Forever... and like a week

It's been forever since i posted. I have time now. I also do not have much to say.

I am alive.
It is summer vacation.

I am bored.

Love and miss everyone lots more than u know...

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Sometimes...
Current mood: sad

When its quiet and we arent as giggly as we once were...

i miss my home...

the place i tried so very hard to leave...

the place creeps back in weird ways, in the stars and the air...

it was a stifling place where i did not feel people would ever let me change...

but it was home...

i miss my people...

oddly, i miss my dad

i held his hand and put my ipod in his ears so he could listen... i sang al green to him for an hour, then went to sleep...

two hours later, holding my hand...

so did he

Currently listening : Al Green - Greatest Hits By Al Green Release date: 01 August, 1995

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*Sigh*

John Warren "Buddy" Bruce




LAFAYETTE - John Warren "Buddy" Bruce died at 2:10 a.m. Wednesday, July 11, 2007, in a local hospital after a lengthy illness.

He is survived by Tara Bruce, of Montgomergy, Ala., Angela Bruce, of Visalia, Calif., John Bruce, of Carencro, La., and his grandson, Grayson Myer-Bruce.

No memorial service is planned.

Memorial contributions may be made to Hospice of Acadiana, 2600 Johnston St., Suite 200, Lafayette, LA 70503.



This is weird, to not have a dad anymore. We were not close, but the concept of me having to delete his phone number from my cell phone because he does not exsist anymore is ridiculously hard... i havent done it yet...

It was a bad week, but i am glad his pain is over...

I do not think anyone wants details, so i will just say that i stayed in the room with him and held his hand until he let go... i was alone at the time... me and him... what was special and sweet at the time, now feels heavy and sad...

Sorry to not contact anyone while i was home...
it was hectic and crappy...

Thanks for all your thoughts and concerns...

Currently listening : Al Green - Greatest Hits By Al Green Release date: 01 August, 1995

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Flight details

I will be arriving in Lafayette on Monday at 12:30...

Prayers for sanity and beer will be appreciated...

God help me deal with my family....

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Coming Home

It looks like my dad is dying...

he has suffered from hepatitis C for years, and now his liver is failing...

i will be home as soon as i can find enough money for a plane ticket...

see u guys soon

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My first
Current mood: confused

Restraing order that is...

i have done a lot of silly and dangerous things in my life...

ive hung out with the wrong people, who were relatively dangerous, and i have been very irresponsible in my younger days...

so who would have thunk that my first restraining order would be once i was settled down and quietly looking for a job...

who dare torture and harass me in a city where i know absolutely no one, except my boyfriend?

my boyfriends ex...

she hates me... she has only spoken to me once, and i was so polite i got a toothache from my sweet approach...

she refuses to stop coming over unannounced and being mean ( i wont go into details cause that would be like her... but trust me when i tell u it was not nice)...

y should i care? i am mean and tough...

but i am not playing these childish games anymore... besides. there are kids involved and i cant be evil to their mom.... but she can be evil to me...

fair? nope...

so when she walked into my front door the other night looking for me... well i had it... and therefore i am trying to get an order of protection... u can call me names, but u cant walk into my front door without asking...

thats just crazy behavior

aint the quiet life grand???

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Fighting Weight

Ok so i gave myself a pregnancy pass over my last semester of hell... basically instead of drinking myself to death from stress, i tried to eat myself into sanity...

well it worked, i graduated....

now im in sunny california, ALOT more of me is here....

its beautiful, its 106 degrees, and i have post-baby semester fat...

i have been on Atkins for three weeks with no success...

it used to work wonderfully, now- not so much...

to make myself less bored i downloaded all my graduation pics...

that did not help...

i hope the camera really adds 50 lbs...

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O God
Current mood: lonely

I need a real human being to talk to...

i am going crazy, looking for a job takes time, but now i have to wait...

i like it here... things are good... i just have no friends....

u guys know me... i have to talk... to anyone...

my boyfriend is great but he works all day, and besides... he can not be my only companionship... i need peeps...

sure talking on the phone is good, but i need real conversation, with someone who does not have to talk to me...

i have not randomly hit the bar scene yet, but i suppose its a fallback plan...

went to the library and chamber of commmerce yesterday... semi-productive...

lots of people here are old... apparently this is the kind of place children move away from... then again how old did they think i was???

Hell is 30 a kid? i guess when u are talking to people in their 50's...

geez... i need a peep... just one... peeps is to much to ask for at this point i know...

and i already have one person in this town that HATES me... sure its the ex of my boyfriend, but its odd to know no one and yet be hated...

i'm babbling... i told u, i need peeps... excuse me.. i mean peep...

just one...

can i get a peep?

is it to early to ship in
louisiana friends???

anyone have any suggestions as to how one makes new friends???

Currently listening : The Black Crowes - Greatest Hits 1990-1999: A Tribute to a Work in Progress By The Black Crowes Release date: 20 June, 2000

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I'm Here

So we have been here for a few days. Obviously i have been really busy with unpacking and settling in, so this will not be a long blog. It is more of an update to let everyone know i survived a uhaul with two dogs and a new relationship.

FYI - Avoid this if u can.

While it was tolerable, you can quickly realize there is no escaping the uhaul once ur annoyed.

Also.... do not throw ur sandwich out of the window without taking a bite no matter how sleepy and grumpy u are.

In case u do not know y u should not do this let me tell u why... 1- its rude... 2- it's wasteful... 3- ur gonna have to suck it up and admit it was a bad idea... 3- ur still gonna be hungry and no matter how many times he offers to buy u another food item, u will not want to suck it up and admit it was a bad idea...

I must go unpack more now... this sucks more than crappy sandwiches...

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GRANUALTING... AND MOVING
Current mood: awake

yep... im leavin this hole.... im super excited... notice the early morning caffine induced crazy comments/postings????

anyway....

ill recopy my bulletin that im sure everyone saw... cause my wittiness requires more coffee, but im leaving this coffee place and tryin to get some more sleep... i like sleep, it just doesnt like me.....

so anyway (again)

So im sure most of u got my comments... tried to include everyone, but its early and im at a coffee shop and caffinated... so if i missed u im sorry, but this is a general note to let everyone know that doesnt....

Next week i am moving to California for good...

Nope i have no job, but i have a house already and big hopes....

So im not good at goodbyes.... actually im horrible at it, but since i wil be so far away for so long, i thought i would tell everyone that wants one at the same time...

i used to work at Gloria's in Lafayette... it's a cute little place off Pinhook (address will follow), the people are great and its free... awesome for me....

So i am having a gradution/going away party on Saturday (holy shit i didnt put the date on anyones comments, what an asshole!) anyway... its Saturday May 19th...

I'd love to see everyone there to say goodbye and get drunk (cause everything is more fun when ur drinkin)

Hope to see everyone there...

Copy paste (with the date... sheesshh...) to follow


Graduation for the Graduate School is at 5:30 at the Cajundome Convention Center...

on Saturday May 19th........

Fun and Frivolity will take place in the form of a going away/graduation party for me at Glorias at 106 Merchants Blvd. Lafayette, 70508 (for the map thingys)

at 8 P.Mish...

hope to see everyone there....

xoxo

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