Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.
We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.
On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.
More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.
Your exact male opposite:
The 5-Night Stand
Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
Always avoid: The Nymph (DBSD)
Consider: The Maid of Honor (DGLM), The Peach (RGLM)
Love and other things that kill
Current mood: amused
Category: Writing and Poetry
standing up at the nexus with this virus that must not infect us you called and stated your purpose I replied, "you can sense you are worthless" can I play? should i wonder? this spell you kept me under I had hoped it should be broken sick of these rides with one last token words i held that never should be spoken now i see you were only joking it was me that was coughing and choking can you remember? when we ran like the wild before the silver moon, before the afternoon I can't stop, you must learn quick a future you shall never pick
I feel the cold grip of old man winter coming close
Current mood: awake
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
In my most recent dream, i had animals talk to me. although they were saying cross phrases. Very disturbing stuff. I awoke and was happy to realize it was all a dream. I feel that my subconsience is to blame. I feel so much turmoil around me. While iam not affialiated with either side i feel the pull of understanding being dragged outta me. I am neutral to all this. And rather i feel that i don't need any more trouble. I have ran my life up until now this way and frankly can be live without having to take sides, so to speak. Kill everybody and let God sort em out. It was never meant for me to judge anyone, lest you should be judged yourself. On a lighter note, this cold texas weather is great and i have waited long for this winter to roll in. Now just to have a warm cup of coffee and start the day off right.
Mych lub, Ruben aka Sensei Sinsemilla
Currently
listening
:
The Fiction We Live
By
From Autumn to Ashes
Release date: 2003-09-09
you've gotta be blind to see that this all began from you and not me now you shut the inner entrance tell me to go and keep my distance my anger knows no resistance it engulfs and inflames it points fingers and names names returns from whence it once came all into one one a part of all everything realized right before the fall
10 Steps to Obtaining Spiritual Power
Current mood: inquisitive
Category: Religion and Philosophy
10 Steps to Obtaining Spiritual Power I. Divine power comes to those who are willing, first of all. II. Willingness to walk in divine power must accompany a surrender. III. Surrender leads to an innate desire for truth. IV. A search for truth leads to wisdom. V. Wisdom is the beginning of understanding. VI. Understanding opens one up to the process of dying to self VII. Dying to self allows for divine power to freely flow through VIII. An open vessel (empty of self) is ready to receive revelation. IX. It is by revelation that one can partake in divine power, move in divine power and impart with divine power X. Divine power is given for the benefit of others and not for selfish motives.
How do I walk in divine power? Ask yourself this question, "Am I willing to surrender?" If the answer is yes, then a spiritual rebirth is the next process. You are born in the natural realm with a biological father and mother., but now you must be born of the Spirit. Man is spirit and the body is its house, or dwelling place, and as you determine to walk into this rebirth, your spirit man becomes alive to things of the spirit realm. The body however, is temporal. Once rebirth has occurred, the process of death begins. It may seem ironic, but death is the place of true spiritual power. The death process must include a burial. The burial will then be followed with a resurrection. It's like a seed which falls into the ground. It dies, but when it dies, it produces much fruit. The natural man must die first and then the spirit man arises in resurrection power. The things of this world hold no real obstacles for the man of the spirit.
Once a man of the spirit, then the search for spiritual truth begins. The search for truth will open man's eyes to the fact that there are many counterfeit powers, but only one true source of divine spiritual power. Spiritual realities supersede realities of the natural realm and as this truth is understood, freedom to flow in supernatural power becomes available. The realm of the spirit is a new order. Ability to flow in supernatural power is granted as an individual empties himself of the desires of his own natural flesh, his love of this world and the things in it, and determines to walk in a life separated to the one and only true source of power. If you want a life filled with meaning and purpose, a life flowing with supernatural power, a life free of the bonds and chains that has kept you in the old man, then say yes and simply surrender and become a new creature.
Pray this prayer: God, the one and only true source of resurrection power, Make yourself known to me. I choose to surrender. Help me understand truth. Open my eyes that I might see. I choose light over darkness. I choose truth over deception. I choose freedom over bondage. I choose you over every counterfeit. Let this day be a day of new beginnings in my life as I choose to die to self, surrender to the truth and walk in resurrection power. Forgive me of a life lived to self. Forgive me of all my sins.
Jesus is the way, the truth and the light. He is resurrection power. He is the source of love, peace and joy. He has dominion over the natural realm as He walked on water, healed the sick, opened blind eyes and made the lame walk again. I Am the Light of the World Jesus declared Himself as the Light of the World. God is light, and all believers are to reflect His light. He came to light the path for everyone who would believe. He is both the source of seeing and the only means by which one can see. Jesus, being challenged by the Pharisees, declared that His own testimony regarding Himself was true, but He also declared God, the Father, as His witness. Light expels darkness. Darkness can never stand in the face of light; it is absolutely impossible. Spiritual illumination by the power of the Holy Spirit is the only way by which one can understand spiritual truths. They are veiled from viewing and cannot be discerned through self-effort. The Gospel, as it illuminates for those who will receive it, transforms them from being held captive to the kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light. Henceforth, they become aliens of this world, no longer subject to the spiritual hosts of wickedness. Spiritual truths to the unbelieving are foolishness and vain thinking. To the believing, illumination by the Gospel brings freedom and deliverance from the bondage of sin and its chains of guilt and oppression. Light shows the way to walk. It illuminates the path. It helps one see as they travel through this world, and it cleanses them from the defilement encountered along the way. Jesus is that light, and His life reflects the way we are to walk, the path of righteousness.
Well I finished my first semester of school
Current mood: enlightened
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
the first semester of school that i have had in ten years i believe, maybe less idk. either way im glad that i finally started going back to school now i cant wait til fall
bummed
amused
awake
crushed
artistic
inquisitive
enlightened