for my husband
Current mood: blissful

you were born from my blood
inside me i felt the tickling of your touch
i was born from your blood
inside you i felt the rhythms of your hear beat

and i wondered: would it ever end?
would it remain the same year after year?
but one day the knocking came
prodding thoughts of other possibilities
and magical realities
i saw through your eyes the beauty of
humanity
and in an instant i emerged
with wings
they are MY wings
yes they are
but the formation of them never would have occured
without the creation that was
our togetherness

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no time for self reflection
the umbrella is being opened
and i feel the pressure
but inside of me the force
compells my smile to erupt
i see beauty and i imagine the stage
i listen
i try to understand
to see the world through
your eyes
because you are me
and i am you

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leavin’ again
Current mood: strong

packing up to leave...again!
never really feels like home and then i think

i still choose to believe that we are free
that we don't need the rules to see
that despite what we've done, we're not alone
we're closer than we think to home

call it heaven, call it reincarnation, call it enlightenment, call it death
i don't want your names
all i need is to feel it
inside of me
pulsing out of my scalp in hues of pink
bursting through the ink frog that lives on my foot

oh no, i'm not there yet.
of course not.
but i believe
we never truly arrive.
so it doesn't matter.
here and now is all there is.

my reality is here, packing
and it's beautiful
no one will ever pack these exact clothes into these exact suitcases for
this exact reason

i am here because of who i was
but who i was doesn't matter
all that matters is who i am

and this is who i am

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aah yes

it's not what you do
but how you do it
my dad is a truck driver
to some, that may seem like menial work
but he loves it
he does it with joy
he never WANTED to be a truck driver
it wasn't his dream to drive a truck all day
for little pay
but that's what he does
because that's the job he got
so he does it with love

you love what you do
even if you're not doing what you love
it makes for a very happy life

Currently reading : Hardcore Zen: Punk Rock, Monster Movies, & the Truth about Reality By Brad Warner

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who cares?
Current mood: obsequious

you say you care about starving kids in africa
do you really?
are you doing anything to help them
do you even try?

so do you really care about the kids starving in africa
or do you just think you should care, so you do

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I feel ninja
Current mood: ninja

i feel ninja



that is all

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Growing
Current mood: ninja

most people reach a certain age, lets just call it adulthood and have made certain decisions

they've picked their religion
they know what foods they don't like
they've decided their political beliefs
they know what activities hurt which body parts
who are the good guys
more importantly, who are the bad guys
They've picked their lifestyle
they've know what they believe in

most people reach that certain age and stop asking, stop questioning, stop doubting, stop thinking
when you do that, you stop growing, as a human being
how can you stop growing with still so many years of life
what kind of life is it after that?

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a magical life

conversation 1

"I'm writing out our super heroes"

"ok"


conversation 2

"look at the strawberry, the white part, they go towards the seeds"

"they're reaching for the seeds"



Life is magical if you just make it magical!!

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the eyes of innocence

there had been a change boiling in his skin for some time now. he felt it as it rose to the surface and exploded right there in church. he looked into the eyes of innocence and almost cried. how beautiful the world is in the eyes of a child.

a child cannot understand the concept of god, he thought. god provides for us. god cares for us. god loves us no matter what we do or who we are. god teaches us how to live our lives. a child cannot understand a god in the sky or mother nature or no god or a wrathful god or a god in the birds. all he knows is the love that surrounds him.

from that day forward he vowed to be the god of fun to the eyes of innocence.

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