing something anything. I bought an awsome shirt today for new years eve it makes me look hot well the other people at the store thought so and so did everyone who went with me to go get it. I'm not sure what i'm doing yet but i know i'm ganna party my neighbors taking the baby so i can acually celebrate this new years becase since i've turned 21 I haven't been ab;e to drink on a new years I was pregnant last year I ended up driving home crying and the year beforer that i was a DD so i'm so happy to be going out and getting drunk this year I can't wait I don't always like to party but i want to this time just because of the holiday. I'm going to ohio tommarow can't wait I get to have dinner with my whole family its a christmas thing and some of them haven't got to meet christian yet so i know their excited about it to but i think thats it for this blog I'm ganna write anouther blog but its to my preffered customers only if your not on my list ask and i might add you.

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Christmas
Current mood: drained

well merry christmas to all I hope it was well for most of you i know mine went pretty good I got most of the stuff that I asked for even though I didnt really ask for anything they still got me some nice stuff and christian got some nice stuff to. He had so much fun opening presents and yes he even riped open his own presents it was so adorible i couldn't beleive it but he just riped right into them even though he tried to start early on sunday but we wouldn't let him lol. So he got some nice things a peekaboo block train, john deere keys, musical keys, walker, sports peekaboo blocks, my first pooh, glow pooh, bubble bath, two outfits, and some small nik nacks it was fun i know he had a blast. (christian finishing opening the one he tried to open on saturday)(Christian in his little santa outfit with his glow pooh). I got some neat stuff to I got my $200 digital camera I wanted it takes video's and pics so theirs a video of christian on my web page if you haven't cheeked that out in a while its their for you to see. i also got my magic bullet yeah I've been wanting one of those for a long time I'm so happy and I got  a brand new coat also my mom says my other ones getting to old so i'l just wear it to work so i wont get the new one dirty, and i got a sweater, a gift card for some clothes and a movie bucket from my brother. But that was it for me I didn't really ask for anything but I still got some neat stuff oh and some nik nacks also but just tiny things.My brother got his wii today we got to play it here I like it so were ganna try and get one fo rthe house sometime soon I'm not a big video person but this one was acually fun to play. Dinner was great to my mom cooked like normal some yummy food i got so stuffed. I think thats it for the chrismas part of it.

Christians other two teeth should be here soon their getting bright and brighter under those gums of his and then we'll be all good because everyone says the first four are the hardest ones to get in after that their a breeze man i hope so my poor little ones been in so much pain lately I hate seeing him like that. He's still not crawling but I can't wait till he is and he's getting so close still I'm just getting in patient is all. He's moved up to 8 oz of formula now instead of 6 oz he was hogging down. Well i think thats all i can think of (christian playing with his new toys)Well thats it for me its time for bed Christian will be up at 7 for a bottle and since no one else is here for him I'm ganna have to get out of bed to feed him. So have a nice night all and a merry christmas

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happy x-mas
Current mood: chipper
Category: Blogging

hello all I hope everyone has a merry x-mas so far its no turning out to bad my way remember I said we ha christmas at joshes moms house that went really well we got some nice stuff we got clothes and toys and i got a cute robe that says cloude 9 with a duck on it and some body things it was really nice of her and i even got a card from joshes dad not expected but it was really nice of him and he was even tying to get close to him but Christian was realy tired so he was getting really cranky but it was only cause he was really tired anyways we got like four diffrent outfits that are 18 months so he can still grow into them and we got like three toys that make noise he likes noisey toys to well he likes anything that makes noise really paper bags anything. We also got some teethers and a tooth brush, oh and some socks but they wont fit his feet because he's in a size nine sock already but we can use them for mittens sometimes so they'll work for something. But I think that was about it that we got from her but it was really nice of her and i know that its all going to come in handy I got her some blankets and a hot chocolet set so they can sit on the couch with their blankies and drink co-co aww how nice. i got merandia a onsie and some wrist rattles and sarah a pic frame with some body soap,lotion, and lip gloss i was pink and fuzzy kinda girly but it was adorible i thought. and dessie got some modible dora soap and a candy cane with runts in it more candy just what any kid needs lol j/k but it was a nice night well thats it for that night.(Christian and his cousin Dessie)  Well we'll celebrate my familys x-mas tommarow I can't wait christians already been trying to open up presents it's so funny he loves the x-mas tree's lights and all the presents under it because he can make so much noise with all the paper well thats it for me right now i'll wright anouther one soon ta ta for now.

