Im liking college
Current mood: amused

Im sitting next to this old guy in the library who keeps whispering "son of a bitch" he's said it over 15 times. Ive been counting.

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me
Current mood: curious

im starting school this semester. and I know alotof you are happy. even the people I havent talked to in awhile.took out a small loan and Im applying for every minorty scholarship i can... and others too..my major now is biology.. because lets face it,Im not as artistic as i thought I was.workis going well. Im not moving up in the company because they pay assistants crap.so illjust stay a shift manager.
I had this crazy idea of going into the military.. I think im the only person in my family who isnt cutt out for it. so Ill stick with this for awhile.thats it..post so I can know whats going on in your life.

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I can't type very well
Current mood: content

today Im going to go see Ani Difranco. yes, my dream has come true... and I probably wont meet her, but Ill dance forever just to get her attention. thanks to all my great friends I am able to see her today. after busting my balls nine days straight at work.. I think I deserve it. I think IM going to just rip off my clothes at the first song. And those of you who know me well, you know Im  going to be such an embarrasment to ryan. I cant wait to dance.DANCE.. thats what I do. This will be life changing and Ill just find another reason to stay angry. well not too angry.

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Time to score some cool points.

 When will I ever be in the "in crowd" damn it??

Currently listening : Pies Descalzos By Shakira Release date: 20 February, 1996

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Im in love..
Current mood: touched

I just got this freakin' awesome new ani cd...I f*ckin love her... If i ever got the chance to see her Id freak out...her songs are so well written. Everything Ive ever felt shes been able to put into words, and anything that comes out of her mouth is beautiful...Shes my own little secret..

Its funny because I only listen to her with certain people.. Its as if I were to listen to her with someone I didnt trust , Id be so vulnerable Like I was standing in front of them naked. Im sick. but thats how deep she runs through me. Nothing can ever measure up to how amazing she is... I really thought music was dead to me.. i just became pointless, she gives everything a different and more solid meaning.

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The things I hate the most.
Current mood: awake

well, I thought I had more than one thing to write about, but I dont.

I hate when guys make kissing noises. I think it is the most fake, annoying and gay thing a guy could do. Hes just trying so hard  to try to show me how much he is enjoying it... and before he kisses he shouldn't  have to caress my face for an hour, or look at me as if he's never seen a woman's body before. Im not dumb. I can see he's is trying hard because hes thinks I  like it when he is faking to adore me. I want to beg a guy to not be charming. If we a kissing its ok to bump teeth and laugh about, and dont try to make up for it by kissing me harder. I dont want things to be planned..the looks, the words, the moments.... give it time and space to mean something.

Currently listening : La Llorona By Lhasa De Sela Release date: 18 August, 1998

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I am the girl for you
Current mood: tired

dinner last night:

* five pickled ocra

* two bites of old spinach

* one red starburst

* about 10 saltine crackers.

I make a  pretty awesome dinner date.

Currently listening : In the Aeroplane Over the Sea By Neutral Milk Hotel Release date: 10 February, 1998

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A little piece in words.
Current mood: confused

Whenever Im frustrated I feel like my mind is starving for answers. I seem to move  slow and I tend to get angry really quick. Ive been avoiding people who have always tried to encourage me and ask me how my life is . Ive put that small percentage of people I can see through with those who've really cared, and ignored them all. I really don't know what my next step is.. and Ive started to hate those who've always believed in me. I think they all lied when they said I had great potencial. It's funny because those voices that say  " your wasting your potencial" are those who never believed you had any to begin with. and those who say you do. are just lying. If Im such a great  disappointment to you, then you shouldn't have believed in me so hard.

Currently listening : Not a Pretty Girl By Ani Difranco Release date: 18 July, 1995

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Today

He doesn't understand me when I'm sad..

Currently listening : The Big Come Up By The Black Keys Release date: 14 May, 2002

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