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January 22, 2008 - Tuesday
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manifesting the divine
Current mood:  animated
A moment, The time, a place to begin to rewind To remind,. My thoughts my actions my interactions ..moving forward falling back.. A way to project our inner most feelings through pictures words and meanings
Another day, Smiling the pain away , Lost in translation of reading between my lines to define ourselves we strive toward allowing others to dive into our hearts and souls.
Play the strings on my wailing call ,screams, shreaks ambient in their profound listlessness . Sound proof barrier of detachment and withdrawal
Silence broken in pieces etched into disernable syllables , frequencies thumping my inner ear beats i barely hear, clatter and irritate this shifting consciousness to stun my awakened being into its shell ., .....Opened at the next wave fluctuation in the time space continuum looping around like a track.
2:12 PM
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December 14, 2007 - Friday
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June 11, 2007 - Monday
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random randomness
Current mood:  tired
Seperation ,desperation, lost and alone ,deafening noise of solitude conjuring and manifesting my destination all aboard this shipment rode out to sea inside lifes mystery of knowingness; nothingness ,absoluteness and expulsion . Destruction and re-creation, isolation and knowledge of the hermit inside this path chosen of rejection oversight and INsight
Does the subject dwell upon itself or revolve and revolt against others in pursuit of understanding ,purpose and inspiration A direction forth coming, defining refining Shifting everchanging realization Remembered and forgotten again in obvious rebellion
Light the torch and burn the candle,summon the spirit and wax the heat of passion The reaction to interaction , Distinguished and disguised ..Closed and open eyes,.. Becoming attuned and alligned , This sudtle design A frame in time .Complete no matter how brief .. Our system of release and map of exsistance ,..
4:04 PM
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October 22, 2006 - Sunday
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Rambling Rose
Current mood:  weird
Today is the day i stay away from it all in my head in my heart is it all just a false start? An illusive dream so it seems i have begun to slip deeper into the subconscious being of knowing between reality and falsity? Mistaking the things i remember and the things i dont mixing them on the same boat , swimming to float , yet sinking again .. i pretend to ignore the waters allure , underneath it all i fall for .,. that something more.. a place i want to be inside of me eternity light consciousness and majic.. used up too fast too late? I sit back and watch my fate happen before my very eyes as if i dont have time to formalize the decisions ahead of me that all of a sudden are upon me this moment in history just a memory? Im silly and sick in my head instead of seeking perfection i live daily with my imperfections and call it even.. This drama unfolding that i havent been wanting yet proof that somewhere there is a blank page turning and re writing its structure imposed on our senses directed in our forheads ., A draft incomplete thatz our task to grasp its meaning and our place in time and span the mind over and over again until we end up ... NOWHERE?> Back to the void to the eclipse of the soul darkened by madness and striving for light .. We still take flight in our dreams to the imaginary realms of creativity our opportunity to sieze those things that have past or will never come to be RANDOMLY Random and rambling on like the rose whose thorns have become so thick she cannot grow? Hermatic indigestion from over population my constipation of energy stiffling me , ......... im dizzy , thrusting back and forth signs of contamination of the system . Our human condition .. Do this be that , to many people saying im fat to live up to whos standard of beauty can i see the meaning of it all? Material matter space shifting time intertwine vortecies of disease down on my knees im sick of saying please . Too tired and overwhelmed by the hardened shell of my heart ive givin and taken now i dont care ill just stare at the mirrored self i portray .. Now i continue on my way day by day struggle against struggle, and just pray and be thankful for the things i do have and the people in this life that really matter , and see that we are simply all refections of each other in some way or another,.. Hopes dreams fears ? I break shattered by my ego that holds on so tightly it aches in my bones
9:41 PM
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August 29, 2006 - Tuesday
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So True
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
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January 24, 2006 - Tuesday
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