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howdy
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Blogging

Whats up everyone hows your day going well good things my way kinda sorta but nothing bad anyways. Well I have all of my x-mas shopping done and wrapped and all ready to go for the big day. We have x-mas today with his fathers family that should be fun I get to see my neice and christian gets to see the other half of his family I want him to know them just as well as he knows my side of the family. So i got done wrapping all of their presents this afternoon. And i finaly got in the shower i was kinda moving like a snail today i was suppose to be showered and dressed and everything else this morning its now 4:30 and i'm just getting done lol snail day today. I got out of work early today at 3am so i got to get the rest of my shopping done w/o christian. But then I got home at like 4:30 and my mom told me the little shit took off his own diaper while pulling on things lol he grabs the tags and pulls off the diaper little shit lol. He's so close to crawling it ain't even funny no more he gets up on all fours and then all of a sudden he's on his back squirming again trying to figuer out what happened and how he got their bu he is one fast little boy on his back he across that room in no time by rolling over and over again its a blast so funny. And we went to walmart the other day for our x-mas cards and i stop to look at a pair of pants and not but two mins later this little shit has a brand new shirt in his mouth and just a sucking away like nothing in the worlds ganna bother him. Then started to scream his head off when i took it away from him I love my little boy he's my little entertainer I don't know where I would be without him. He's getting so big now I can't beleive it. Well we have court on the 10th I think it should be the last court date I know we register the paternity and we do child support and I think that we'll do our visitation also mt nurse says were ganna get sent to a mediator thats ganna help us figuer everything out well kinda hash it all out witch is good i think we need to hash it out togeather. Have you ever been in one of those really big fights and everything comes out but in the end the both of you feel better in the end I know that i've had them with some of my friends and their not always bad because then everything gets thrown onto the table and sorted out thats always nice because then theirs nothing in the background to hold anything back. Sometimes their just needed I think. I mean we prouby wont do that but at least all of this other shit will be sorted out. Well I'm doing good at work still I'm moving to second shift my boss is pissed because he wanted me to stay on thirds because he really likes my work but I can't he even tried to fight with the HR but he lost I'm kinda ganna miss them all. So when i go back to work on the second i'll be working seconds kinda crappy hours 3-11 everyday but thats alright. So i think thats it for me. I hope everyone has a good weekend I'm not quite sure what I'm doing for mine yet.

Currently reading : I Wish I Never Met You: Dating the Shiftless, Stupid, and Ugly A Novel By Denise N. Wheatley Release date: 03 August, 2004

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weekend fun
Current mood: bored

Hay everyone I hope all of your weekends were good I know mine was good. Friday night I wasn't suppose to do anything but chill with matt  but instead we ended up going out with tiffany,juan, and adam instead of going on saturday so plans kinda switched on me but thats ok. I had a blast bowling because I haven't went anyplace without christian in a while and I haven't had a drink in a while either. But I got a little tipsy so it was a good thing I got matt to go with us because he drove me home. Well i ended up doing ok bowling even drunk I was bowling good but they were all laughing at me because i almost fell on the floor a couple of times walking to the lane. And they said I was acting all weird but i don't remember all of it but thats ok I still had a blast and my sex on the beaches were tasting awfully good but what got me was downing the last two of them. So it was almost a perfect night except my x-hubby and his family were their and his bro's wife was tying to tell me off like its my fault she married into that family and her hubbys a whore she should have known that one lol. But that didn't really bother me non. Well then on saturday I kinda woke up really tired not with a hang over and I still got up with baby in the morning so I still put him to bed and i still woke up with him in the morning. to feed him.Well anyways I ended up having to go to taco bell also after bowling because i was starving lol. then came home and passed out.  (see some of the pics on my page).

On saturday I spent the day at home doing nothing really I wraped the rest of my presents for x-mas and cleaned my room did some laundry and waited for matt to come back over for the night because he was spending the weekend at my house. So saturday wasn't really anything big i sat and watched movies most of the day while cleaning. Well me and christian had a bad night also because of teething he kept waking up every two hours screaming with all his might his teethers are hurting him so bad I feel so bad for him because he doesn't feel good. so our night wasn't all that well with sleeping so I woke up extreamly tired in the morning sunday.

Then on sunday I sleep most of the day away because I work on sunday nights. So i didn't do anything bu sit around and watch football with the rest of my family fun fun lol so that was my weekend.

Nothing really going on this weekend we're going to celebrate chrismas with the cobain grandparents and all of his cousins i don't know if all of their grandbabies are ganna be their it would be nice because they've never had all of them togeather at once before and its the holiday so they should have them all their I know I can hold my toung so it could happen for them. So after that we're just ganna spend the weekend with my family because its the holiday and family should be togeather for it. Thursday night is my last night of work till the night of the second what fun i'm kinda depressed about it because I don't get holiday pay I don't have enough hours in to get it so thats ganna suck and i haven't been their long enough to file for unemployment either I don't think anyways. Well we have to go pick up our x-mas cards today so we can get them in the mail today so their in toledo in time. so have a good day u all.

