A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful, is this a Test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on Draining patience, drain vitality, this paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little Old
But I'm still right here, givin' blood, keepin' faith and I'm still right here But I'm still right here, givin' blood, keepin' faith and I'm still right here
Wait it out Gonna wait it out Gonna wait it out (Be patient)
If there were no rewards to reap No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away By now
Gonna wait it out
If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away By now
And I still may And I still may
Be patient Be patient Be patient
Must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this
If there were no rewards to reap (I must keep reminding myself of this) No loving embrace to see me through (I must keep reminding myself of this) This tedious path I've chosen here (I must keep reminding myself of this) I certainly would've walked away (I must keep reminding myself of this) By now
And I still may And I still may And I still may And I. . . .
Gonna wait it out Gonna wait it out Wait it out Gonna wait it out
The Speed of Pain :Marilyn Manson They slit our throats Like we were flowers And our milk has been Devoured When you want it It goes away too fast Times you hate it It always seems to last Just remember when you think You're free The crack inside your fucking heart is me (thought, not spoken): I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day I wish I could sleep But I can't lay on my back Because there's a knife For everyday that I've known you When you want it It goes away too fast Times you hate it It always seems to last Just remember when you think You're free The crack inside your fucking heart is me (thought, not spoken): I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day Lie to me, cry to me, give to me I would Lie with me, die with me, give to me I would Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair always Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair always Lie to me, cry to me, give to me I would Lie with me, die with me, give to me I would I hope that we die holding hands for always I hope that we die holding hands for always I hope that we die holding hands
"Endlessly" Muse There's part of me You'll never know The only thing I'll never show
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly Hopelessly, I'll give you everything But I won't give you up. I won't let you down I won't leave you falling If the moment ever comes
It's plain to see, It's trying to speak Cherished dreams Forever asleep
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly Hopelessly, I'll give you everything But I won't give you up I won't let you down I won't leave you falling If the moment ever comes.
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly Hopelessly, I'll give you everything But I won't give you up I won't let you down I won't leave you falling But the moment never comes.
The blindness of a fool makes the world around them suffer and die. You have managed to say everything a person can say to hurt me. Now can you say something that will make the pain go away? Can you mend what you have destroyed,pissed& shit on? Or is the only thing your good at is fucking things up & running away? Can you really say you have put yourself in my shoes.. See what I see?Feel what I feel? Know what I know? ..and still at the end blame me?
Really...How Could You?.. You've hurt me one to many times.. ******************************************* And as for you and you "secrets"
Silly Fag ..Play the drama games .Play your mind games.. Play Your Lieing games..Play it well.. ..For now you win.. Till we get to the end...Then it will be my turn...But no drama from me... No mind Games either..Just me and the color red... Silly silly little Fag.
Nothing like filling the hole of loneliness with new shiny things...blah not really...that actually never works anymore... but anyway i just got a new toy yesterday..
New Slim PSP (The Limited Edition Wars Battlefront,Entertainment Pack) Thanks to my father ...(I love my Parents. =-) ) He went to 4 wal-marts and a damn sams to find me one.. I didnt think they were going to go that quick.. Because I went check friday with josh at one of the lafayette ones- and they had 3 left! When tuesday came around they sold all of them!...
YAY! Darth Vader! Its so pretty.... ... ill try to put a pic of it in my blog crap if you have seen it yet.... My view its worth it... big screen..bright to... AND it has wireless internet... plus a whole shit load more....
plus we might be getting a Wii soon... my MOM wants one LOL ..i swear my parents never grew up.. lol ................................................................. other than that things are still shity... same shit as months before...nother ever stops I guess..to add im ....Im extremely lonely,Bored,stressed .....Help!!!??? =-( agh i need to die already...aghhh..this isnt fun anymore... On that note I think im going to go back in bed and cry......
If you lost my cell number ,want it ,or what ever? fuck i dont care its the internet ..whats the harm in putting my cell number?lol i'll put my damn number ... My Cell is (337)577-1423...Just PLEASE if you call LEAVE a message say who you are and the number so ill know..... i dont like calling numbers back if i dont know who they are..k? K... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Im longing for the kiss of death upon my lips......Will you be my poison?
My Dreams are my Eyes...I see and know your lies... My dreams or nothing but them.... ..Watching & Waiting...The Perfect Time Is Coming..
I can’t exist anymore...till I destroy you
Current mood: angry
Horrible Lyrics Artist(Band):Jack off Jill
I can't exist anymore till I destroy you I hate everyone Don't know what to do Ingesting flesh and bone makes me a cannibal Or am I criminal? I feel so horrible
Horrible! Everything's horrible Horrible
Sucking on colorforms Becoming see through Still hating everyone as I detest you I do not feel wrong This makes me terrible Or am I criminal? I'm so damn horrible.
Horrible! Everythings Horrible Horrible
Fade into yesterday Searching for my youth Try to digest it all Searching for the truth Self centered devil spawn This makes me durable Or am I criminal? I'm fucking horrible.
Pick and shovel..You will need them when I bury you...
Current mood: infuriated
Check your diction Search your memory Create your history Still not true Write your novel Pick and shovel You will need them when I bury you
No forgiveness you're no martyr Sell yourself Make it true
Check your grammar your bad nature Exaggerations still not true Ask your question and listen closely Here's your answer It's still fuck you
No forgiveness you're no martyr Sell yourself Make it true There's no price tag on my conscience here's your answer it's still FUCK YOU
I met a man who was gone in a day He grabbed my hands Memories flashed away I met a man who was once on my side he wrote a book and now everyone lies NO
No forgiveness you're no martyr Sell yourself make it true There's no price tag on my conscience here's your answer it's still FUCK YOU
You Kill Me With A Single Word..
Current mood: determined
Angels Fuck Lyrics Artist(Band):Jack off Jill
I woke up, morning I woke up dead today I aged a thousand years or more I flinch when you are nice You kill me with a single word When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure
I'll bask in your forever You just waste my time I want to drag you down, down with me I wanted to help, to help destroy the world I wanted to be that, to be that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me I'm living in humid teenage mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me
I dreamed that I was you I dreamed your ego died Said who loves you more than I do I know you lied
I'll bask in your forever Fucking waste of time Angels fuck and devils screw
I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust but me
But me, but you Not me Hate you Love me, love me, hate you Want me, fuck you, hate me Kill you Fuck me, like you, want me Like you want you fuck you Fuck me, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me Fuck you, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me (you never loved me) Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me
I will never make it better I will never make it better It will always hurt you fucking asshole
confused
scared
lonely
betrayed
crushed
annoyed
angry
infuriated
determined