MY CAT IS MY HIGHER POWER!!

I was in AA (court ordered) the other day and the topic of higher power came up.. Some guy (who remains anonymous) started ranting about how the bible doesn't make sense, and how stupid it is, and how Christ doesn't do it for him.. Well, for the record I'm a Christian.. not the Ned Flanders type.. not the go to church every Sunday and pray before i eat type.. but I'm the type that has enough sense to take eternity serious.. Before I go too far, I don't wish to tell you what to beleive in or how to live your life.. anyways, I felt as if my entire beleif system was being made the but of a joke.. Well, I said a few things when it was my turn, and now I don't want to go back! It made me wonder, why do people advoid the whole GOD thing like it's the plague? And the mere mention of JESUS makes people uneasy.. I've come to the conclusion that alot of people just don't want there to be a GOD.. Most people like the evolution idea because it makes them feel like it's ok to look down on others, like we are some sort of supreme being, like we are god not GOD himself.. And if there is no GOD, then what we do really doesn't matter.. Just like big fish eat little fish in the pond.. If there is no GOD then there is no absolute right and wrong, after all who would have the ultimate authority to say what was right and wrong? NOBODY!! that's my point! Most people would rather make their own right and wrong and get mad at others for telling them different! GAY PRIDE? that one really kills me.. for the record, I don't hate gays.. I just hate the whole "GAY" part of them being gay.. the actual person desrves to be treated like a human being, loved, that sort of thing.. just the sexual perversion of it is not right.. I do things that are not so right and I have no right to judge others, but to be proud of it is another whole beast! What about a child molester pride? or a dog kicking pride? or a pride of exterminating millions pride? Wasn't Satans big sin pride? Just something to think about.. I'm glad there's a GOD, I hope he understands I'm only human, but I'd never bash him in public, or be proud of some hidious lifestyle, I'm just glad to be alive, sober and sain and with that I'll pass...

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Yall Aint Gangstas
Current mood: blah
Category: Music

I need to clear a few things up.. first of all, for several years now there has been this rumor in reguards to me mis-apropriating funds that was to go into building a youth center in La Crosse. Here's what really happened. I heard about Jeff Smulicks murder on the radio, and how it all went down. I was upset and shocked like everyone else.. being a rap artist, i did a song "yall aint gangstas" about it... I never knew jeff, hung out with him, or anything like that, I just wrote the song about how stupid it is for young white kids from smaller cities to think their gangstas... making up fake ass gangs, and doing a bunch of stupid shit they see on tv, movies, and hear about in alot of rap music.. the point is, the are NOT GANGSTAS!!! plain and fucking simple.. I can see being gangsta as a mentality, and keeping a code of honor based upon not taking shit from others, not snitching, and what not.. that's gangsta.. but you are not gonna tell me that a 16 year old white kid who's never seen a fucking subway, let alone lived in a major city is going to claim to be in a gang.. That's just some lame ass fake, wanna be retard shit........ anyways.. these idiots killed this kid and said it was a gang initiation.. something of that sort. It sickened me, I made a song, got an article in the paper and sold the single.. I took all the money i made from the single and decided to pay a lawyer to help me build a youth center.. got the building picked out, the whole 9. Then I decided to meet the mother of the kid that got killed.. alot of kids were hang'n out at her house day in and day out.. it was cool how they looked up to me, and wanted to help with the youth center project.. they also helped me work on a video, for the song wich never got finished either.. long story short, We got a donation from the owner of a large gas station chain, we won't mention any names but he gave us enough money for rent on the building.. I took a check directly from this guy's office to the lawyer which was like 2 blocks away.. that's the closest i ever came to getting my hands on that money... PERIOD!!! well, i went to town meetings, talked to local officials about helping us with the project.. I GOT THE SAME RESPONSE FROM EVERYONE!! "great idea... good luck".. i couldn't get anyone to lift a fucking finger in this town to do something positive!! Here was a building, a bunch of kids and a dream that everyone said was a good idea, but NOBODY was going to help these kids.. The building owners wanted co-signers on the lease because i have bad credit, the city faught me tooth and nail, they even tried to condem the bulding.. it sucked, then to top it all off the kids mother was telling everyone that it was HER that was building it, so when the questions came, like why aint it open yet, and why you aint got a key, and where's all this money you keep tell'n us you got... questions came in, this lady had no answers... so it turned into "WAY RIPPED ME OFF!!" WOW!! WOW, WOW, and more fucking WOW!! she had no money, wans't her building, she was just around to feel better, like she was doing something for her dead kid, and now all of a sudden i stole something from her that 1. was never hers, and 2. I never had either.. when the youth center didn't go thru, the guy who gave us the money got it back,, the lawyers handled everything and we all went our ways.. so to you miss patty rhodes.. keep my name out your mouth! To the kids, I'm sorry this community let you down.. i did what i could.. to the guy who gave us the money.. thanks for try'n and especially to cheif Kondracki, lick my sack for the cock block.. when i was try'n to help these kids, he told his people to NOT TALK TO ME !!! I guess they make too much money around here locking up kids.. why would they want to help them out, alll those collect phone calls, candy bars, and fines.. that's all big money.. why would our NAZI government ever want to help these kids? Someday... someday I'll finish this project, that is my promise to yall....