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I'm not a cheating whore
Current mood: ecstatic
Category: Life

So i called about our test today because i know josh did and now i know for a fact I'M NOT A WHORE I KNOW M BABYS DADDY. Even though he don't look like his father or his sister or his cousin he's still joshes and i've always knew it i never cheated on josh around the time I got prego. I knew he didn't look like one of my friends either I'm so glad that the truth is set out their now and that their are no more doughts about my baby boy so what everyone was saying or trying to hint at was false  and josh is my babys daddy.

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hay people
Current mood: anxious
Category: Blogging

hay everyone whats up just thought i would give you all an update works going great couldn't love it more they catered to us the other day for our chrismas dinner it was nice even brought food home for the family how nice of me. Christmas shopping done hoping to get a car to drive to toledo for a couple of days just to see the family for a bit. Still waiting for my paternity test to come back i hope it gets here soon i know i'm getting anxiouse so i can jump up and down and scream i knew i wasn't a whore lmao. But then its off to court to settle everything else that'll be a alot of fun not. I'm going bowling this weekend can't wait I haven't been bowling for a while maybe we'll go shoot some pool to but we'll see how things go. Tommarow going to matts moms house so she can see christian for a llittle while its been a while. Anyways I'm suppose to be sleeping but I'm not only one week left to go untill i'm on vacation for a week fun fun still don't know what to do for my new years eve yet but hopefully something because last year it really sucked no fun so have a good day all i'm going nighty night for work tonight. 

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My weekend
Current mood: amused

Hello all again to my friends hope you have all your shopping done and to my family I'm ganna miss most of you this year for the holidays. So my weekend was kinda full on Friday I cleaned the whole house from top to bottom fun fun but we were getting our tree in on Saturday so i had to move the living room around for it to fit since we always get a real tree we never really know how fat its ganna be. But its nice to have the real one more of a tradition to us then having a fake one. So After i cleaned the house we were ganna go to the town of bethlehem one of the churches in town made up a whole bethlehem village it was suppose to be really neat but it was so windy and cold I didn't want to take christian so we didn't go. But Matt came over and the two of us were ganna go to the movies and get pizza but we just ended up getting pizza because the wind was so bad it must have scared christian because he was absolutely refusing to go to bed. So we didn't go out to the movies but that's OK my little man always comes first then anything. Well we decided to sit at home and watch click because I've never seen it before and i don't think he has either. Half way threw the movie though me and christian ended up falling asleep so i guess he left but that's OK he knew I was tired from not getting any sleep because i worked Thursday night to. Then on Saturday we went and seen his aunt Sara and uncle nick and his cousin Miranda and his grandma Cobain all from the other side of him. We weren't going to but then we were asked to and i was ganna be on that side of town anyways because we had to go to the bank for some money. It was nice I know they all enjoyed seeing christian because they don't get to see him very often and christian got to open his first present of the year it was a sweat outfit that has a teddy bear holding a basketball that says go team its nice because its fleece feeling on the inside. And he kept trying to hold his cousins hand to it was so adorable to me and Sara. Well he was ganna go with his grandma for Christmas eve and he still might go depending on how his grandma is feeling after surgery if not then were ganna do it on his cousins birthday weekend instead I'm not quite sure yet but that's OK I got most of them presents from Christmas but not all of them. Well after that we went and stood in line for like an hour so we could get his Christmas pic with Santa but he was being a brat and wouldn't smile he does that all the time smiles until you go to take his pic then he stops lol. After that we did a little shopping and then went to diner with my breather at papa vino's it was nice but not really my cup of soup really but that's OK it was still nice for him to treat me to dinner. Then today were going to decorate the tree fun fun and then I'm off to bed because I have to work tonight fun fun but that's about it for the weekend I think.

On a second note I know theirs some one out their who thinks they need to fight with me I know your reading this so have fun reading it. Now learn to grow up and move on because I am and realize you don't know all that you think you know when you open that mouth of yours so stick your foot in and have a wonderful day.

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nothing new really
Current mood: amused

Well I'm still loving my new job xcept for the facts that its torn the hell out of my hands First my finger tips became raw after having to bend this metal ring all night to fit into this part but thats ok and then last night they put me on a new job and it gave me this big ol blister on my finger so i poped it when i got home and it hurts like hell i tell yeah but thats ok also. But i do like what they pays ganna be in 90 days alot more then what I was making at my last job by 2.50 what a nice jump it will be. Christians doing great he's teething again its so weird because i know most kids don't have four teeth at five months but he already has his first two and he's working on the top two now but he's not as cranky as he was the first time. I finaly heard from the specialist he as an appointment in january i guess it just takes a while I looked it up in my book and theirs only one specialist in grand rapids that takes his insurance I told them I'd drive to Lansing to if I had to but they got me in this one so thats ok to. He scratched his head all up to hell because for some reason when he eats he likes to pull his hair and scratch his head I don't understand it but when i try to stop him he gets mad about it So i just keep putting cream on his head to make it all better. Well his morning he put a scratch in his head. He's getting so big now wwe go in next month for his shots to what fun thats ganna be but now I know how to handle it better I dope him up well i mean just tylonal and they dope him up before they give him his shots so really his doctor is doing it not me . Well we went to court yesterday again and we go the paternity test done and well have the answere in 7-10 days I can't wait because well see if i was the whore or if christian just looks like me ad not his father if it really does look like one of my friends or any of the other rumers can get put to rest and their will be no more doughts about my babys father and who he  is or who people think is his father but Like i've always said I know who his father is and always have known who its been no dought in my mind one bit. Well after that its off to do the child support and the visitation thin what fun thats all ganna be but gotta do what we both have to do. Well thats about it for christian and how he's doing.

Well off to chrismas he's still going with his other grandparents for x-mas eve. And we have all of our chrismas shopping done and some of it wrapped he even helped wrap his own presants and don't even know it lol its so cute. We get a chrismas this weekend and then we all get to decorate it. I got his first stocking and his first ornament for this chrismas i even had it engraved with his name and birthday and weight and everything else its adorable. Then after were done doing all the decorations and helping grandma were ganna go get our picture with santa done and then were ganna get our chrismas pics done to. His uncle james bought him a santa suite i think its ganna be cute with santa and in his x-mas pics. I''m ganna try and get one with just him and his grandparents to well one set of them anyways. Well I think thats it I'm ganna go cook dinner for my mom before I go to sleep for the day and take christian to the baby-sitters so my mom can eat when she gets home and its nap time for my little peanut so bye bye for now. 

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Hi again
Current mood: accomplished

Whats up to you all not to much my way i can't type worth hell tonight i'm figuering that one out tonight anyways its about midnight and I should be in bed because christian will be up in about 5 hours for a feeding but I don't know he ate almost a whole bowl baby bowl of apple cereal little munchkin He eats so much but gains so little its crazy his sister is the same weight he is and she's 11 weeks younger then him ain't that crazy but he eats all the time my doctor says its normal because my whole familys like that well mostly the boys side that is tall and thin they all are. Well I just got my paperwork for the paternity test on monday but I wish it would have came sooner so I could have given it to my boss so I could leave work early on monday so i'm not in such a rush to get home dress baby change my clothes and head into ionia because i'm ganna be all dirty from work proubly Unless they put me on an easy machine witch could happen but who knows till I get their whats ganna happen. But we'll make it their on time I'm sure of it. Well my jobs going great acually I love it more then the last job I get to listen to my radio all night and don't have to work with other people so i don't have to listen to them bitch about my music or anything else I have enough issues in my life I don't really need to listen to some strangers issues to now my friends thats a diffrent story. Well my friend tiffany got laid off from meridian permidatly I guess their letting alot of people go I'm glad that I didn't go back their because i would be in jeporty. Well where I'm at now works alot with my mom and its part of lacks on of the biggest plastic factories in grand rapids so i should be safe their for a while because i know alot of poeple are cutting down staff but theirs still alot of jobs out their I've had an offer for one everyday so far this last week well except monday but that was my first day out since I lost it over the weekend but thats ok by this weekend their was a new one for me it works out to work your ass off looking for a job I don't think I'm ever more then a week out of work before I find anouther job except when i was prego but that was a diffrent story. Well were still waiting on out appointments for those specialist theirs only one specialist in town that will look at his foot so they say it takes a month to just get an appointment who knows how long after that but they better make it soon because it looks like its getting worse to me its horrible. He's still sleeping most of the time streight threw the night but he keeps trying to go to bed later and later so were at the point where he gets laid into bed at 10:30 if he's not already asleep and he falls right into a deep sleep with very little crying. He's also into entertaining himself so in the morning you don't hear a peep till around 8 because he sits in his crib and sucks on his toes lol my kids such a weirdo but he's so adorable and yes I know its all normal behavier for a 5 month old but still its so funny. And he's still into laughing at everything today he sat in his swing and just started busting up for no reason for like 5 mins me and my friend matt just laughed about it. Well I think thats about for us so good night to you all from the brants lisa and christian.

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