in short i never stole from patty rhodes.. patty rhodes never had ANYTHING TO STEAL!! 

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I FUCKING HATE RAPPERS!!
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Music

I know it sounds crazy, being that I rap.. and produce rap.. and listen to rap all damm day long.. but in all honesty, rappers are the biggest fucking haters ever! First off everyone "THINKS" they can rap... second, everyone thinks the game is some huge contest that can only be won by hate'n on everyone else! I posted a video on the VIBEVERSES website, hit number 1! yippy fucking skippy right? well, out of 5 possible starz, how could the number 1 video be less than 3 starz? The answer is quite simple, everyone else starving for the top spot was creating fake accounts, voting themselves 5 and everyone else a 1.... I was at number 1 for like an hour.. and it was only because all my fans voted for me that day.. plus how it worked was your votes averaged out.. so if you got 2 votes and one was a 5 and one was a 1, your average was 3, because 5+1=6 6/3=3... and everyone else had like thousands of votes, so i shot to the top and back down rather fast.. my point is.. rappers don't want other rappers to succeed! so I HATE RAPPERS!! A real artist focuses on their own music, not destroting others.. so to all the haters out there.. GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!

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The Definition of "SELLING OUT"
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Music

After hearing so much blah blah about who's selling out, who sold out, and what other peoples definition of selling out is.. I decided to school you on what is really going on in this industry. First off, let's define "selling out". My definition is this... Selling out is when you do a commercial for a product you don't even use, or better yet don't even like.. it's when you do a song with an artists you dislike just for the money or exposure.. selling out is when you compramise who you are and what you stand for just to earn a buck! Who cares is your CD is selling at walmart.. how is that selling out? lots of decent people like myself shop there, and if people buy my cd there, great!! selling out isn't doing a song for the masses.. Just because you might not like the song doesn't matter.. you deserve to get paid for your time and effort.. do you like your job? most people don't.. does that mean they sold out? not unless your a catholic preist working on the side at an abortion clinic!! Musicians deserve to make money! Music is a tough demanding business and those who put the time in deserve a paycheck just like you do at the end of the day! Would you build somebody a house for free? would you flip burgers for "respect"? would you drive a shitty car just to "keep it real"? FUCK NO you wouldn't so quit cry'n about who sold out!! If you like a band, buy their music!! I'll tell you who sold out.. YOU! everytime you steal from a band you claim to like buy downloading their music! quit stabbing your bands in the back, they work hard to make that music FOR YOU! SO PAY THEM!!!

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